時序入冬,入夜之後的風很涼,白天還有暖融的陽光,但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。297Please respect copyright.PENANA6XUJK7Kbwc
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他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套,上台也是,他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來,根本沒來得及穿件外套。297Please respect copyright.PENANA8AK9g8PSYn
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晚上氣溫驟降,他應該要覺得冷的,但他卻覺得身上熱的過份,他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙,左胸口裡的東西燥動著,他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順,原因不明,他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAcUsIil7rZW
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「喂,你、你能不能,抱小力一點?」他小聲問。297Please respect copyright.PENANArqP41xGAUt
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許晏誠依言鬆了點手,但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUdgO3rQBjR
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呼吸不順解決了,但心律不整依舊存在,臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象,他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問:「......你怎麼了?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAU0xs9bgDHy
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許晏誠沒有回答。297Please respect copyright.PENANA28DMYtlDmw
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姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問:「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎?哈囉?許晏誠?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAiXMCRmQQ9J
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「我有聽到。」半晌他回。297Please respect copyright.PENANA0FaHrp3Uby
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姜劭謙嘆了一口氣,口氣安撫的問:「你到底怎麼了?通常在這種狀況下,被安慰的人應該是我吧?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAIF5NoK5Vys
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聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離,揉揉鼻子,「......抱歉,你說的對。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAGCGfr2xXOX
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姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶,傻眼了:「你有這麼難過啊?!」297Please respect copyright.PENANA9BVjLZaGGr
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許晏誠低著頭不回話,似乎還沒有緩過來。297Please respect copyright.PENANAbP9P5CEKk9
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「你為什麼要難過呢?」他苦笑道,「忘詞的人又不是你,面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人,你應該要生氣才對啊。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAo8y9yEdV4W
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「我不生氣,」許晏誠看著他,「我難過,我為你難過。」他說。297Please respect copyright.PENANAiXdU3EMDaO
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他忍不住質問:「為我難過?你怎麼知道我難過?你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼,你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAAHUhbFOIoX
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這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。297Please respect copyright.PENANA7G3jx05oHP
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這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身,日日夜夜,分不清夢境與現實,眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧,看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口,只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。297Please respect copyright.PENANAibRjOAutDO
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但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他,聽他說,為他難過。297Please respect copyright.PENANAv9HgX5i91t
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他想他孤單太久了,久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。297Please respect copyright.PENANAdlDzIxWHKR
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「你知道嗎,我很久沒有跟人說這些了,對於大部分人來說,那都已經過去了,只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧?人都要向前看,人總要向前看的不是嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAfpGXFvvvve
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他站著腳有點痠了,靠著牆默默的蹲下來,如夢囈般的說道:「可他們不懂,當你曾經真的,真的很珍惜某個事物,但它最終卻在你手上碎了,那是......最傷人的。」297Please respect copyright.PENANA3ImyqDmQS8
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「你懂嗎?」他轉頭問道。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3cAAGDLPf6
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許晏誠沒有猶豫:「我懂。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAhwnlX4uzpY
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姜劭謙看了他一陣子,然後笑了:「也對,你總是什麼都懂。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAexvwyXJHT4
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教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲,他猜又是一組彩排結束了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAT2ht953Usb
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「你真是個狡猾的人,好像知道很多事,卻從來不跟別人說,讓人心煩。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAxqk0IYkqgE
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他控訴著:「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子,你對我瞭若指掌,但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAi0INi9Bihh
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許晏誠低著頭不置可否,在他身旁也坐了下來。297Please respect copyright.PENANAoqJSIEyAjl
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「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。297Please respect copyright.PENANAv3iv4GfhR1
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「幹嘛?」姜劭謙頭也不回。297Please respect copyright.PENANAfeKDzn5ar4
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許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮,他的眼睛黑的透徹,裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光,「等成發結束之後,我會向你解釋一切的,我答應你。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAjjLrfLZUnw
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姜劭謙凝視著他良久,不客氣的問:「......解釋甚麼,解釋你到底是誰嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAqvx9yyDi59
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許晏誠聞言輕笑,他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際,輕微的癢。297Please respect copyright.PENANAsBJFhefFo7
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「關於這點,我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。297Please respect copyright.PENANAyL3n7m1QNM
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他們中途翹課,在外面坐了好一陣子,突然想到還沒點名,才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。297Please respect copyright.PENANAgjhSaEdi3X
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阿萬坐在後排,一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子,招招手讓他們過來,湊近壓低聲量問:「小姜還好嗎?看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」297Please respect copyright.PENANA2HxI52gMcn
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「現在沒事了,不好意思,剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。297Please respect copyright.PENANA5jmJ75Hya8
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阿萬看起來倒是不太在意,笑回:「上台緊張是一定的,離成發還有幾個星期,一起加油吧。」297Please respect copyright.PENANApB3oO7WcEF
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姜劭謙點點頭,最後一組的講評也結束了,所有組別都彩排完了,老師提點了幾句,叮嚀了幾個注意的點,鐘聲應景的響起,宣布下課。297Please respect copyright.PENANA37nXVU3e0A
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鐘聲響完,吉他和阿傑邊收東西,往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。297Please respect copyright.PENANArNfKtZelYf
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他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神,看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。297Please respect copyright.PENANANGSnAqOHl9
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姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的,「你們幹嘛?這麼看著我?」297Please respect copyright.PENANA7NNp4u9UJk
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吉他立馬別開目光,若無其事的道:「沒事,真的沒事。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAydpLsDyQ18
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還特別澄清兩次,根本是此地無銀三百兩。297Please respect copyright.PENANAX8PwzULDj2
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姜劭謙心中狐疑,阿傑咳了一聲,連忙插話進來:「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜,我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次,要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAAMxtfKXOu1
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「對啊,剛才真是嚇死我了,好險燕子及時救場......」297Please respect copyright.PENANArGnYqGdDVW
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姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚,又道了一次歉,其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事,他才終於鬆了一口氣。297Please respect copyright.PENANAYf3VmtfyrW
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阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀:「唉,只是彩排而已啦,小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦!」297Please respect copyright.PENANAXh7Dl3DfXV
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正式上台。297Please respect copyright.PENANAWADOu7jBEr
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阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪,心中有個聲音在質問他:你能保證正式演出的時候,不會再發生同樣的事嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANAYhE7UJFHfB
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你能保證嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANAiz275mCMUM
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他沒有答案,只能掩去一切不安的痕跡,將層層心思掩藏起來。297Please respect copyright.PENANA6k23lPuCkn
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他們邊說邊收東西,人還沒散完,他看見這次的總召,是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩,她走近他們問:「你們是第六組對不對?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAVKOwmIdSLv
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「對。」姜劭謙問:「怎麼了嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAqOvPMwdqJQ
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她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本,道:「你們還沒有確定團名吧?要趕快決定囉,這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了,團照的部分,看你們是之後給我還是現在拍,其他組已經在拍了,看你們要不要也現在拍一拍?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAECGQvq0Qt5
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他環顧了一下四周,確實,身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景,有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAMkJAREpF9P
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總召又道:「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以,但提醒你們,照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAhZcQkXC2XW
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她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』,轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。297Please respect copyright.PENANA7MmT1YGgKE
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姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們:「你們要現在拍嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAiE6SLM6p5s
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「現在拍一拍吧,順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。297Please respect copyright.PENANAjizTSel7uN
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團名。297Please respect copyright.PENANAZywS6zFWD6
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唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久,沒有任何頭緒。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUi6EKyO6PW
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他們沉寂了一陣子之後,阿傑突然眼睛一亮:「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣?」他興高采烈的解釋道:「你看我們有小燕子,還有王子呢,古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎,還有萬歲爺......」297Please respect copyright.PENANA4MBvrPLoMN
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他話才說到一半,就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。297Please respect copyright.PENANApacX9hweCU
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「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎?」阿萬提議道。297Please respect copyright.PENANAwifxymjSwi
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姜劭謙:????297Please respect copyright.PENANAStuwq7A8WW
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阿萬說:「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4r4aYr4Hl
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吉他一臉無所謂:「不錯,那就這樣吧。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAHY0EtszFbZ
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「蛤,可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣,連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。297Please respect copyright.PENANABmWrnhTsbO
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「真的假的?」姜劭謙不可置信。297Please respect copyright.PENANABE8h7DrRkq
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許晏誠微笑道:「嗯,就這樣吧。團名訂好了,接著剩團照了。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAabBGI8R0MV
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正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了,他們全部人馬移動過去,找了個女生幫他們拍照。297Please respect copyright.PENANAXPFWB2szED
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他們隨便擺了個姿勢,許晏誠站在他的右手邊,一隻手搭在他的肩膀上,他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安,但對面已經架好了相機,他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。297Please respect copyright.PENANADLZK4T62q2
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一,二,三,cheese!297Please respect copyright.PENANABEpvfj1UTI
照片裡風格迥異的五個人,湊在一起卻意外的和諧。297Please respect copyright.PENANAsJPsxngEA0
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很久很久以後,他都還記得當時的那個瞬間,當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶,但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看,那些記憶的吉光片羽,即使零碎,卻都彌足珍貴。297Please respect copyright.PENANAeT0iiiSmNF
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拍下照片的這一刻,他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久,但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡,毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。297Please respect copyright.PENANAubY0PdN0g2
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這次非常久之後才更新,先來賠罪OTZ,之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期,耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉!下一篇已經在路上了,我會盡快生出來的!謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者,對於作者來說,看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事!謝謝你們!我會繼續努力寫的!297Please respect copyright.PENANAYgxBJgiZyA
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