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某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3RnKx2Yt8
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus8aPR6S2o
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhVqc0IiGW
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGEZAXBOn3
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBx50QG7Xe
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0Wdjlovqn
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x58NElbVm
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDhJxaW0az
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAvyMKnHZM
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZiWfAQCkY
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUjPmJoue2
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XUiS0Svuu
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9Ch8mfaW0
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T7E61BQEC
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKUQDAKkSw
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ciMjDPfLI
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjGHuqkKVW
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVsmrJjysZ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1qNzGvNSm
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSlbgkfryR
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNaXKhLoFb
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM8biQPqFb
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOpracNC59
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KrUqv7uXu
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ903GYN3bb4
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjr7BphChU
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGROCmGhAXD
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLUVMxVqXy
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryJcKwotVn
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzVXpgrdKm
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlauPsOpnX
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREDNFLI4zp
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStjCMFM2y4
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICL4v5RcFj
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkzSnvSJzf
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev5HEkC98R
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMSFafD2FY
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlls2exB2L
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldSJUo0krJ
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZtBRsFSbe
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7WicOa5S5
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VsdCo9hei
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjeEpPrDXo
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzixot0S3S
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEylzN4npoE
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7tRCZGBRR
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBov9zxUUz
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ylZK4LmP
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQssLafLl7M
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTkME4BKIJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHxrhqUdh6
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1ovNXqNwq
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSIi5iQfhr
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXlRHdRQnm
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C7KPo1ixL
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469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAbqLsaheN
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwGSTgOVbN
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUUaYr6Y3y
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3itzOsYYa
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOqO8OsjaU
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYZQ0qL360
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKW0KCI06i
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpCnWoZPiJ
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmj5WAAiCc
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh80j6zeOqd
隨即二人也站在了原地。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQQqMQSiUz
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cN7HPMP4e
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ675QXv2fc3
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ770ntRF4V7
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6L36SvNnw
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM8IT83KoM
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO8qM8OvlT
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Q7yRokNA
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4wQGJ9KkH
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNCoC1P5YZ
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5M3FRQndu
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBX3SIIgwV
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2htarfzbMP
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdpxNuDt57
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQn4TAHkKS
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0fX11UzRy
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqESOkm81a
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HGoxsubLr
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pZObGZ6nd
可是，她接著聽到答案是……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweK74v8zmW
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U6Bw1cFip
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX2GmafA5v
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rIWHarG9n
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtVhX4p4mP
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvEhs8jLtm
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzvSzMwZTe
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx2VLUHqN6
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZGmHaxx9G
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG8AbNmEfp
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyHYmmRuTn
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYRsbnbjzh
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimL1uJJvrP
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHmZq3RSPt
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80LipnXMrV
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkPBKsfYqp
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qt5bz6aMb
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFeSJV5oe3
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo9md5wyga
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVkMh9Imgj
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek9145xuHs
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfascQuP6o
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「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmSkUpP5Ay
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6gLWwCxkt
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjG83zYhg5
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n8KngJDJG
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvlJPiESIr
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM74cDDmqD
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUnlYHzNZH
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WY3VLNa5Q
「嚓—」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWJ3i6x4KJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCmcFp3hM5
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYsXIbKW5P
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyusBsbwfLx
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTtGpja1r4
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作者在此鄭重聲明：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaUT0U02Tp
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShsRmFo4nD
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlZmBTMhOZ
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu25RDNHpIz
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D0QTtuPYY
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO8eJtlMi3
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa6qtyrX2v
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR1iJeD8Yl
作者閒聊：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv1Gz4QJNa
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hv5PXKuEx
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lX563dgBQ
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