第九十二章：承諾與失望546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsiI76rfFn
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEwFUyH2q9
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GfPFe33Uh
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lSHIsmXqo
對，那個人……就是Mandy。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLloPT2zFz
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0zgL8e8He
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVlw5EeoDg
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8kRDP5xHG
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAbydEiFYa
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugsvohYgqt
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlS30JRB8L
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3ppzRTF2D
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawhZfCcRJ0
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJLfH42NsZ
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafdLIPMDVo
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkMo6waL80
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZPx3R3cqY
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QxrUCCAWa
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri4wf4hnzc
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1FGwiZCIH
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpic4tKzyz
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI8b3iv8MV
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLXKEtybqz
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkuHMqYdeB
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR4piImUUp
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaYnRSswpR
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S2whs1Jts
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2ZeP8XWWR
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4jkCT0tHU
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QmKJvmaCW
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuw3WtZdlG
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCDCvhdmtf
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRIW9oihWq
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFxy3iKTfX
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrJM5t6NSg
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxdsoDl4k5
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH84Ynsq8LO
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3F5YCZaXa
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYjXc7AAwX
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf1hQ5WGlb
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PRbIzQqmZ
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJVYfWZAxC
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vPjR8snjv
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRdLJhO6k5
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCODtHr53lo
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii4PiAsj1W
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXK7aO0sg7
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxT21c79RR
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQhAZ3pVe5
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcf6xKWIk8
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEGlZpOwcm
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3xPZ9vr4C
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fgABRMYEI
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdihSvaQx25
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCucj9jxMp
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKWHeLXz65
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKec1tSajTi
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA48JJ6mZb
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0FLB4z6hV
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZpId4mOLe
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6qVCcMavc
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Cm1fDkdWn
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gepvIbsgw
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlNuhRNhIs
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ59wcItRiG
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUtJdFFSPU
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zGkwhaZX5
「Online住唔應嘅？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaRTbRIc46
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8ZMdljJcC
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXOdlUf17Y
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70r03iUTRd
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7t2mXaIpQ
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkaarQkQa7
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IR0d3dG7L
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4n2yoQmOG
「我準備做手術啦」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GPI4pk3wO
「做完再覆你ouo<3」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhf06oCzE1
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHqnGQljiB
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpjG5bjpP5
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFPfiz1r2g
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHddIk68rqY
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN8siltM5K
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff5nNo10AZ
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw4pk4kASi
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5Urprlsd8
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWblr3mhiCi
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKoHF8a657
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p67nXEMUH
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFoRv5KvBX
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkuV7nKS8k
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb9TlnTBb5
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3SpVfHIYu
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9U70hpDfF
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdziqtsETXd
「各就位……預備……」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lWwvZKDQY
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVZCjqqVs0
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy8rG23uWx
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99bZFfsFXR
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6rMuUVjxS
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw0CbEftTe
「呯—」 546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVuL0sCrkF
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhnC5mZcUF
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zQf3SIcXN
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzWt0191Ij
最後更成為了最後一名。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVAFhVXsrq
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ce8xzHwz0
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP00neafods
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9KaoZDRuk
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpp3O50eSH
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghvd8jUAz5
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsSSqiba6F
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKorkEF6coB
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FGE7pFzGX
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnlPtXiUWO
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpXSDhMGFh
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLL957PIc1
是Mandy。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2d6UOutWt
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzV3aG693Z
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrExyGD6fDS
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Ih50Q4Ew
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rRml651cD
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNKAi0v3MT
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl2qf39rUr
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYveB0LCSwV
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7S5kt27ID
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAbhX9VUDC
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILyMt35GDV
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPxwFwttHj
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzFimaLEsh
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjk7KmYIo1
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI8sFlbgGM
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbEyQYgWnK
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「啪—」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqp1hw2USI
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHxq2Td0Dq
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15eAAlNeXt
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlMnuw3Zq5
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzDsmz1HOP
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIeIqeKDRZ
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr0OjApBIx
546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrn7uTcp7N
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」546Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaekk2lAIW
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