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524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbcTIoK9pg
某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT1dmF4k1l
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzBDrk4EJH
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPGhtk3m0N
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8M6oLQ0Kd
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs5S9ueZgV
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDns42rnsbD
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LBmCeKKIm
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczrXQw1tOV
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqM3NAO1cA
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw7sWX5Gcd
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMGs8BkTUA
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRmiNVG8yC
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ35y5Eng33
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjfserWERn
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOhK2lKZUB
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGnLSwATC2
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVdkSaxWcB
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xJ9sA8NQl
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm01BBFcHAW
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc37vb7zCE
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMSAPdcXEz
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6NIyQucO3
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZufDVHMCFx
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTQaG4eB5J
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSMTvqsxzC
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YyIiBWbWT
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEkXpWg2zv
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qfYpvgCS8
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumAUpK2CDt
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0KPD4fLrQ
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijESg2sYiA
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ArwBQcMqu
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjrc8l57UA
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueMIcph1x4
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyl6YpqnXd
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxplFWriDu
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xjqSN1KyO
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8p3gc7Dlr
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh2z7OU4dm
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK1btZvizl
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTpy3MTdSC
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM6LBPofji
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMOE3BRuoF
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWAcQqqCnB
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMYdjQ48WE
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTulPH89RO
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GtcqPO0fq
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIfmC9SiEx
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8yT8LJNEm
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6C0mjXyjG
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlVGLl4X4I
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETtQwoVpsV
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocJcjTYXzK
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNvtWZKPQ6
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeOh7Ws8rM
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524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwKCgqG3bp
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqoCzvr2jN
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNJ3JIRQDX
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYdC0uhSrl
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH269AgSkz
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0ytoZ1a5Y
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWB873No8q
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0fpvinfyi
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhenVLt2NC
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsuTZhAfUB
隨即二人也站在了原地。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB37Wk11KcC
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u5hEqqfGE
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MIje25Bcf
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0RzNz54Xo
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu2pmBSAoO
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurhDr7UQG2
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDQ9B8PdUk
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65aSWmW0Iv
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmvpdcTL4t
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjf9iQqdGx
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ym1aJCJCh
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNf52lN7cO
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ595TIEWorG
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdApr8GiPH
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVuAZHw7T4
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ601EP993M
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIspV0ifrOJ
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PukjgvPuP
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvbBwll21X
可是，她接著聽到答案是……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q8zk1JKJm
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBBaDOTtL3
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F0Ibf9baN
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3shJSBko0
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEFAEuaVEs
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yyT65lBqB
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqQKFL5Jgf
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhtCz3BIpt
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2TRRUqH65
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn4Lm9RVeN
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0zVYubfEz
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVmzyE6gBX
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqIm5lA99C
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySemZU558h
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2e6c42Txn
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwVztUjHuL
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0LV8dzYjg
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGJ2M7WmXd
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhRWoXkvMU
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2udm3RJTZI
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3BX22dJm2
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHdICLMUaL
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「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p3vCf3CoP
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRTVBf9F0M
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HY4txvoHd
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Em74OyMU
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQReOulq8gG
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWCDlp3cHE
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtZh09a7Qs
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGgzF5NpVj
「嚓—」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvHm2ApwiJ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMAj3A2KaW
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq9x6388k7
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oAXlPVHrG
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT7cMZ2ZXh
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y1p62UXn1
作者在此鄭重聲明：524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjoq2JwnIe
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBZLWJfqO1
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXlYs6ZFpP
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41GnbBMIAr
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0bvwwPsle
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ifUoWTQDZ
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZM5Dxga68
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tzQmwYxRY
作者閒聊：524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMNQLVyu5L
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLhFsni81c
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVNMP3faCl
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