Kristen's POV:copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM2pYXKw3d
"I love you" Richard said, as his tears started to escape from his gorgeous eyes.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOpIteVyU8
I didn't know what to say because I was really caught off guard.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFcNGDojbl
I don't know why he said it but I sure know he is drunk.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡe27hs5edBh
He is definitely drunk, that's why he says those stuff.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT6QCA5x8Z
Those words escaping from his mouth sounded really strange.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ESQlweFI
Richard is not the type of guys who falls in love.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUKHbcMqpo
He's just drunk.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQhPHTpNry
Yeah that's why he said those words.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7Bs0rOxGt
"Get to sleep Richard" I says quietly.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgoZXzcJ0C
His eyes never leave mine as he smiles, but it doesn't reach his eyes.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ItpxbjWYL
"Can you kiss me please? " I sigh and run my hands through my hair.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMS6eTx2qe
" Richard ... I ... we can't "copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGuUFruSbu
" I knew you'd say that "copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjdZJKa2H9
" You're drunk Richard" and tomorrow you'll wake up and be your jerk self again.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcVHjaAQd1
" So?"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JHzEn19fc
" You don't mean what you say"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLwRKfCVik
Richard sighs and stays quiet for a minute. He is staring at the ceiling then he chuckles. I shift uncomfortably not knowing what to do or say anymore.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46w0NQboGo
" I'm so stupid that I had some hope... I ... thought you could perhaps ... like me" Richard chuckles again and sighs.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM86lNtnWJ
" Who am I kidding? I am never loved by girls like you. I'm known as the sexy bad boy who girls drool all over him and he is enjoying it."copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAu5rfl4aD
Why is Richard telling me this? please don't tell me that you do love me Richard.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡofKVgxLrVs
"But... all that changed when I fell in love with you. I ... You changed me"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkeZrAMVXJ
That's not true. Richard has changed because he soon realized that what he was doing was wrong.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡExj9DLpYPz
" I have took so many things from you. But I'm really glad you were that happy with Damon at the park "copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdPm95TUxP
Hold on a minute, Damon ? park ?copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo9AnBbaw8
" How did you ..." my voice trailed off when Richard suddenly brushed his finger tips against my cheeks.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbGdkjZJiO
" I saw you there. "copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU28gbea6M
" What were you doing there?"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsa93yKeJh
"I was with Natalie and Jack"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCs4QMoPwG
WHAT??!!copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQAHZRTd1Z
" I helped them" Richard stated as if he was able to read my mind. it wasn't rocket science to figure out what he meant by I helped them.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01rbavJVKs
He is talking about my date. With Damon.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡc85EcVrALX
" Richard get back to sleep. Tomorrow we have to get up early"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqNR7MI00K
Richard nods his head and mumbles goodnight, before drifting to sleep.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01LscWXVRI
I am glad Richard fell asleep, leaving me to my own thoughts.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3QtI2p9Db
Okay so today Damon confessed his love to me. Which I was really happy about it.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TBULJHuJI
But what bothers me is that why didn't I tell him I love him ?copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKJ0cVWaRN
I frown and decide to pack for the day after tomorrow , to be honest I feel really excited about our honeym- vacation.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfRIJzK9Io
Me and Richard decided to pack our stuff together tomorrow.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPiWJ3Frxp
But I need to get distracted that's why I am packing.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M9SMlOJvF
Could Richard possibly love me as he says? I mean his eyes looked hurt and he looked like-copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnVo5EYQOG
Stop it Kristen! there's no way he does.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9ww5gAKH7
I giggle as I notice how stupid I am and continue packing.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RUiJHEyq9
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I groan as my stupid alarm clock keeps raining and try to reach it, once I turn it off I get up and take a shower, despite the fact that I hate my alarm clock so much I really like mornings.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IKxfQOPAv
I smile to myself as I look at my reflection in the mirror and sigh.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKnS26zHEZ
I wonder if Richard is still awake. And I have to call Damon because he has obviously called me last night to check up on me.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSXo1j1OEv
I giggle as I remember about yesterday's events and walk downstairs.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFebdt11jB
Once I reach the kitchen I see Richard making quite a lot of noise while preparing breakfast.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhlU9o1I5G
I gasp and try to hide my expression now THIS is interesting.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWzFkAYmoC
Richard is preparing breakfast? I must be dreaming.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPi60wz1yT
He opens the fridge and frowns, then takes out the bottle of milk and drinks the whole bottle.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5aY0jm21s
Oh. I almost forgot he was drunk last night and my smile drops when I remember what he said to me.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJoipJTo6i
He must have a very bad hangover because he doesn't look so good, I clear my throat and make my way over to where he sits. He looks up and stares at me,his face holds no emotion and i am slightly horrified of what he is thinking roght now.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y7j47PE8n
"Good morning" He says and smiles.Okay at least he is not a jerk anymore...copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLtIJu16x3
"Good morning, how come you've managed to prepare...this?' I point to the table and cross my arms over my chest, Richard chuckles and raises one brow.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡygNXzcHtAN
"I am a gentleman right?" He smirkscopyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBLSVQZLv8
" Yes you are" I say sarcastically and roll my eyes playfully, he just smiles.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82UCLD7MKE
"why don't you sit down? I am starving" Richard says, I sit down and pray Richard doesn't bring up what we talked about last night. Well we actually didn't talk about - I mean we didn't have a very long conversation but still...copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjVDguPYXq
I looked up and stared at Richard who was busy drinking applejuice with a frown on his face. He looked tired but at least he looks better than last night.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ1xBXoBIT
I wonder what he is thinking about.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRWEtHiAt2
"Why did you drink that much last night?" I blurt, Richard stares at me for a moment as if he is debating whether to tell me what's on his mind now.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjmaXDFMBD
"I... just felt like it" Richard said, I snorted and shook my head.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnmeUXbjzU
"What?" Richard asked.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjL8XePfPj
"Nothing, I believe you" I say sarcastically and admit saying what I just said, why do I sound like I know the reason? becasue I don't know at all.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4DEeAhTnS
"Well in case you haven't noticed, I drink whenever I feel upset, and.. well I felt bad that I was the reason that something happened to someone so..."Richard's voice trailed off as I choked on the coffee I was sipping on.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAgTPbQ1up
I knew exactly what he meant, He was talking about me being raped by Kyle.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGJHPGVEVL
"I am sorry I shouldn't have brought this up" Richard whispers which makes me feel thousand emotions at the same time. I feel angry and happy at the same time. Angry at Richard that he has just brought that subject up that I was avoiding discussing it since it happened.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡYePBS4caYA
And happy that I knew Richard cared for me... as a friend.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vbjo1uf3Y
"It's okay" I smile and sip on my coffee.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZFoGu4B90
" I didn't dance too much right?" Richard flushes and looks away. What?!copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8ecK7hWhf
" Umm.. what?"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkKIE9J8oM
"Did I dance too much tonight? I usually dance like a dork once I get drunk" He chuckles and bites on his lip to hide his embarassment.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73LNrriw3s
OMG he doesn't remember. Thank god He doesn't becasue it would have been awkward to talk about it, specially for him becasue he would say he was drunk and he thinks we are just friends.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqALDkTUga
"Oh, actually you did it was hilarous" I joke.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NvUva3fir
Richard just smiles and stares at me, for a moment I feel disappointed becasue I wanna know if he truly meant what he said last night. But I know deep inside he wouldn't love anyone.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1quMdWewsh
Richard's smile grows as I keep staring at him, which snaps me back into reality and I look away immediately.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZHyKkSDf9
"What is on your mind?" Richard asks.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoXkjtumIN
"Just.. Paris" I lie.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJejwsfKYI
" Oh, you can't help thinking you're gonna spend an entire month or maybe more with a charming guy like me right?"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WHJvs4n6j
"w-what? stop flattering yourself"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVIuf1XKoF
Richard laughs and he soon stops laughing and stares at me, he looks clearly amused. And his lips curve to form a very sexy- I mean to form a smile.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡycpMwVfMGd
"How was your date?" Richard suddenly asks. I smile at him and remember what he told me last night.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIacrFEw3K
"It was great" I say " Thanks for helping Natalie and Jack with-"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBGy5VA3GY
"I will kill Jack" Richard mumbles.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeb81H4guK
"Why?"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYsFaUlPro
Richard rolled his eyes and snorted.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhZgP5cq8S
"For telling you?" He says ina duh voice.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR7AZ9i4qM
Oh, He doesn't know He is the one who told me that he has helped my friends prepare the date.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡOULhAVcVLE
"You're welcome, and I am still killing Jack for telling you"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡklVkCLpOby
"You were the one who told me that" I blurt, and bite my lip.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡHApPapYtup
Richard raises his right brow and he frowns.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡfik0AUWNPI
"I didn't know I say stupid things when I get drunk"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡra3nuG8Uvj
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Richard's POV:copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO5KPGEMtu
"I didn't know I say stupid things when I get drunk" I lie.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVEyi9eq3J
"Oh, you do" Kristen says and looks away. I know what she is thinking of, I confessed my love to her last night.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwWEpYJIZi
But I was supposed to hide my feelings from her, becasue it is not gonna work out between us anyway.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp6AaVgOHK
I have no idea why that stupid alcohol spoke for me, but I better act like my old self and pretend that nothing has ever happened.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbFYJY7Yob
Even though I can't be my old self anymore, becasue of this amazing girl in front of me.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9IDN8CxQB
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Day one of our trip:copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjKDhuBosZ
Kristen stares out the window of the plane and mumbles things I can't hear, I smile and chuckle becasue I know she hasn't given up on that habit yet. I bet she is saying goodbye to her hometown.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa8iOWqquh
After what seems like several hours we arrive at Paris, Kristen has been sleeping the entire flight and I had to distract myself with reading in order not to stare at her the entire flight.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jC2fye6Ld
When we get off the plane, Kristen looks around with a huge grin on her face.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJxqmOVXdo
"PARIS!" She shouted .copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNy66m2xNw
I grinned and shook my head at her childlike behavior.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOQrR5Z5cL
She looked so pretty today, hell she looks pretty everyday.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSuQjREfOS
But today was different me and Kristen will stay at my parent's villa outside of Paris, alone.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLFcRMzUjm
The villa is just 15 minutes away from Paris.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7ahy2my8z
It's a very fancy place to stay in.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrsPiLGW1u
Specially for couples , if Kristen has loved me the way I do, we would have enjoyed staying there. copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEguR8gq2A
But I know I need to stop thinking and hoping about those possibilities.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtHXKg07P8
Because I know Kristen doesn't love me she loves Damon and that's why I have decided to not confess to her about my feelings.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9z9YRVFOW
I am okay with being friends with her as long as she's happy.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DBq8sypSB
Kristen is wearing skirt which lies just above her knees, with a white tank top.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF4GCPXCXM
Since she was shivering I forced her to wear my jacket.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEWkOUcKA0
You heard me right I forced her, I don't want her to catch a cold because she's trying to be-copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJEiaMKIbD
" Richard, omg I love this place" Kristen chirps.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaipRVeOyc
We are in my dad's car, and my dad's driver, Scott is driving us to my parents house.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjRwDFrPp1
I just smile and stare at her. she's looking out the car at the people we pass by and the amazing buildings.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6LuoWg9Fs
She nearly jumps out of the car when she sees Eiffel Tower and some fashion shops.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZC5ot1Diz
Girls.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSTGpwmRmM
When we arrive at the villa, Scott carries our luggage and leads us inside.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcTEHhAYrg
" This way sir" Scott says.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡqef2kDwlgO
I follow Scott inside but I stop once I don't hear other footsteps.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6HOM7l9YI
I turn around to find Kristen's mouth hung open as she stares at everything inside of the building.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRVOwC67Ax
Her brown hair is messy from the flight and her face looks healthy and clear.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0MC37gzsw
I clear my throat, Kristen frowns and crosses her arms over her chest.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡooD5dpczyb
" What ?" she asks .copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡhu2cizPpGp
" Are you done with your plan to steal the furnitures ?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4qJHuQX3j
Kristen blushes and mumbles something I hear clearly.copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡusI7xVxKv6
" Jerk!"copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMAYYTxOie
" I heard that "copyright protection96ＰＥＮＡＮＡefiEZZ8QXc
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