Kristin's POV :copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTP0aXxkkt
I was scared to death when he grabbed my wrists and kissed me by force , I knew there was nothing that could stop him from raping me now . I really wish I haven't opened that damn door ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4RwsJu5lN
But it is too late ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q1Sk6a7bB
I screamed and shouted Richard and Natalie's names , even though I already knew they were not here , Richard was probably making out with some hot babe right now , and Natalie might be hanging out with Damon.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGkadBGPoQ
Damon.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUr0mhHgg2
God I miss him , his smile , his face, his jokes , his presence his everything .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0439p97oW
I bit at Kyle's lip hard, until it bleed , but that just got him more violent and he undressed me faster . I stopped resisting , when I knew it was too late . I just closed my eyes and sobbed .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn69xIqTsA
I felt dizzy and really tired not to mention , all parts of my body were hurting like hell.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ3cxKObZ6
I groaned as I tried to open my eyes , and stand up. I already knew I was in my own bed , and I think one of my other friends was laying beside me too.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bvc5qlORy
I opened my eyes and saw Richard laying beside me , actually my head was on his forearm , I could smell his cologne which was so mesmerizing . I kept staring at his gorgeous messy hair and perfect features , his eyes were closed but he was frowning, he might have a bad dream ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRxwdERcZi
He had dark circles around his eyes , and he looked really tired , He breathed slowly..copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTE2ubQpQU
Despite the fact that he was Kyle's friend -the enemy's friend , I was really comfortable around him these days , not because I liked him - I mean I do - what I mean is I like him but just as my friend , My best guy friend , I have missed him so bad .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz2VTiHl6i
I let out a sigh that I hasdn't realised I was holding , Was I stupid and blind or Has Richard changed ?!copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqCXojxNCr
I have no idea , but all I know is that He is not they guy I hated anymore , he has changed a little ... Who am I kidding he has changed alot .. not that I am complaining but I didn't expect him to turn out to be this guy.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO5xWDD9il
He seemed somehow kind , sweet , caring ... He was simply the guy I used to hang out with back when I was a kid .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡIifR6YGR1p
I sighed again , and tried to get up . I tried my best not to make any sound , But Richard woke up anyway , he sat beside me . Even though I wanted to stare at his amazing eyes , the eyes that always made me shiver , sometimes from fear other times from something else ... But I didnt stare at him , instead I sighed and was very embaressed by the fact that Richard has seen me naked , and in a mess this morning .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uE8d6kYUL
" Did you sleep well?" Richard's voice interrupted my daydreaming , and I just nodded my head without staring at him , I didn't tell him that I had some bad dreams , because I knew he was already in a bad mood.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TOVRF6IJB
"How do you feel now ?" He asked , before he sighed in frustration , I knew well he was thinking of that JERK , but I answered him anyway.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k1HZTXE6G
" I am okay " I said , my voice didn't crack which surprised me , but it just proved that I was tired . I stared at Richard " Don't worry about me , I am much better " And it wasn't a lie ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjdNV5Asdt
Richard sighed , and hugged me I was taken aback by what he just did , But I hugged him back anyway , my forehead touched his broad strong shoulder , He was holding me in his arms tightly , but not so tight that it would hurt me , actually he was aware that I was aching ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDiBpZ6kyr
My hands has ended up being trapped between my and chest , I could feel his heart beating fast. Maybe he felt guilty ... My heart's beating was not slower than his , his breathe tickled my forehead and sent multiple waves of shiver in my body .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0lZiGiny4
I felt strange , I was comfortable and at the same time uncomfortable , His arms felt so wrong and yet so right . I closed my eyes to , just when I was enjoying my self being in his arms he pulled away , I mentally groaned .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGMaPgOFkO
His eyes were on me again and I couldn't help but blush , and look away ..copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VFZrC2VEi
" I am so sorry for everything I have ever done to you , I know saying sorry is not gonna help fix what I have done to you , but that's the only word i can think of saying right now . I know I have already apologized but I feel awful , do you think you can ever forgive me ? " Richard said , and stared at me the entire time he was talking .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3LX8k45uu
I stared at his eyes , which were full of hope , regret, guilt and He was looking at me differently, I have never seen that emotion in his eyes , as a matter of fact I have never seen so much emotions in his eyes.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QV40lYRYl
I sighed an smiled sadly at him " How many times do I have to tell you that I have forgiven you , and we are friends now "copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡA92u7VwBQi
Richard looked relieved and kissed my forehead , I gasped and Richard just chuckled .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡJioVkHqjFU
"Kristin! You are awake " I heard Damon say before he made his way towards us. Richard stood up and smiled at me before getting out of my room . Myabe he thought I need a moment with my best friend .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyv4vCKjJd
Thank you Richard !copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgBA50T46p
Damon sat on the edge of my bed , He smiled at me I smiled back " Are you okay? do you feel better ?" Damon asked , his voice full of concern .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY2yECg7Gw
" I am fine thanks for asking " I nodded my headcopyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0cMY0yaV4
"You welcome " he murmured before sitting closer to me , I glanced at him . I have never been able to talk to Damon about the kiss we shared , I mean we weren't able to talk about it as much as we wanted . But I think this is not the right time and right place to talk about it , I mean I have just been raped and was in Richard's arms for god's sake .And he has changed ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgewtM4jxf
" Richard has changed " Damon said as if he was reading my mind , I nodded my head before biting on my lip.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVqoZ5S4NG
" Thank you guys for taking care of me " I changed the subject ,I was not in the mood to talk about Richard with Damon right now , I mean I wasn't mad or anyhting , but It feels awkward to talk about my pretend husband with my best friend that I am in love with .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yxHlpFdpf
" Don't change the subject please " Damon said , I groaned . Damon just chuckled and came closer to me . Uh-Ohcopyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNyMNAH99i
I stared at him for a moment , I was ataken back when he pressed his lips on mine . I felt weird , this kiss was nothing like before , sure it was sweet and comforting but I didn't enjoy it like before .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8MBKB6uHH
What is wrong with me ?!copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ftljfj4IL
Damon was a good kisser , I felt comfortable with him, But there was something missing ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4hspNTHNJ
I tried very hard to remember what has he done the first time he kissed me ? We were talking just like now ... he kissed me just like now , his pace and they way he held him while kissing me was the same just like now ..copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLJoYbrgKq
Then what was missing ? I sure loved him , and I somehow feel like Damon was attracted to me , or maybe he just wanted to comfort me , but I didn't care I still love the guy ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyoxcn5jsd
I mentally slapped myself for overthinking and I just kissed him back .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06aKI2rUQv
Natalie cleared her thraot and interrupted our make out session , Damon pulled away immediately , I wiped my lips and made the hugest mistake by looking at Natalie , She was holding tray food , and she was grinning like an idiot , uh... This is not good , she will TOTALLY talk about what she just saw with me next time when we are alone .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfTAojP967
" Uh ... I gotta go " Damon murmured , and was soon out of my room.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFq8e3ODhp
Behind Natalie stood Richard and he was staring at me , I couldn't read him . But I felt butterflies in my stomach when I saw him looking at me like that . He smiled and winked at me , I blushed and looked away.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdOoiyTLTy
Richard was definitely back to his jerk self , but I still was positive that he has changed inside .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSq9fRdKSK
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My friends are the best friends ever ( including Richard ) they made laugh so hard all day, I was surprised that Damona and Richard were getting along , that was unexpected , But I didn't care I was happy , they were happy and that's all that mattered .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzZldDxsYr
I sighed as I was staring at Richard , he was talking about god knows what with Damon , and they looked like they have known each other for so long , I chuckled .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHRVmzc9f3
Richard was laughing , when his eyes suddenly met mine , he smiled warmly at me and I smiled back .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ADBeRpbWd
" Strange huh ?" Natalie was even more surprised than me , But at least the guys are friends now .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOuvO674QY
And I am so happy at the moment...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N59J3DBsO
Richard's POV :copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSua211ZqM
My heart was beating so fast since that scene I saw back in Kristin's room and I felt terrible I wanted to run away and scream I wanted to never come back and run away but I knew that wasn't a good choice , I have always been good at hiding my emotions , so I did what I had to do , I smiled as best as I could .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wHHJhJjfL
Damon is not a bad guy once you get to know him he jokes around and is quite fun to be with , He seems like a very good guy actually.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8a0F3L29z
He would be a perfect boy friend for Kristin .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyy7fDExNL
Kristin!copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3dQUx5NDc
Everytime I stare at her and see her pretty face and breath-taking smile , I get lost in my own thoughts , and I melt whenever my eyes meet hers , so I tried my best not to look at her often .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVq5nh6KUD
I got a punch on my arms which was quite painful " Ouch ! what was that for man? " I rubbed my arm and stared at Damon's stupid face , I take what I just said back he is the worst ever !copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S9lceK47W
" I called your name like four times " Damon said after he chuckled .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzwiGq9ykD
"Why have I never heard my name come from your mouth ? " I rose my brows at him .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡolpkhhHYXA
" Well I actually called you a douche bag that's why " Damon said and shrugged as if it was no big deal , I laughed so hard that my stomach hurt , My eyes betrayed me by staring at Kristin , to my surprise she was already staring at me , with a huge grin on her pretty face .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSL0UrCJEJ
I smiled warmly at her , and she smiled back I noticed Natalie say something to her , but Damon's voice interrupted whatever I was about to think .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1qAOn5Hp8
" Are you mad that I kissed her ?" Damon asked , My smile faded and I stared at him .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6BYqR7NKP
" No " I said and I wasn't lying I wasn't mad at him , I was actually mad at myself , If I hadn't been such a big jerk to her ,I might had been the one that has kissed her instead of Damon .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsuba8nIVz
"You sure Richard ? "copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IpxKT8nza
"Yeah I am sure " My lips curved into a smile , and I wasn't faking it .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpxZjPUFv5
"She looks happy with you and I don't really care anymore .." My voice trailed off , because the first part was true but the second part was all a lir , I did care for everything that involved Kristin, and it hurt to say it out loud. But at least Kristin looked happy with Damon .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuKpe7OXmu
" So.. do you still want me to stay away from her ?" Damon's voice was full of emotions , and I didn't blame the guy , That chick has sliced our hearts with a knife into pieces without even knowing .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4OcQPj2nR
I thought about what Damon just said , I didn't give him his answer right away , instead I stared at Kristin , She looked much better after she woke up , and she was around her friends , I have done nothing but hurt her in every possible way I could.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaccc0YFNl
She deserves much better , she deserves someone like Damon .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWp3WMkqLv
I sighed and remembered that I was in love with her, I was supposed to be selfish , I mean I have seen people who are in love in movies and they are all selfish and fight for their girl .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgsMx9JsaM
But.. Kristin is not my girl and she has never been my girl ,If I had known what she thinks of me I would have ended the small deal we made , But it is impossible that she loves someone like me .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡMie2dkyOcD
It is just impossible ..copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡytaBahxEAZ
I sighed again and stared at Damon , he was staring back at me with his eyes searching mine ...copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn2Sn26J1B
"Actually .. I want you to be with her , do you still love her ?" I asked Damon , Thank god I managed to keep my vopice normal , otherwise He would have suspected my answer .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡuixSKB6C0F
Damon looked shocked , his mouth was opened , but he soon composed himself and scratched the back of his neck awfully .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSGLOzpUt1
" I -I do " Yes!!! The answer that I was waiting for . I grinned from ear to ear .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYKUbKegfv
"Good, well I highly recommend that you go after her , and be with her . But If you ever break her heart I will kick your butt . And I am sorry about everything " My voice was calm , Damon smiled at me , and stretched out his hand for me to shake , I took it and smiled at him .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ZvqTJ7ZB
"Thank you . And It's okay , I feel that you are not the same person you used to be " Damon's words were nice but they didn't do a great job of comforting me .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nLxhotFLQ
I just shrugged . We were both staring at Kristin , when Natalie suddenly called us to join them .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iP2qhfkJ2
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I told Damon that I needed some fresh air , since Natalie and Damon were with Kristin I was less worried about her , the air outside was nice . But I cared less. My mind was somwhere else .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLvnRB3hl3
The fact that I have just given up on Kristin , without even trying to gain her love hurt me so much , I closed my eyes and reopened them , but still the image of Kristin was in my mind haunting me down.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc4qiNGERj
What I have I gotten myself into.. I was always right , love was never a good thing . And here I am being weak and falling in love with a girl.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1O23Hqzu5
She has changed me , and I don't like that , I wanna be my self again , the guy who breaks hearts not the other way around . This is the first time My heart is being broken well of course apart from the way Kristin lied to me two years ago , I sighed and rubbed my cheeks nervously.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHF9LdaFQ3
Kristin why do you end up messing with my mind all the time , I have done you abd and I get it , but please stop being harsh and leave me alone , The fact that you have stolen my heart is very painful.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGFHgrhjuj
My cell phone's ring tone interrupted whatever I was thinking , I checked the caller's I.D , and just as I expected it was Patricia . The last girl that I have slept with . I groaned but decided to answer her anyway .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡz76JZrmKmP
"Hey !" her stupid bitchy voice was high enough to make me deaf .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjvMAuLWex
" Hi " I said casullycopyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcWsnWbQpc
" I was wondering if you wanna finish what we couldn't finish the last time we hung out together " She used her most seductive tone , But I wasn't realy in the mood and I have already planned on no more sleeping around with random girls So I decided to finish this call ASAP.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡtow1bHC04s
" Umm. listen patricia.. I am not really in the mood , so do me a favor and don't ever call me again please " I hung up on her as fast as I could,before letting her say a word.copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLeLIj3MDK
No more sleeping around ... I better think of a way to get back on Kyle .copyright protection278ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4g4PnLLFp
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