Kristin's POV :8964 copyright protection422PENANAOjI9z24CZP 維尼
I was scared to death when he grabbed my wrists and kissed me by force , I knew there was nothing that could stop him from raping me now . I really wish I haven't opened that damn door ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAcgQ7Sy38G4 維尼
But it is too late ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAu2XRFEkQg5 維尼
I screamed and shouted Richard and Natalie's names , even though I already knew they were not here , Richard was probably making out with some hot babe right now , and Natalie might be hanging out with Damon.8964 copyright protection422PENANAHSlQ7cUN5Q 維尼
Damon.8964 copyright protection422PENANATLdABhuCcm 維尼
God I miss him , his smile , his face, his jokes , his presence his everything .8964 copyright protection422PENANAOavC3FeItH 維尼
I bit at Kyle's lip hard, until it bleed , but that just got him more violent and he undressed me faster . I stopped resisting , when I knew it was too late . I just closed my eyes and sobbed .8964 copyright protection422PENANAQskPEqrdRj 維尼
I felt dizzy and really tired not to mention , all parts of my body were hurting like hell.8964 copyright protection422PENANA6bEkB7mJYn 維尼
I groaned as I tried to open my eyes , and stand up. I already knew I was in my own bed , and I think one of my other friends was laying beside me too.8964 copyright protection422PENANAId30DgrjcM 維尼
I opened my eyes and saw Richard laying beside me , actually my head was on his forearm , I could smell his cologne which was so mesmerizing . I kept staring at his gorgeous messy hair and perfect features , his eyes were closed but he was frowning, he might have a bad dream ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAu0HkAaaZhU 維尼
He had dark circles around his eyes , and he looked really tired , He breathed slowly..8964 copyright protection422PENANAgjPGLvALXZ 維尼
Despite the fact that he was Kyle's friend -the enemy's friend , I was really comfortable around him these days , not because I liked him - I mean I do - what I mean is I like him but just as my friend , My best guy friend , I have missed him so bad .8964 copyright protection422PENANABlQ3gisLsh 維尼
I let out a sigh that I hasdn't realised I was holding , Was I stupid and blind or Has Richard changed ?!8964 copyright protection422PENANAiE8qXpJCUQ 維尼
I have no idea , but all I know is that He is not they guy I hated anymore , he has changed a little ... Who am I kidding he has changed alot .. not that I am complaining but I didn't expect him to turn out to be this guy.8964 copyright protection422PENANAQw8sjCs9FQ 維尼
He seemed somehow kind , sweet , caring ... He was simply the guy I used to hang out with back when I was a kid .8964 copyright protection422PENANAImc0Nv6n3K 維尼
I sighed again , and tried to get up . I tried my best not to make any sound , But Richard woke up anyway , he sat beside me . Even though I wanted to stare at his amazing eyes , the eyes that always made me shiver , sometimes from fear other times from something else ... But I didnt stare at him , instead I sighed and was very embaressed by the fact that Richard has seen me naked , and in a mess this morning .8964 copyright protection422PENANAZrnIC6GgfH 維尼
" Did you sleep well?" Richard's voice interrupted my daydreaming , and I just nodded my head without staring at him , I didn't tell him that I had some bad dreams , because I knew he was already in a bad mood.8964 copyright protection422PENANAA13tICOL5s 維尼
"How do you feel now ?" He asked , before he sighed in frustration , I knew well he was thinking of that JERK , but I answered him anyway.8964 copyright protection422PENANAOKNncHlPUe 維尼
" I am okay " I said , my voice didn't crack which surprised me , but it just proved that I was tired . I stared at Richard " Don't worry about me , I am much better " And it wasn't a lie ...8964 copyright protection422PENANArsFU6TEXec 維尼
Richard sighed , and hugged me I was taken aback by what he just did , But I hugged him back anyway , my forehead touched his broad strong shoulder , He was holding me in his arms tightly , but not so tight that it would hurt me , actually he was aware that I was aching ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAyc9U0JjZ6g 維尼
My hands has ended up being trapped between my and chest , I could feel his heart beating fast. Maybe he felt guilty ... My heart's beating was not slower than his , his breathe tickled my forehead and sent multiple waves of shiver in my body .8964 copyright protection422PENANAQ5zVVjxFXI 維尼
I felt strange , I was comfortable and at the same time uncomfortable , His arms felt so wrong and yet so right . I closed my eyes to , just when I was enjoying my self being in his arms he pulled away , I mentally groaned .8964 copyright protection422PENANAp0RSVX6emM 維尼
His eyes were on me again and I couldn't help but blush , and look away ..8964 copyright protection422PENANA0BAXtgi5yZ 維尼
" I am so sorry for everything I have ever done to you , I know saying sorry is not gonna help fix what I have done to you , but that's the only word i can think of saying right now . I know I have already apologized but I feel awful , do you think you can ever forgive me ? " Richard said , and stared at me the entire time he was talking .8964 copyright protection422PENANAxtS6NzaGUL 維尼
I stared at his eyes , which were full of hope , regret, guilt and He was looking at me differently, I have never seen that emotion in his eyes , as a matter of fact I have never seen so much emotions in his eyes.8964 copyright protection422PENANAVpjkGMLdi5 維尼
I sighed an smiled sadly at him " How many times do I have to tell you that I have forgiven you , and we are friends now "8964 copyright protection422PENANABBRy2Uszcs 維尼
Richard looked relieved and kissed my forehead , I gasped and Richard just chuckled .8964 copyright protection422PENANAgOhDhEcUuv 維尼
"Kristin! You are awake " I heard Damon say before he made his way towards us. Richard stood up and smiled at me before getting out of my room . Myabe he thought I need a moment with my best friend .8964 copyright protection422PENANAI4gupQ1GpW 維尼
Thank you Richard !8964 copyright protection422PENANAOjWXiZiPS4 維尼
Damon sat on the edge of my bed , He smiled at me I smiled back " Are you okay? do you feel better ?" Damon asked , his voice full of concern .8964 copyright protection422PENANAycTzc72cWT 維尼
" I am fine thanks for asking " I nodded my head8964 copyright protection422PENANAdKiADnSLNn 維尼
"You welcome " he murmured before sitting closer to me , I glanced at him . I have never been able to talk to Damon about the kiss we shared , I mean we weren't able to talk about it as much as we wanted . But I think this is not the right time and right place to talk about it , I mean I have just been raped and was in Richard's arms for god's sake .And he has changed ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAWELn1EUdBi 維尼
" Richard has changed " Damon said as if he was reading my mind , I nodded my head before biting on my lip.8964 copyright protection422PENANAeZ38zO8WPJ 維尼
" Thank you guys for taking care of me " I changed the subject ,I was not in the mood to talk about Richard with Damon right now , I mean I wasn't mad or anyhting , but It feels awkward to talk about my pretend husband with my best friend that I am in love with .8964 copyright protection422PENANA8n9pbLgLml 維尼
" Don't change the subject please " Damon said , I groaned . Damon just chuckled and came closer to me . Uh-Oh8964 copyright protection422PENANAO0OGgda7yJ 維尼
I stared at him for a moment , I was ataken back when he pressed his lips on mine . I felt weird , this kiss was nothing like before , sure it was sweet and comforting but I didn't enjoy it like before .8964 copyright protection422PENANABYDq3g9sYr 維尼
What is wrong with me ?!8964 copyright protection422PENANA5a9k9VfoP4 維尼
Damon was a good kisser , I felt comfortable with him, But there was something missing ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAkT1FyQndTR 維尼
I tried very hard to remember what has he done the first time he kissed me ? We were talking just like now ... he kissed me just like now , his pace and they way he held him while kissing me was the same just like now ..8964 copyright protection422PENANAA6fUuVPpn8 維尼
Then what was missing ? I sure loved him , and I somehow feel like Damon was attracted to me , or maybe he just wanted to comfort me , but I didn't care I still love the guy ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAsQ07uLMhf6 維尼
I mentally slapped myself for overthinking and I just kissed him back .8964 copyright protection422PENANAH84AfZVzwt 維尼
Natalie cleared her thraot and interrupted our make out session , Damon pulled away immediately , I wiped my lips and made the hugest mistake by looking at Natalie , She was holding tray food , and she was grinning like an idiot , uh... This is not good , she will TOTALLY talk about what she just saw with me next time when we are alone .8964 copyright protection422PENANABclVyCOVc5 維尼
" Uh ... I gotta go " Damon murmured , and was soon out of my room.8964 copyright protection422PENANAXRV982A2wM 維尼
Behind Natalie stood Richard and he was staring at me , I couldn't read him . But I felt butterflies in my stomach when I saw him looking at me like that . He smiled and winked at me , I blushed and looked away.8964 copyright protection422PENANAk9zsfRlmm7 維尼
Richard was definitely back to his jerk self , but I still was positive that he has changed inside .8964 copyright protection422PENANAwxr7xhXvbz 維尼
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My friends are the best friends ever ( including Richard ) they made laugh so hard all day, I was surprised that Damona and Richard were getting along , that was unexpected , But I didn't care I was happy , they were happy and that's all that mattered .8964 copyright protection422PENANAeVthp5Tunr 維尼
I sighed as I was staring at Richard , he was talking about god knows what with Damon , and they looked like they have known each other for so long , I chuckled .8964 copyright protection422PENANAabTRkChgjl 維尼
Richard was laughing , when his eyes suddenly met mine , he smiled warmly at me and I smiled back .8964 copyright protection422PENANACTZeli04bX 維尼
" Strange huh ?" Natalie was even more surprised than me , But at least the guys are friends now .8964 copyright protection422PENANAVutihmNSmA 維尼
And I am so happy at the moment...8964 copyright protection422PENANAItQXksYaCb 維尼
Richard's POV :8964 copyright protection422PENANA8Zi5redlFB 維尼
My heart was beating so fast since that scene I saw back in Kristin's room and I felt terrible I wanted to run away and scream I wanted to never come back and run away but I knew that wasn't a good choice , I have always been good at hiding my emotions , so I did what I had to do , I smiled as best as I could .8964 copyright protection422PENANAJANnNlfY7F 維尼
Damon is not a bad guy once you get to know him he jokes around and is quite fun to be with , He seems like a very good guy actually.8964 copyright protection422PENANAXHyzLARar0 維尼
He would be a perfect boy friend for Kristin .8964 copyright protection422PENANA1ZG3RGo2ud 維尼
Kristin!8964 copyright protection422PENANAX92lq5nlpE 維尼
Everytime I stare at her and see her pretty face and breath-taking smile , I get lost in my own thoughts , and I melt whenever my eyes meet hers , so I tried my best not to look at her often .8964 copyright protection422PENANAPLbxvuu2Nw 維尼
I got a punch on my arms which was quite painful " Ouch ! what was that for man? " I rubbed my arm and stared at Damon's stupid face , I take what I just said back he is the worst ever !8964 copyright protection422PENANAQi75ufkucq 維尼
" I called your name like four times " Damon said after he chuckled .8964 copyright protection422PENANAGONuLN9C5c 維尼
"Why have I never heard my name come from your mouth ? " I rose my brows at him .8964 copyright protection422PENANAAUa0qJhkRO 維尼
" Well I actually called you a douche bag that's why " Damon said and shrugged as if it was no big deal , I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt , My eyes betrayed me by staring at Kristin , to my surprise she was already staring at me , with a huge grin on her pretty face .8964 copyright protection422PENANANFPvXY6k0i 維尼
I smiled warmly at her , and she smiled back I noticed Natalie say something to her , but Damon's voice interrupted whatever I was about to think .8964 copyright protection422PENANAeqBfdfa9wt 維尼
" Are you mad that I kissed her ?" Damon asked , My smile faded and I stared at him .8964 copyright protection422PENANAbDQpXsaaTI 維尼
" No " I said and I wasn't lying I wasn't mad at him , I was actually mad at myself , If I hadn't been such a big jerk to her ,I might had been the one that has kissed her instead of Damon .8964 copyright protection422PENANAoo27BYCwtC 維尼
"You sure Richard ? "8964 copyright protection422PENANAuReEe06mt6 維尼
"Yeah I am sure " My lips curved into a smile , and I wasn't faking it .8964 copyright protection422PENANAlHJvquP5xv 維尼
"She looks happy with you and I don't really care anymore .." My voice trailed off , because the first part was true but the second part was all a lir , I did care for everything that involved Kristin, and it hurt to say it out loud. But at least Kristin looked happy with Damon .8964 copyright protection422PENANAgA7WSAaR9l 維尼
" So.. do you still want me to stay away from her ?" Damon's voice was full of emotions , and I didn't blame the guy , That chick has sliced our hearts with a knife into pieces without even knowing .8964 copyright protection422PENANA0iKSq04o7N 維尼
I thought about what Damon just said , I didn't give him his answer right away , instead I stared at Kristin , She looked much better after she woke up , and she was around her friends , I have done nothing but hurt her in every possible way I could.8964 copyright protection422PENANAAvAlhVL12z 維尼
She deserves much better , she deserves someone like Damon .8964 copyright protection422PENANAufYaMEahfD 維尼
I sighed and remembered that I was in love with her, I was supposed to be selfish , I mean I have seen people who are in love in movies and they are all selfish and fight for their girl .8964 copyright protection422PENANAsnZDaNwnKV 維尼
But.. Kristin is not my girl and she has never been my girl ,If I had known what she thinks of me I would have ended the small deal we made , But it is impossible that she loves someone like me .8964 copyright protection422PENANA6842Mv4lyX 維尼
It is just impossible ..8964 copyright protection422PENANAUxn4NsAJCr 維尼
I sighed again and stared at Damon , he was staring back at me with his eyes searching mine ...8964 copyright protection422PENANAwhddMVe4aY 維尼
"Actually .. I want you to be with her , do you still love her ?" I asked Damon , Thank god I managed to keep my vopice normal , otherwise He would have suspected my answer .8964 copyright protection422PENANA7p5VY1g0vn 維尼
Damon looked shocked , his mouth was opened , but he soon composed himself and scratched the back of his neck awfully .8964 copyright protection422PENANAf851BFBYc1 維尼
" I -I do " Yes!!! The answer that I was waiting for . I grinned from ear to ear .8964 copyright protection422PENANASFCSUQs3KO 維尼
"Good, well I highly recommend that you go after her , and be with her . But If you ever break her heart I will kick your butt . And I am sorry about everything " My voice was calm , Damon smiled at me , and stretched out his hand for me to shake , I took it and smiled at him .8964 copyright protection422PENANAlQqGeUf85R 維尼
"Thank you . And It's okay , I feel that you are not the same person you used to be " Damon's words were nice but they didn't do a great job of comforting me .8964 copyright protection422PENANAHjR2BoMP7k 維尼
I just shrugged . We were both staring at Kristin , when Natalie suddenly called us to join them .8964 copyright protection422PENANAPp2c6BJQf4 維尼
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I told Damon that I needed some fresh air , since Natalie and Damon were with Kristin I was less worried about her , the air outside was nice . But I cared less. My mind was somwhere else .8964 copyright protection422PENANAjWu8s80kAv 維尼
The fact that I have just given up on Kristin , without even trying to gain her love hurt me so much , I closed my eyes and reopened them , but still the image of Kristin was in my mind haunting me down.8964 copyright protection422PENANAwEPd9da9FZ 維尼
What I have I gotten myself into.. I was always right , love was never a good thing . And here I am being weak and falling in love with a girl.8964 copyright protection422PENANAvqcbmmLC4g 維尼
She has changed me , and I don't like that , I wanna be my self again , the guy who breaks hearts not the other way around . This is the first time My heart is being broken well of course apart from the way Kristin lied to me two years ago , I sighed and rubbed my cheeks nervously.8964 copyright protection422PENANAlPxYMQSdNI 維尼
Kristin why do you end up messing with my mind all the time , I have done you abd and I get it , but please stop being harsh and leave me alone , The fact that you have stolen my heart is very painful.8964 copyright protection422PENANAVDoLzbChI6 維尼
My cell phone's ring tone interrupted whatever I was thinking , I checked the caller's I.D , and just as I expected it was Patricia . The last girl that I have slept with . I groaned but decided to answer her anyway .8964 copyright protection422PENANAKWNsGRkEZ9 維尼
"Hey !" her stupid bitchy voice was high enough to make me deaf .8964 copyright protection422PENANAspXpXMf2xE 維尼
" Hi " I said casully8964 copyright protection422PENANAWJPRCHQLMl 維尼
" I was wondering if you wanna finish what we couldn't finish the last time we hung out together " She used her most seductive tone , But I wasn't realy in the mood and I have already planned on no more sleeping around with random girls So I decided to finish this call ASAP.8964 copyright protection422PENANACgS64oT3kG 維尼
" Umm. listen patricia.. I am not really in the mood , so do me a favor and don't ever call me again please " I hung up on her as fast as I could,before letting her say a word.8964 copyright protection422PENANARxG6kQFL27 維尼
No more sleeping around ... I better think of a way to get back on Kyle .8964 copyright protection422PENANAzGWjyvL1Li 維尼
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