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"I love you" Richard said, as his tears started to escape from his gorgeous eyes.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeDA2U1K2Y
I didn't know what to say because I was really caught off guard.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNwljf92jH
I don't know why he said it but I sure know he is drunk.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUVurgbOPQ
He is definitely drunk, that's why he says those stuff.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA49b64dR6
Those words escaping from his mouth sounded really strange.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡclUIGdXQfh
Richard is not the type of guys who falls in love.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzbt3DJery
He's just drunk.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X997lgcz8
Yeah that's why he said those words.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLtduaqs1F
"Get to sleep Richard" I says quietly.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzfV2iyMwZ
His eyes never leave mine as he smiles, but it doesn't reach his eyes.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBXuL5Q2hq
"Can you kiss me please? " I sigh and run my hands through my hair.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAcENGPe9Q
" Richard ... I ... we can't "copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSq9NtrmfY
" I knew you'd say that "copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAzj5loVnG
" You're drunk Richard" and tomorrow you'll wake up and be your jerk self again.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡmygyc4f1io
" So?"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdhim5MOr1
" You don't mean what you say"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMBm6GHuC5
Richard sighs and stays quiet for a minute. He is staring at the ceiling then he chuckles. I shift uncomfortably not knowing what to do or say anymore.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYDrxPwMRP
" I'm so stupid that I had some hope... I ... thought you could perhaps ... like me" Richard chuckles again and sighs.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK2s3pxPdY
" Who am I kidding? I am never loved by girls like you. I'm known as the sexy bad boy who girls drool all over him and he is enjoying it."copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0LrmR84mK
Why is Richard telling me this? please don't tell me that you do love me Richard.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xJMZgCw3u
"But... all that changed when I fell in love with you. I ... You changed me"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeepHhOf72
That's not true. Richard has changed because he soon realized that what he was doing was wrong.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX20poSxse
" I have took so many things from you. But I'm really glad you were that happy with Damon at the park "copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCM0pMh1ik
Hold on a minute, Damon ? park ?copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFzL4h2Swa
" How did you ..." my voice trailed off when Richard suddenly brushed his finger tips against my cheeks.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL7XLwlD3O
" I saw you there. "copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlqFmPrDRK
" What were you doing there?"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnpx8tPbmm
"I was with Natalie and Jack"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh7teS0Aw4
WHAT??!!copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡoppO4MEwpv
" I helped them" Richard stated as if he was able to read my mind. it wasn't rocket science to figure out what he meant by I helped them.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnTGV2aLex
He is talking about my date. With Damon.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AOf3384DE
" Richard get back to sleep. Tomorrow we have to get up early"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ813yQ8kvEJ
Richard nods his head and mumbles goodnight, before drifting to sleep.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V7UC3XNPb
I am glad Richard fell asleep, leaving me to my own thoughts.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWL9bPdjTQ
Okay so today Damon confessed his love to me. Which I was really happy about it.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1S2zIaUdP
But what bothers me is that why didn't I tell him I love him ?copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeKL9nP6aE
I frown and decide to pack for the day after tomorrow , to be honest I feel really excited about our honeym- vacation.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡivB3FMTS6M
Me and Richard decided to pack our stuff together tomorrow.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5OB7okhix
But I need to get distracted that's why I am packing.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WMRIVfx2p
Could Richard possibly love me as he says? I mean his eyes looked hurt and he looked like-copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡckVNoBzhtG
Stop it Kristen! there's no way he does.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dLSOSh8az
I giggle as I notice how stupid I am and continue packing.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiwt9eppLr
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I groan as my stupid alarm clock keeps raining and try to reach it, once I turn it off I get up and take a shower, despite the fact that I hate my alarm clock so much I really like mornings.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w2NpRGGZR
I smile to myself as I look at my reflection in the mirror and sigh.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG9M9i0yIM
I wonder if Richard is still awake. And I have to call Damon because he has obviously called me last night to check up on me.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wKMhwXCRp
I giggle as I remember about yesterday's events and walk downstairs.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTWuGllm2l
Once I reach the kitchen I see Richard making quite a lot of noise while preparing breakfast.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj2m5cF6Ln
I gasp and try to hide my expression now THIS is interesting.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLUEycavO1
Richard is preparing breakfast? I must be dreaming.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhVRLBd7Yf
He opens the fridge and frowns, then takes out the bottle of milk and drinks the whole bottle.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcywzEIfKt
Oh. I almost forgot he was drunk last night and my smile drops when I remember what he said to me.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEfxiNKsjy
He must have a very bad hangover because he doesn't look so good, I clear my throat and make my way over to where he sits. He looks up and stares at me,his face holds no emotion and i am slightly horrified of what he is thinking roght now.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡufQq6C2jK0
"Good morning" He says and smiles.Okay at least he is not a jerk anymore...copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdd8JNMs2x
"Good morning, how come you've managed to prepare...this?' I point to the table and cross my arms over my chest, Richard chuckles and raises one brow.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFcbduZXXj
"I am a gentleman right?" He smirkscopyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsymSEYUYI
" Yes you are" I say sarcastically and roll my eyes playfully, he just smiles.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyW8GGVt8Y
"why don't you sit down? I am starving" Richard says, I sit down and pray Richard doesn't bring up what we talked about last night. Well we actually didn't talk about - I mean we didn't have a very long conversation but still...copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14DdgQIfOF
I looked up and stared at Richard who was busy drinking applejuice with a frown on his face. He looked tired but at least he looks better than last night.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk77HZLGUK
I wonder what he is thinking about.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPilYZ2Usb
"Why did you drink that much last night?" I blurt, Richard stares at me for a moment as if he is debating whether to tell me what's on his mind now.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡSugvIwmqMb
"I... just felt like it" Richard said, I snorted and shook my head.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lwdsddeT7
"What?" Richard asked.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjXgEVfHPI
"Nothing, I believe you" I say sarcastically and admit saying what I just said, why do I sound like I know the reason? becasue I don't know at all.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHd9dVFAls
"Well in case you haven't noticed, I drink whenever I feel upset, and.. well I felt bad that I was the reason that something happened to someone so..."Richard's voice trailed off as I choked on the coffee I was sipping on.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrNhEgvSup
I knew exactly what he meant, He was talking about me being raped by Kyle.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsIXJnSZ4I
"I am sorry I shouldn't have brought this up" Richard whispers which makes me feel thousand emotions at the same time. I feel angry and happy at the same time. Angry at Richard that he has just brought that subject up that I was avoiding discussing it since it happened.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXqV6DQMeb
And happy that I knew Richard cared for me... as a friend.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZD2hiiMaM
"It's okay" I smile and sip on my coffee.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaeU7YhZXm
" I didn't dance too much right?" Richard flushes and looks away. What?!copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFk8AqLqc0
" Umm.. what?"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrZfthyL4I
"Did I dance too much tonight? I usually dance like a dork once I get drunk" He chuckles and bites on his lip to hide his embarassment.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgSMaZKsZI
OMG he doesn't remember. Thank god He doesn't becasue it would have been awkward to talk about it, specially for him becasue he would say he was drunk and he thinks we are just friends.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHn9PYzBoM
"Oh, actually you did it was hilarous" I joke.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1eBhHSPtW
Richard just smiles and stares at me, for a moment I feel disappointed becasue I wanna know if he truly meant what he said last night. But I know deep inside he wouldn't love anyone.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1cqNnpyQo
Richard's smile grows as I keep staring at him, which snaps me back into reality and I look away immediately.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF5EOVCow1
"What is on your mind?" Richard asks.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡb83pJk7BaA
"Just.. Paris" I lie.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIBK8p8yXY
" Oh, you can't help thinking you're gonna spend an entire month or maybe more with a charming guy like me right?"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeD3TsYvRv
"w-what? stop flattering yourself"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3DAtmVAX6
Richard laughs and he soon stops laughing and stares at me, he looks clearly amused. And his lips curve to form a very sexy- I mean to form a smile.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡawOMgXbpw9
"How was your date?" Richard suddenly asks. I smile at him and remember what he told me last night.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡnto1whuuNl
"It was great" I say " Thanks for helping Natalie and Jack with-"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkpCVSZQsX
"I will kill Jack" Richard mumbles.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDtLpKJB9f
"Why?"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwI8yeq2Jd
Richard rolled his eyes and snorted.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJyNmtFlk7
"For telling you?" He says ina duh voice.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡihLM2awMLF
Oh, He doesn't know He is the one who told me that he has helped my friends prepare the date.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wcKFKZ5MJ
"You're welcome, and I am still killing Jack for telling you"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbsRYPlDbF
"You were the one who told me that" I blurt, and bite my lip.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtWwfZHMLt
Richard raises his right brow and he frowns.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNZDyEnyKa
"I didn't know I say stupid things when I get drunk"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4lKVjAhXL
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Richard's POV:copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIsql15JzP
"I didn't know I say stupid things when I get drunk" I lie.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRTfCPzc6w
"Oh, you do" Kristen says and looks away. I know what she is thinking of, I confessed my love to her last night.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3gcWwHOtY
But I was supposed to hide my feelings from her, becasue it is not gonna work out between us anyway.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUGUk2VpLv
I have no idea why that stupid alcohol spoke for me, but I better act like my old self and pretend that nothing has ever happened.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFm9UYYtb5
Even though I can't be my old self anymore, becasue of this amazing girl in front of me.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ088gl4M2Tg
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Day one of our trip:copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡIac4j73iAe
Kristen stares out the window of the plane and mumbles things I can't hear, I smile and chuckle becasue I know she hasn't given up on that habit yet. I bet she is saying goodbye to her hometown.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBnwRIAELu
After what seems like several hours we arrive at Paris, Kristen has been sleeping the entire flight and I had to distract myself with reading in order not to stare at her the entire flight.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMP5u6Bfjv
When we get off the plane, Kristen looks around with a huge grin on her face.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1FY6Z69hG
"PARIS!" She shouted .copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEiMb9vMOg
I grinned and shook my head at her childlike behavior.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ26PxcqNv
She looked so pretty today, hell she looks pretty everyday.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAwCzDBFNS
But today was different me and Kristen will stay at my parent's villa outside of Paris, alone.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbxEYINtuC
The villa is just 15 minutes away from Paris.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLlMRbk3C8
It's a very fancy place to stay in.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyI6ahJMWw
Specially for couples , if Kristen has loved me the way I do, we would have enjoyed staying there. copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiIcWGVKaq
But I know I need to stop thinking and hoping about those possibilities.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUbJH2U15w
Because I know Kristen doesn't love me she loves Damon and that's why I have decided to not confess to her about my feelings.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF5SLfau27
I am okay with being friends with her as long as she's happy.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HqJTnpO7A
Kristen is wearing skirt which lies just above her knees, with a white tank top.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuupebs8dx
Since she was shivering I forced her to wear my jacket.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡFodKgY0rt2
You heard me right I forced her, I don't want her to catch a cold because she's trying to be-copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡytJYdDlDrt
" Richard, omg I love this place" Kristen chirps.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGYI6cUyl7
We are in my dad's car, and my dad's driver, Scott is driving us to my parents house.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60wjKNiLeL
I just smile and stare at her. she's looking out the car at the people we pass by and the amazing buildings.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNfxLsa75C
She nearly jumps out of the car when she sees Eiffel Tower and some fashion shops.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjiA1pNVX8
Girls.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ349zoUmGFA
When we arrive at the villa, Scott carries our luggage and leads us inside.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsnHZ99ahe
" This way sir" Scott says.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTx5tzugus
I follow Scott inside but I stop once I don't hear other footsteps.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxwy7VstB8
I turn around to find Kristen's mouth hung open as she stares at everything inside of the building.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43AsKACULT
Her brown hair is messy from the flight and her face looks healthy and clear.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xNGCgg6xK
I clear my throat, Kristen frowns and crosses her arms over her chest.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXi6wp1ZSD
" What ?" she asks .copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XGIprj1l4
" Are you done with your plan to steal the furnitures ?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuBIbdZrkx
Kristen blushes and mumbles something I hear clearly.copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTuuZ0T0ZM
" Jerk!"copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7JkP8M8a7
" I heard that "copyright protection190ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5COON2Nem
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