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    ChemistryOfACarCrash
    ChemistryOfACarCrash
    I'm a depressive writer, honestly. I don't really try to be, but it just kind of writes itself out that way. I do, however, like touching on touchy subjects - suicide, assault, drugs, and various forms of violence - along with things like the decaying of morals and cynical views of people/religion.

    Darkness and realism are truer to actuality than that of optimism. I view and write as such.
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「Cyrus」 is the story of a man who was in love, shattered himself into a million pieces, and then fell in love again. Sound generic? Well, think again. 

    

Aiden "Cyrus" Jacobson was once a teenager who was irreparably in love. However, after a single, life-shattering incident, Aiden headed down a path of self-destruction. Careless, he destroyed himself and everyone around him. He was a walking disaster. 

    

That is, until he meets a select few people and finds himself in deep with a notoriously ruthless gang. 

    

Will Aiden run, will he die? Or will he fight?

- Adult Content is within this book, though nothing explicitly graphic. - 

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#1
1 | The "S" Word
3 Likes
1016 Reads
0 Comments
#2
2 | Meaningless
1 Like
860 Reads
0 Comments
#3
3 | I'd Rather Be Dead
0 Likes
827 Reads
0 Comments
#4
4 | Otherworldly
0 Likes
925 Reads
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#5
5 | Second Chance
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928 Reads
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#6
6 | Next Sunday
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#7
7 | A Pasture of Green and Gray
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#8
8 | Denigration
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9 | Perfidious
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#10
10 | Survival Of The Fittest
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749 Reads
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#11
11 | If You're Going Through Hell, Keep Going
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#12
12 | Well, Now You're My Idiot Pessimist
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13 | Magic Beans (Maggie 1)
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14 | Illusion (Maggie 2)
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15 | You Look Like Your Dog Just Died (Maggie 3)
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16 | Worthless (Maggie 4)
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17 | Coward (Maggie 5)
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19 | So, I Got The Couch?
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20 | Sleepyhead
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21 | I Feel Like Such A Bitch Right Now
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22 | You're Frail
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23 | Yeah, Dipshit
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24 | Black Heart
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25 | An Aiden That Isn't Dead Inside
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26 | Tattooed Badboys?
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27 | And I'm A Bitch Forged By The Fires Of Hell. Your Point?
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28 | Clusterfuck
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29 | Rise
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30 | Fall
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31 | Ruiner
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32 | Resonance
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33 | Say Something
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34 | Anything? Anything.
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35 | Loverboy (Kylie 1)
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36 | Get Fucked (Kylie 2)
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37 | Faded (Kylie 3)
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38 | Perfect (Kylie 4)
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39 | Her (Kylie 5)
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40 | Okay (Kylie 6)
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41 | Months (Kylie 7)
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42 | Always (Kylie 8)
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43 | Nothing (Kylie 9)
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44 | Cyrus (10)
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#45
45 | Dust (11)
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#46
46 | They Don't Really Love You (12)
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#47
47 | Stupid Mess (13)
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#48
48 | Asshole
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#49
49 | Unwelcomed
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#50
50 | Fuck You
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#51
51 | Your Choice
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#52
52 | Natural
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53 | Father (Maggie 6)
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54 | How Things Used To Be (Maggie 7)
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55 | I'm Fine (Maggie 8)
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56 | I'm Sorry (Maggie 9)
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57 | Ten Minutes
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58 | Traitor
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59 | Maybe
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60 | Vanish and Replace
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61 | I'm Scared
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#62
62 | I'll Try My Best
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63 | Mother
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64 | Angel
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