Kristin's POV :copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX9gt9svjb
I was scared to death when he grabbed my wrists and kissed me by force , I knew there was nothing that could stop him from raping me now . I really wish I haven't opened that damn door ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT89E6fhUp
But it is too late ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FytJdaia8
I screamed and shouted Richard and Natalie's names , even though I already knew they were not here , Richard was probably making out with some hot babe right now , and Natalie might be hanging out with Damon.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ866imAsP5M
Damon.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oG9xkgNCa
God I miss him , his smile , his face, his jokes , his presence his everything .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCQL6zZgS9
I bit at Kyle's lip hard, until it bleed , but that just got him more violent and he undressed me faster . I stopped resisting , when I knew it was too late . I just closed my eyes and sobbed .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0fujC4Mra
I felt dizzy and really tired not to mention , all parts of my body were hurting like hell.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡyszfB7zSUc
I groaned as I tried to open my eyes , and stand up. I already knew I was in my own bed , and I think one of my other friends was laying beside me too.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27OSSUsSak
I opened my eyes and saw Richard laying beside me , actually my head was on his forearm , I could smell his cologne which was so mesmerizing . I kept staring at his gorgeous messy hair and perfect features , his eyes were closed but he was frowning, he might have a bad dream ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zlh4ET9rl
He had dark circles around his eyes , and he looked really tired , He breathed slowly..copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZNTep1OhV
Despite the fact that he was Kyle's friend -the enemy's friend , I was really comfortable around him these days , not because I liked him - I mean I do - what I mean is I like him but just as my friend , My best guy friend , I have missed him so bad .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k3OcWJEOU
I let out a sigh that I hasdn't realised I was holding , Was I stupid and blind or Has Richard changed ?!copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPtk6yZ0Hq
I have no idea , but all I know is that He is not they guy I hated anymore , he has changed a little ... Who am I kidding he has changed alot .. not that I am complaining but I didn't expect him to turn out to be this guy.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1p9VEzWtQ
He seemed somehow kind , sweet , caring ... He was simply the guy I used to hang out with back when I was a kid .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡStbVioR23G
I sighed again , and tried to get up . I tried my best not to make any sound , But Richard woke up anyway , he sat beside me . Even though I wanted to stare at his amazing eyes , the eyes that always made me shiver , sometimes from fear other times from something else ... But I didnt stare at him , instead I sighed and was very embaressed by the fact that Richard has seen me naked , and in a mess this morning .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2wpmDYlDF
" Did you sleep well?" Richard's voice interrupted my daydreaming , and I just nodded my head without staring at him , I didn't tell him that I had some bad dreams , because I knew he was already in a bad mood.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Hb9CQJyj
"How do you feel now ?" He asked , before he sighed in frustration , I knew well he was thinking of that JERK , but I answered him anyway.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡArNLm69e8c
" I am okay " I said , my voice didn't crack which surprised me , but it just proved that I was tired . I stared at Richard " Don't worry about me , I am much better " And it wasn't a lie ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4eruB4sXI
Richard sighed , and hugged me I was taken aback by what he just did , But I hugged him back anyway , my forehead touched his broad strong shoulder , He was holding me in his arms tightly , but not so tight that it would hurt me , actually he was aware that I was aching ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JIPVSrLB0
My hands has ended up being trapped between my and chest , I could feel his heart beating fast. Maybe he felt guilty ... My heart's beating was not slower than his , his breathe tickled my forehead and sent multiple waves of shiver in my body .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5brSXOY626
I felt strange , I was comfortable and at the same time uncomfortable , His arms felt so wrong and yet so right . I closed my eyes to , just when I was enjoying my self being in his arms he pulled away , I mentally groaned .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXbypG9t86
His eyes were on me again and I couldn't help but blush , and look away ..copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgPT5KLxwn
" I am so sorry for everything I have ever done to you , I know saying sorry is not gonna help fix what I have done to you , but that's the only word i can think of saying right now . I know I have already apologized but I feel awful , do you think you can ever forgive me ? " Richard said , and stared at me the entire time he was talking .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡxByYtwMsDP
I stared at his eyes , which were full of hope , regret, guilt and He was looking at me differently, I have never seen that emotion in his eyes , as a matter of fact I have never seen so much emotions in his eyes.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWNLucrDFz
I sighed an smiled sadly at him " How many times do I have to tell you that I have forgiven you , and we are friends now "copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRQzKWkwtQ
Richard looked relieved and kissed my forehead , I gasped and Richard just chuckled .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0rsYVYLoB
"Kristin! You are awake " I heard Damon say before he made his way towards us. Richard stood up and smiled at me before getting out of my room . Myabe he thought I need a moment with my best friend .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXyoI2AaGg
Thank you Richard !copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr7A1Swlp0
Damon sat on the edge of my bed , He smiled at me I smiled back " Are you okay? do you feel better ?" Damon asked , his voice full of concern .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡci0DKZzJLX
" I am fine thanks for asking " I nodded my headcopyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmVTKEWlOD
"You welcome " he murmured before sitting closer to me , I glanced at him . I have never been able to talk to Damon about the kiss we shared , I mean we weren't able to talk about it as much as we wanted . But I think this is not the right time and right place to talk about it , I mean I have just been raped and was in Richard's arms for god's sake .And he has changed ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy4J95CGq1
" Richard has changed " Damon said as if he was reading my mind , I nodded my head before biting on my lip.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCjHg4GQNr
" Thank you guys for taking care of me " I changed the subject ,I was not in the mood to talk about Richard with Damon right now , I mean I wasn't mad or anyhting , but It feels awkward to talk about my pretend husband with my best friend that I am in love with .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9NK2yoYTd
" Don't change the subject please " Damon said , I groaned . Damon just chuckled and came closer to me . Uh-Ohcopyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvMGeWLQCb
I stared at him for a moment , I was ataken back when he pressed his lips on mine . I felt weird , this kiss was nothing like before , sure it was sweet and comforting but I didn't enjoy it like before .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiObZ5gGV4
What is wrong with me ?!copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JdWtguSfn
Damon was a good kisser , I felt comfortable with him, But there was something missing ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RTTx7PiYr
I tried very hard to remember what has he done the first time he kissed me ? We were talking just like now ... he kissed me just like now , his pace and they way he held him while kissing me was the same just like now ..copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQKj2Jojqk
Then what was missing ? I sure loved him , and I somehow feel like Damon was attracted to me , or maybe he just wanted to comfort me , but I didn't care I still love the guy ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡny4BuyRZq7
I mentally slapped myself for overthinking and I just kissed him back .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxYgqvnfOm
Natalie cleared her thraot and interrupted our make out session , Damon pulled away immediately , I wiped my lips and made the hugest mistake by looking at Natalie , She was holding tray food , and she was grinning like an idiot , uh... This is not good , she will TOTALLY talk about what she just saw with me next time when we are alone .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡHidrBga0zA
" Uh ... I gotta go " Damon murmured , and was soon out of my room.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX9oyDWqCn
Behind Natalie stood Richard and he was staring at me , I couldn't read him . But I felt butterflies in my stomach when I saw him looking at me like that . He smiled and winked at me , I blushed and looked away.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZUvfl1DAP
Richard was definitely back to his jerk self , but I still was positive that he has changed inside .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh8dIKtTK2
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My friends are the best friends ever ( including Richard ) they made laugh so hard all day, I was surprised that Damona and Richard were getting along , that was unexpected , But I didn't care I was happy , they were happy and that's all that mattered .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxUJ2944NF
I sighed as I was staring at Richard , he was talking about god knows what with Damon , and they looked like they have known each other for so long , I chuckled .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNX20GMtAw
Richard was laughing , when his eyes suddenly met mine , he smiled warmly at me and I smiled back .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4CwI640x4
" Strange huh ?" Natalie was even more surprised than me , But at least the guys are friends now .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlBP5EYaIM
And I am so happy at the moment...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCzMEztq23
Richard's POV :copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy7z5QGaRd
My heart was beating so fast since that scene I saw back in Kristin's room and I felt terrible I wanted to run away and scream I wanted to never come back and run away but I knew that wasn't a good choice , I have always been good at hiding my emotions , so I did what I had to do , I smiled as best as I could .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMzPBEtAOc
Damon is not a bad guy once you get to know him he jokes around and is quite fun to be with , He seems like a very good guy actually.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEOVrtuUUx
He would be a perfect boy friend for Kristin .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS65sbV8lN
Kristin!copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAzVpaATKp
Everytime I stare at her and see her pretty face and breath-taking smile , I get lost in my own thoughts , and I melt whenever my eyes meet hers , so I tried my best not to look at her often .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ673U2uoxoj
I got a punch on my arms which was quite painful " Ouch ! what was that for man? " I rubbed my arm and stared at Damon's stupid face , I take what I just said back he is the worst ever !copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lbcrDonLJ
" I called your name like four times " Damon said after he chuckled .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8kJ3JUDDF
"Why have I never heard my name come from your mouth ? " I rose my brows at him .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JM6EPB3n0
" Well I actually called you a douche bag that's why " Damon said and shrugged as if it was no big deal , I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt , My eyes betrayed me by staring at Kristin , to my surprise she was already staring at me , with a huge grin on her pretty face .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡmslxFMb39X
I smiled warmly at her , and she smiled back I noticed Natalie say something to her , but Damon's voice interrupted whatever I was about to think .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk5748RYMu
" Are you mad that I kissed her ?" Damon asked , My smile faded and I stared at him .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPerWTgyWE
" No " I said and I wasn't lying I wasn't mad at him , I was actually mad at myself , If I hadn't been such a big jerk to her ,I might had been the one that has kissed her instead of Damon .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi7UPMG0PQ
"You sure Richard ? "copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCb3KfbBeY
"Yeah I am sure " My lips curved into a smile , and I wasn't faking it .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SOkjKdAia
"She looks happy with you and I don't really care anymore .." My voice trailed off , because the first part was true but the second part was all a lir , I did care for everything that involved Kristin, and it hurt to say it out loud. But at least Kristin looked happy with Damon .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQslKi7rjX
" So.. do you still want me to stay away from her ?" Damon's voice was full of emotions , and I didn't blame the guy , That chick has sliced our hearts with a knife into pieces without even knowing .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡihAukkJwWX
I thought about what Damon just said , I didn't give him his answer right away , instead I stared at Kristin , She looked much better after she woke up , and she was around her friends , I have done nothing but hurt her in every possible way I could.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2Pin93BJm
She deserves much better , she deserves someone like Damon .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXcejXwrpQ
I sighed and remembered that I was in love with her, I was supposed to be selfish , I mean I have seen people who are in love in movies and they are all selfish and fight for their girl .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI8YcsjWYf
But.. Kristin is not my girl and she has never been my girl ,If I had known what she thinks of me I would have ended the small deal we made , But it is impossible that she loves someone like me .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtiJLGSPiC
It is just impossible ..copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4AoiTmPkL
I sighed again and stared at Damon , he was staring back at me with his eyes searching mine ...copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJuOIHg1Df
"Actually .. I want you to be with her , do you still love her ?" I asked Damon , Thank god I managed to keep my vopice normal , otherwise He would have suspected my answer .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwIAguh8jz
Damon looked shocked , his mouth was opened , but he soon composed himself and scratched the back of his neck awfully .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvDlTVefLz
" I -I do " Yes!!! The answer that I was waiting for . I grinned from ear to ear .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rivf1cw2Q
"Good, well I highly recommend that you go after her , and be with her . But If you ever break her heart I will kick your butt . And I am sorry about everything " My voice was calm , Damon smiled at me , and stretched out his hand for me to shake , I took it and smiled at him .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkmuVCZcLj
"Thank you . And It's okay , I feel that you are not the same person you used to be " Damon's words were nice but they didn't do a great job of comforting me .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwOpSHk7X6
I just shrugged . We were both staring at Kristin , when Natalie suddenly called us to join them .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYyZtN0Gk3
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I told Damon that I needed some fresh air , since Natalie and Damon were with Kristin I was less worried about her , the air outside was nice . But I cared less. My mind was somwhere else .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgOIFGq0On
The fact that I have just given up on Kristin , without even trying to gain her love hurt me so much , I closed my eyes and reopened them , but still the image of Kristin was in my mind haunting me down.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ulFuPtuvN
What I have I gotten myself into.. I was always right , love was never a good thing . And here I am being weak and falling in love with a girl.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1TWUufq4K
She has changed me , and I don't like that , I wanna be my self again , the guy who breaks hearts not the other way around . This is the first time My heart is being broken well of course apart from the way Kristin lied to me two years ago , I sighed and rubbed my cheeks nervously.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY1xHHe8I2
Kristin why do you end up messing with my mind all the time , I have done you abd and I get it , but please stop being harsh and leave me alone , The fact that you have stolen my heart is very painful.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQxRv1GZwb
My cell phone's ring tone interrupted whatever I was thinking , I checked the caller's I.D , and just as I expected it was Patricia . The last girl that I have slept with . I groaned but decided to answer her anyway .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5dF189hze
"Hey !" her stupid bitchy voice was high enough to make me deaf .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hd4PVL43u
" Hi " I said casullycopyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ylEqRG6Qc
" I was wondering if you wanna finish what we couldn't finish the last time we hung out together " She used her most seductive tone , But I wasn't realy in the mood and I have already planned on no more sleeping around with random girls So I decided to finish this call ASAP.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCivijDrAc
" Umm. listen patricia.. I am not really in the mood , so do me a favor and don't ever call me again please " I hung up on her as fast as I could,before letting her say a word.copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDuUHkPtoT
No more sleeping around ... I better think of a way to get back on Kyle .copyright protection61ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvsj9SaPY0
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