Chapter eighteen: I will kill you!
After finding that stupid girl whom I am madly in love, walking in the streets of paris alone without letting me know, I drove us back to home
After crying for god knows how many hours she finally fell asleep, I sighed and ran my hands through my messy hair, as I stared at her sleeping , in my bed.
I don't know what has happened, and I don't wanna know, but all I know is that it's related to Damon, and since it's related to Damon, I don't wanna interfere.
As long as I see them make up, then I can stop worrying about her.
But the problem is as much as I see her getting hurt, I start to love her more and more, and I am hurting myself.
I wish I was selfish, but I can't be selfish, weird huh?
I have always been selfish, but when it comes to this girl, I am a coward.
"I am sorry Kristen, it was all my fault" I whisper , even though I know she can't hear me.
I stare up at Kristen and smile, she has dark circles around her eyes. Which breaks my heart into pieces.
" Good morning, sit down" I said , she smiled back and sat down. After the maids brought us our breakfast, we started eating silently.
My parents have gone back to Paris tonight, they said it was a business emergency.
I stared at Kristen from the corner of my eyes, she looked much better than tonight, but I was still worried about her.
"Did you sleep well?" My voice sounded deeper than normal, so I cleared my throat. Kristen was blushing because of god knows what.
"I.. umm.. yeah .. I did" She said and looked away.
Hmm okay, Is she blushing because she slept in my bed or what? Or maybe she is blushing because My voice sounded deeper than normal.
Either way better stop talking , I don't wanna make her feel uncomfortable.
" good" I said and resumed drinking my juice.
" Aren't you gonna ask me about what happened with Damon?" Kristen's question caught me off guard but I recovered quickly and sighed.
" Why would I?" I raised an eyebrow, Kristen blushed again. Seriously what's wrong with her today?
"I mean it's none of my business , It's about you and Damon, that's your personal life I don't wanna know anything about it" I said the last part teasingly, Kristen frowned and rolled her eyes. Which made me chuckle.
"Anyways, I have a meeting with a friend, do you wanna come?" I asked Kristen, she smiled weakly and shook her head sideways.
"I want to stay alone at home today" Kristen said
"Oh, well then I will leave you alone today, But I will appreciate it if you don't try anything stupid again okay?"
"Okay, don't worry about me and have fun with your friend"
"Alright, have a nice day Kris"
"Good bye Richard"
My friend was nowhere to be found, we were supposed to meet at a bar, here I am sitting by the bartender , still he is nowhere to be found, I stare at the people dancing and drinking, looking for that asshole , but I know he is not here.
He is always late , suddenly I felt a girl sitting beside me, But I ignored her.
"Hey, are you American too?" She asked, I was about to ignore her question but I think twice, I have changed and I don't wanna be rude like the old Richard, I stare at her and smile politely.
"Yeah" I say and pray she leaves me alone, She smiles seductively and comes closer to me.
"Are you alone , aren't you here with your girlfriend ?" She says and bits her lips, thanks to my old self I know what type of girls she is. And let me tell you this, the only way to get rid of these girls is being rude.
I held her chin between my thump and my index finger , pull her face closer to me and stare at her lips and her eyes. She shuddered and smiled , just as my lips were inches away from hers I breathed out and started being my old jerk self.
"Fuck off" I whispered , and I am always right, her smile faded and she got lost, I chuckled and shook my head. But there are consequences when you do such things, im telling you boys messing with these kind of girls are brave, because right now she is holding a cup od vodka and I think she is pouring it on me.
" you fucking bastard, you think just because you're handsome you can play with me.."
And I am always right, again. Now I have vodka all over my hair and clothes, but I chuckled.
I stood up and went to the restroom, to clean up, I opened the door to the restroom and got inside, thank god there was no one inside I hate all the stares people give ...
Just as I cleaned up and watched my face, I stared at my face and started humming my favorite song, but suddenly I heard a very recognizable voice which made me pause humming and listen to the voices in the toilet.
"God ...I ...missed ...you" The girl said, her accent proved that she was French, and of course she was making out with a guy, I was shocked too shocked to even stare away from my mirror image, not because of the girl's voice. But because I recognized the guy's voice.
"I miss you too baby" Holy shit, this can't be happening .
NO way! Let me hear it again I am hallucinating, I have lost it .
" I love you "
"I love you way more"
That's it, I will kill that bastard, but first let me be sure if it's him .
I breathe to calm my nerves and open the door to the toilet, The girl is naked , she screams and swears in French but I ignore her, because I run towards Damon and beat him hard.
"You FUCKING bastard, how could you do this to Kristen?"
I don't know what happened , I can't quite remember what else happened and what Damon said, but I remember I beat the shit out of him.
And I am glad I did, I wish I have broken his nose , actually I wish I have killed him.
" He's crazy" I hear Damon say, I stare at my surroundings I am still in the bar, two older men are sitting beside me trying me to calm me down , but I don't give a shit. I wanna kill that bastard.
Seriously what kind of person cheats on their lovers? I must be dreaming, I can't believe I made Kristen date this guy, it's all my fault.
Right now I feel like I am the one who has been cheated on, and not Kristen, and I feel guilty, very guilty and very sad.
I stare up at Damon sitting far from me, he has his bitch by his side with two other girls hitting on him. Okay fine, they are checking on him to see if there's any broken bone in his body, his eyes are swollen thanks to my strong muscles he looks like shit.
Huh! Who thought the cute, sweet, nice, high school guy is such a playboy.
I shoved the two men away, and walked out of the bar, despite of the small bite Damon's bitch has done to my arm , I am completely fine.
I don't go home, instead I walk the streets, thinking of what to say to Kristen.
How should I tell her all that I have seen. I think and think but I come to no conclusion, I am dying of frustration here, I wish I had killed Damon with my own hands the moment I saw his dirty hands on that girl.
I don't know what to do, I am lost, and there's no way to solve this problem.
I wish my life was like any other normal college guy, actually right now I admit that I badly miss my old life, I was not as sad as I am right now.
After thinking for many hours, it started to get late so I decided to get back to Kristen and maybe just maybe hold her and comfort her when she cries over Damon.
I get back home, and wish no one sees me, but just when one of the maids opens the door, I see Kristen laughing with Damon, he is holding her hands in his right hand, and he is caressing her cheeks with his other hand.
That sight made me wanna puke, I was frozen in my place when suddenly Kristen called my name. I walked slowly towards them , and sat opposite to that shithead.
" Richard where have you been all day?" Kristen asked, I stared at her, her face was glowing from happiness , her cheeks were a very beautiful shade of pink and her lips were swollen, guess they were kissing... But what bothered me was Kristen was happy, I shouldn't be disappointed but after what I have seen today, I can't stand seeing her with Damon anymore.
But she is happy with him... I stared at Damon, his swollen eyes were healed, and he looked sorry..
As much as I see Kristen happy, I badly wanna hide the fact that Damon has cheated on her, and that's what I did, I shrugged and smiled at Kristen.
"I was drinking with a friend" I said, my voice sounded normal thanks to god.
"Oh. How was it?"
"It was great" I stared at Damon's surprised face" It was absolutely amazing"
Kristen smiled and stared at Damon.
"What about you baby?" Kristen said and stared at Damon as if he's a goddess.
Damon was staring at me, as if asking me for permission to speak.
Remind me again , why am I keeping him in my house? Oh yes, because Kristen doesn't know about his small secret.
"Damon was planning to take you to somewhere special" I spoke before Damon uttered a word, He was surprised that I hid his dirty secret, but he sighed, which showed how much he appreciated it.
"Really? Where?" Kristen was beaming and smiling, as she was staring at Damon.
" It's .. a secret" Damon said, his voice showed how much he was tired.
"Oh, but how do you know about what Damon was planning , Richard?"
" He asked me to help " I rolled my eyes and stood up" I am sleepy , good night"
"I am sleepy too Damon, let's go to sleep" Kristen said, hold on a second, let's? as in Kristen and Damon sleeping in one bed? This is unbelievable. But I have no choice other than pretend that it's not affecting me.
"Okay, but first let me talk to Richard, you go to sleep I will be right there okay?" Damon said.
I heard them kiss and I heard Kristen going up the stairs to her room, maybe to get ready to- no way, stop thinking like that Richard.
"What do you want?" I said and rolled my eyes.
" I .. wanna thank you for not telling her about what you saw in the bar"
" You don't have to thank me, I just want Kristen to be happy, if I hear or see any other mistakes , I will kill you for sure"
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