Ever since Richard has confessed his love to me, I have avoided Richard at all cost, it has been a week since that incident, I still remember the look on his face, his bruises which will kill anybody. And the way he said ' I love you' was enough to make me have insomnia for a week.
I can't believe I'm saying this but I feel guilty and I actually think Richard deserves more, he deserves a better person, he deserves love. But can't I give him what he needs? I can, right? Because I like him a lot, he would melt anybody's heart in a minute , with those gorgeous eyes of his. I sighed and pouted, god I hate this love drama.
"What's wrong?" my eyes widened for a minute as I looked at the person speaking, then I rolled my eyes and grabbed my books from my locker, which I was staring at for ten minutes.
"That's none of your business, Damien" I said bitterly, and walked past him , before I could get any further, he grabbed my wrist and forced me to stare at him.
"let go" I said, gritting my teeth from anger and disgust.
" just listen to me please" he said his voice almost a whisper, I sighed, I was about to get late for my next class and Damien was not helping at all.
"Fine, but let go" I said, Damien did as I told him and ran his hand through his hair.
"I.. I don't know where to start... I'm sorry. I know saying sorry is not enough, but I was wrong, I risked the love of my life for a one night stand... I 'm really miserable Kristen.. I feel guilty and I can't sleep or eat.. I ... I need you back in my life" I rolled my eyes and chuckled, he seemed hurt by my reaction but I didn't care.
"let's get one thing straight Damien, I'm no longer your love, and you're not mine, I love another guy,and you had your chance but you blew it, so please don't waste my time. Even if I forgive you, I can't be with you, because I don't love you Damien. I'm sorry but this is just the way it is." I bit my lips and stared at Damien, his was hurt, I could see it, I'm sorry for him, but he's not the right guy for me.
"I'm sure the right girl is out there waiting for you, so let this teach you a lesson, and I hope you treat her well" I said and walked past him. This time he didn't stop me, I sighed, the good thing is I actually didn't feel bad about it at all, I know I have said and done the right thing. But as soon as I remembered what I had to do today, I gulped and shook my head.
Me and Richard were having dinner, at first he was surprised that I've actually decided to have dinner with him, but he hasn't said anything . He looked worried, and god he looked cute when he was worried. So here I am sipping on my water and thinking of how to open the subject, Richard sighed and bit his bottom lip, which made me gulp and look away.
"I'm sorry" he said and stared at me, my eyes widened because this was not the way it has to happen, I was supposed to be the person opening the subject.
"I'm sorry for startling you, and getting home late, and beating up Kyle without your permission, umm.. can you please forget that night and let us be friends again, I don't like it when you ignore me.." He continued.
"Richard, if I were a guy, I would have hit Kyle too, so there's actually no reason to be sorry about that, but you freaked me out that night so please don't get late anymore, and if you do just let me know please" I said and smiled up at him, Richard relaxed a bit and smiled back.
I was happy, because we are on good terms again, but my heart was beating fast against my chest, I sighed and decided to talk now, it's either now or never.
"Did you mean what you said that night?"
What kind of stupid question is that Kristen? Of course he has meant it, it was written all over his face, Richard tensed and looked up, there it was again, that look.
"uhh.. yeah..but can we please forget about it?" he answered and looked away.
"No, I can't"
"Richard, I have a favor to ask"
"umm. What kind of favor?"
"just promise you'll say yes"
"okay, what is it?"
"Can we have a real wedding ?"
Richard's eyes widened,I smiled at his reaction, guess I need to explain myself otherwise he won't agree.
I stood up and walked towards his chair, he narrowed his eyes, trying to figure me out, but I just smiled.
I bent so that my face was inches away from his, and grabbed the collar of his shirt with force, then I kissed him, I poured all my feelings in that kiss, he gasped, but I didn't let go, I just kissed him. Richard was shocked for about ten seconds before he started kissing me back, but when he did I let go.
"I love you " I said, and I felt a tear drop on my cheeks. Richard sighed and stared at me for a while.
"You.. mean it?" He asked, his expression was unreadable.
"of course I mean it you idiot" I said and kissed him again.
Richard smiled sadly, and wiped my tears.
"I love you way more" he said and put me in his arms.
Suddenly his new phone ringed, he mumbled something and looked at the caller ID.
"what?" he snapped, I couldn't hear what the other person was saying, but I knew it was female, and I knew damn well that it was Sarah.
"I've already told you, I don't want you, and I regret it ever meeting you, so don't call me again, you hear that? And don't ever talk about my wife, understand?" he said and sighed in frustration, after he hung up on her.
His reaction immediately softened when he saw me staring at him, he smiled warmly and kissed my knuckles.
God I love this guy.
So it was decided a small wedding for just the two of us, a real wedding, a secret one. I was super happy, I can't explain my feelings in words. I was getting married to the man I loved, isn't that interesting?ns 22.214.171.124da2