Kristen's POV:copyright protection352PENANA2Ba0WlAnba
"I love you" Richard said, as his tears started to escape from his gorgeous eyes.copyright protection352PENANAjQx4utBi8I
I didn't know what to say because I was really caught off guard.copyright protection352PENANA34t73vTcDC
I don't know why he said it but I sure know he is drunk.copyright protection352PENANAST5WdWCQAn
He is definitely drunk, that's why he says those stuff.copyright protection352PENANAwQWc3GDXOf
Those words escaping from his mouth sounded really strange.copyright protection352PENANAZdcc6p98gk
Richard is not the type of guys who falls in love.copyright protection352PENANAHzeoP0wQdK
He's just drunk.copyright protection352PENANAV4a7lVeXx5
Yeah that's why he said those words.copyright protection352PENANAu5aReaQMjV
"Get to sleep Richard" I says quietly.copyright protection352PENANApNCIf4XAHe
His eyes never leave mine as he smiles, but it doesn't reach his eyes.copyright protection352PENANA59g9Do7JuB
"Can you kiss me please? " I sigh and run my hands through my hair.copyright protection352PENANAwEObwQ0G0c
" Richard ... I ... we can't "copyright protection352PENANAgp1bzH6FPy
" I knew you'd say that "copyright protection352PENANAGedNYaTGBa
" You're drunk Richard" and tomorrow you'll wake up and be your jerk self again.copyright protection352PENANAVJEmpSm3on
" So?"copyright protection352PENANAMnJB6qOUOr
" You don't mean what you say"copyright protection352PENANAtFleTl2TBG
Richard sighs and stays quiet for a minute. He is staring at the ceiling then he chuckles. I shift uncomfortably not knowing what to do or say anymore.copyright protection352PENANA0WEyWiPVRG
" I'm so stupid that I had some hope... I ... thought you could perhaps ... like me" Richard chuckles again and sighs.copyright protection352PENANAiBeaPFyrbz
" Who am I kidding? I am never loved by girls like you. I'm known as the sexy bad boy who girls drool all over him and he is enjoying it."copyright protection352PENANAJk80x97gOt
Why is Richard telling me this? please don't tell me that you do love me Richard.copyright protection352PENANAqvsE5FSVCw
"But... all that changed when I fell in love with you. I ... You changed me"copyright protection352PENANA2ItjlbLUOl
That's not true. Richard has changed because he soon realized that what he was doing was wrong.copyright protection352PENANA5R7un9QIS6
" I have took so many things from you. But I'm really glad you were that happy with Damon at the park "copyright protection352PENANATjGZ3HuyAL
Hold on a minute, Damon ? park ?copyright protection352PENANAoOgirQzgrK
" How did you ..." my voice trailed off when Richard suddenly brushed his finger tips against my cheeks.copyright protection352PENANAdHYU1bg0XG
" I saw you there. "copyright protection352PENANAjQ9WZoqQqA
" What were you doing there?"copyright protection352PENANAwoHgbTIGyI
"I was with Natalie and Jack"copyright protection352PENANAo74LoOURWf
WHAT??!!copyright protection352PENANA2qtflSFVM2
" I helped them" Richard stated as if he was able to read my mind. it wasn't rocket science to figure out what he meant by I helped them.copyright protection352PENANAPQCPet563C
He is talking about my date. With Damon.copyright protection352PENANABLcR3lbWh6
" Richard get back to sleep. Tomorrow we have to get up early"copyright protection352PENANANcxBJn0bky
Richard nods his head and mumbles goodnight, before drifting to sleep.copyright protection352PENANACmOgJDsWwf
I am glad Richard fell asleep, leaving me to my own thoughts.copyright protection352PENANA4sIbUWhkfB
Okay so today Damon confessed his love to me. Which I was really happy about it.copyright protection352PENANAgphXiErmzi
But what bothers me is that why didn't I tell him I love him ?copyright protection352PENANAMRWxVwn2ni
I frown and decide to pack for the day after tomorrow , to be honest I feel really excited about our honeym- vacation.copyright protection352PENANA76KBc9nvXs
Me and Richard decided to pack our stuff together tomorrow.copyright protection352PENANAUmTX67xcjl
But I need to get distracted that's why I am packing.copyright protection352PENANAhycJ8YBh9z
Could Richard possibly love me as he says? I mean his eyes looked hurt and he looked like-copyright protection352PENANA8RMvx7Al7e
Stop it Kristen! there's no way he does.copyright protection352PENANAjgKo0CbeMI
I giggle as I notice how stupid I am and continue packing.copyright protection352PENANAS362T097St
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I groan as my stupid alarm clock keeps raining and try to reach it, once I turn it off I get up and take a shower, despite the fact that I hate my alarm clock so much I really like mornings.copyright protection352PENANA79zTsOrCz3
I smile to myself as I look at my reflection in the mirror and sigh.copyright protection352PENANAsmQ8TQBOav
I wonder if Richard is still awake. And I have to call Damon because he has obviously called me last night to check up on me.copyright protection352PENANAXmEm8tjTKh
I giggle as I remember about yesterday's events and walk downstairs.copyright protection352PENANAMhjQDNnlcD
Once I reach the kitchen I see Richard making quite a lot of noise while preparing breakfast.copyright protection352PENANAbMrunf6NWA
I gasp and try to hide my expression now THIS is interesting.copyright protection352PENANAVflBjOEVu6
Richard is preparing breakfast? I must be dreaming.copyright protection352PENANAxDdN6v5fFk
He opens the fridge and frowns, then takes out the bottle of milk and drinks the whole bottle.copyright protection352PENANANZgSTZuz84
Oh. I almost forgot he was drunk last night and my smile drops when I remember what he said to me.copyright protection352PENANARw6HMuGKgV
He must have a very bad hangover because he doesn't look so good, I clear my throat and make my way over to where he sits. He looks up and stares at me,his face holds no emotion and i am slightly horrified of what he is thinking roght now.copyright protection352PENANApKhN7bJ4vG
"Good morning" He says and smiles.Okay at least he is not a jerk anymore...copyright protection352PENANAkfBlAhZS13
"Good morning, how come you've managed to prepare...this?' I point to the table and cross my arms over my chest, Richard chuckles and raises one brow.copyright protection352PENANAEmW8d6b8G5
"I am a gentleman right?" He smirkscopyright protection352PENANABsAvBB2JmW
" Yes you are" I say sarcastically and roll my eyes playfully, he just smiles.copyright protection352PENANAtL3CztoXpU
"why don't you sit down? I am starving" Richard says, I sit down and pray Richard doesn't bring up what we talked about last night. Well we actually didn't talk about - I mean we didn't have a very long conversation but still...copyright protection352PENANAV66Ie60Fi2
I looked up and stared at Richard who was busy drinking applejuice with a frown on his face. He looked tired but at least he looks better than last night.copyright protection352PENANAjmJLiZgQ5b
I wonder what he is thinking about.copyright protection352PENANAtfME2jKFRX
"Why did you drink that much last night?" I blurt, Richard stares at me for a moment as if he is debating whether to tell me what's on his mind now.copyright protection352PENANAFX0SMcm5L9
"I... just felt like it" Richard said, I snorted and shook my head.copyright protection352PENANAyQeqPRaKGv
"What?" Richard asked.copyright protection352PENANAEHYx5bLahW
"Nothing, I believe you" I say sarcastically and admit saying what I just said, why do I sound like I know the reason? becasue I don't know at all.copyright protection352PENANA94cw5Cc756
"Well in case you haven't noticed, I drink whenever I feel upset, and.. well I felt bad that I was the reason that something happened to someone so..."Richard's voice trailed off as I choked on the coffee I was sipping on.copyright protection352PENANABRYCFXXnwS
I knew exactly what he meant, He was talking about me being raped by Kyle.copyright protection352PENANArknYTyNsSu
"I am sorry I shouldn't have brought this up" Richard whispers which makes me feel thousand emotions at the same time. I feel angry and happy at the same time. Angry at Richard that he has just brought that subject up that I was avoiding discussing it since it happened.copyright protection352PENANAFoFDVorM6X
And happy that I knew Richard cared for me... as a friend.copyright protection352PENANAB6v00xtrFT
"It's okay" I smile and sip on my coffee.copyright protection352PENANAweGiIMEEDi
" I didn't dance too much right?" Richard flushes and looks away. What?!copyright protection352PENANANQXULMwHNT
" Umm.. what?"copyright protection352PENANAYfOvjzYdMW
"Did I dance too much tonight? I usually dance like a dork once I get drunk" He chuckles and bites on his lip to hide his embarassment.copyright protection352PENANAngMk1ONB05
OMG he doesn't remember. Thank god He doesn't becasue it would have been awkward to talk about it, specially for him becasue he would say he was drunk and he thinks we are just friends.copyright protection352PENANAU53uAAZUYY
"Oh, actually you did it was hilarous" I joke.copyright protection352PENANApSpIZrKFJv
Richard just smiles and stares at me, for a moment I feel disappointed becasue I wanna know if he truly meant what he said last night. But I know deep inside he wouldn't love anyone.copyright protection352PENANAIk1d5B1ORO
Richard's smile grows as I keep staring at him, which snaps me back into reality and I look away immediately.copyright protection352PENANA5TlPV8Bm5P
"What is on your mind?" Richard asks.copyright protection352PENANA1Wlq2r5yAK
"Just.. Paris" I lie.copyright protection352PENANAEdizAaLnGu
" Oh, you can't help thinking you're gonna spend an entire month or maybe more with a charming guy like me right?"copyright protection352PENANAOROGLgekcJ
"w-what? stop flattering yourself"copyright protection352PENANASTcYdYuHCD
Richard laughs and he soon stops laughing and stares at me, he looks clearly amused. And his lips curve to form a very sexy- I mean to form a smile.copyright protection352PENANAMZU7Kemkk7
"How was your date?" Richard suddenly asks. I smile at him and remember what he told me last night.copyright protection352PENANA3HBiSlm7SQ
"It was great" I say " Thanks for helping Natalie and Jack with-"copyright protection352PENANAmgxZFO8KuH
"I will kill Jack" Richard mumbles.copyright protection352PENANAvPrMF36La3
"Why?"copyright protection352PENANAVvJfu5CEqe
Richard rolled his eyes and snorted.copyright protection352PENANA3oks812lmd
"For telling you?" He says ina duh voice.copyright protection352PENANATcHr5FlcOU
Oh, He doesn't know He is the one who told me that he has helped my friends prepare the date.copyright protection352PENANAEbSWDLQbyh
"You're welcome, and I am still killing Jack for telling you"copyright protection352PENANAdXviP4Dpzu
"You were the one who told me that" I blurt, and bite my lip.copyright protection352PENANAaxyImNXXip
Richard raises his right brow and he frowns.copyright protection352PENANASVBE50udSS
"I didn't know I say stupid things when I get drunk"copyright protection352PENANAlPLSM3S73f
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Richard's POV:copyright protection352PENANAFwlCmEopc6
"I didn't know I say stupid things when I get drunk" I lie.copyright protection352PENANAY6O8DxDf3b
"Oh, you do" Kristen says and looks away. I know what she is thinking of, I confessed my love to her last night.copyright protection352PENANAXnbLerGJGZ
But I was supposed to hide my feelings from her, becasue it is not gonna work out between us anyway.copyright protection352PENANA91mRD8lkmj
I have no idea why that stupid alcohol spoke for me, but I better act like my old self and pretend that nothing has ever happened.copyright protection352PENANAY1BGv0hfZj
Even though I can't be my old self anymore, becasue of this amazing girl in front of me.copyright protection352PENANAYqrYbqMVOy
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Day one of our trip:copyright protection352PENANAD1SGpWlvbr
Kristen stares out the window of the plane and mumbles things I can't hear, I smile and chuckle becasue I know she hasn't given up on that habit yet. I bet she is saying goodbye to her hometown.copyright protection352PENANAoJ2FVyL5Bv
After what seems like several hours we arrive at Paris, Kristen has been sleeping the entire flight and I had to distract myself with reading in order not to stare at her the entire flight.copyright protection352PENANA69qTcWtWh2
When we get off the plane, Kristen looks around with a huge grin on her face.copyright protection352PENANAXLfPPu4Dyp
"PARIS!" She shouted .copyright protection352PENANA9CjDXxtgOu
I grinned and shook my head at her childlike behavior.copyright protection352PENANANhDBwk9dNO
She looked so pretty today, hell she looks pretty everyday.copyright protection352PENANAXPaW53iPBb
But today was different me and Kristen will stay at my parent's villa outside of Paris, alone.copyright protection352PENANAglct3DxtNj
The villa is just 15 minutes away from Paris.copyright protection352PENANAEy4zzmpPZE
It's a very fancy place to stay in.copyright protection352PENANAJzGboi0cKq
Specially for couples , if Kristen has loved me the way I do, we would have enjoyed staying there. copyright protection352PENANACZEEjLdnFq
But I know I need to stop thinking and hoping about those possibilities.copyright protection352PENANA5DDvSruyHM
Because I know Kristen doesn't love me she loves Damon and that's why I have decided to not confess to her about my feelings.copyright protection352PENANAt3duxX9sZy
I am okay with being friends with her as long as she's happy.copyright protection352PENANAbpV9FjoHjT
Kristen is wearing skirt which lies just above her knees, with a white tank top.copyright protection352PENANAs6YU9RVtRx
Since she was shivering I forced her to wear my jacket.copyright protection352PENANA9EjndVFeDt
You heard me right I forced her, I don't want her to catch a cold because she's trying to be-copyright protection352PENANAEPxPM8V4P7
" Richard, omg I love this place" Kristen chirps.copyright protection352PENANAitEZR8rMj1
We are in my dad's car, and my dad's driver, Scott is driving us to my parents house.copyright protection352PENANAbITXzO61ql
I just smile and stare at her. she's looking out the car at the people we pass by and the amazing buildings.copyright protection352PENANA9xVi9oioVv
She nearly jumps out of the car when she sees Eiffel Tower and some fashion shops.copyright protection352PENANA5IKNs9z84A
Girls.copyright protection352PENANARccjeuIjAu
When we arrive at the villa, Scott carries our luggage and leads us inside.copyright protection352PENANAaHfAs4xDrd
" This way sir" Scott says.copyright protection352PENANAaTsYNvHiRG
I follow Scott inside but I stop once I don't hear other footsteps.copyright protection352PENANA0FhXPuGA2c
I turn around to find Kristen's mouth hung open as she stares at everything inside of the building.copyright protection352PENANArZq6YK52rH
Her brown hair is messy from the flight and her face looks healthy and clear.copyright protection352PENANAnKuo93EUfU
I clear my throat, Kristen frowns and crosses her arms over her chest.copyright protection352PENANALlY1mbGivX
" What ?" she asks .copyright protection352PENANARwgJ9BSdCr
" Are you done with your plan to steal the furnitures ?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.copyright protection352PENANAn7VErRcIF6
Kristen blushes and mumbles something I hear clearly.copyright protection352PENANA9JhitVLABl
" Jerk!"copyright protection352PENANA5tgGMAPX4M
" I heard that "copyright protection352PENANAZBjOqC5gqa
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