tell me something
what are you supposed to feel185Please respect copyright.PENANABO9NZHhJhz
when your world is crashing down around you,185Please respect copyright.PENANAxSHxpVw9oj
when atlas can no longer bear the weight of the sky,185Please respect copyright.PENANAhmnTWXrjto
just as you can’t take the beating from your heart anymore?
did you know185Please respect copyright.PENANAIYE61atama
that stars die?185Please respect copyright.PENANAwx61dvAgjG
these gigantic floating masses of the physical embodiment of light die185Please respect copyright.PENANAoVhoGWBl0c
and we think we can live forever on this dying, fallen earth185Please respect copyright.PENANANcn4qO1WZh
(orbiting a sun that’s burning itself out)
— in memories?185Please respect copyright.PENANArPeBgNQFBZ
memories don’t mean a thing185Please respect copyright.PENANAgxnTCvQj14
when the people who knew of us have died185Please respect copyright.PENANAO8iPrvXIEz
when the books that were written about us have never been plucked off the shelves185Please respect copyright.PENANAzUjPeBm2FI
and when even our bones disappear to fill this dying earth185Please respect copyright.PENANAdTmWNifyzu
with even more forgotten dead things
and i can’t185Please respect copyright.PENANA4I7exXtXtG
i can’t
i c a n n o t
stress enough that when i’m gone185Please respect copyright.PENANABAgX4HWgM7
it will not matter to anyone on this earth in the end185Please respect copyright.PENANALzgt4aWQ38
because those gone are better off dead185Please respect copyright.PENANAEoEraA2Mbo
and those dead are better off forgotten
so tell me185Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ7oPwAizX
why do you insist that i should live?
is it so that you can feel better about yourself?185Please respect copyright.PENANACifvEYSzS1
is it so that you can believe without a doubt185Please respect copyright.PENANAQk0VGbU5O9
that you have made a positive difference in someone else’s life?185Please respect copyright.PENANAmnmVseGwxt
is it so that you don’t have to feel the guilt185Please respect copyright.PENANAT9d0Yk4AK7
knowing that maybe there could have been one more useless piece of trash185Please respect copyright.PENANAhTQkmHXXsz
taking up space, air, and resources someone else who was worth anything needed185Please respect copyright.PENANA4QbNj0qDLy
except there isn’t because you didn’t say anything?
don’t you know185Please respect copyright.PENANAV2mHgT2KCE
don’t you know185Please respect copyright.PENANAtKGAaViAOa
don’t you know185Please respect copyright.PENANAk0uidNvMzI
i’m already dead185Please respect copyright.PENANAYaKoXkqvpf
this body still moves185Please respect copyright.PENANAljmmnWFPix
but my heart has been torn apart so many times185Please respect copyright.PENANAnSZGcxV7pD
that sometimes i wonder if its beating is not because it is alive185Please respect copyright.PENANAz8D3NQVDig
but because the world insists on making sure it’s dead185Please respect copyright.PENANAkEbvDb7fdm
by pounding all tragedy into it
what can you do to save me from that?185Please respect copyright.PENANAdfBuHXmvNi
what am i supposed to do to come back to life?
tell me185Please respect copyright.PENANAbEjn7iBKwH
tell me185Please respect copyright.PENANALqr7DVnKMw
tell me
please
maybe i want to live
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