第九十二章：承諾與失望494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NM4oOxxLN
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNicCJxKnVe
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWxDw7KLGq
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGhCPPRL4f
對，那個人……就是Mandy。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1nN9XiblQ
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF2dl7wbg4
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ0Ts5Uq59
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5KGUakNBa
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHPXPLNuyK
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViPrBReaMg
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMADgNbOroY
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dXTBtzIOi
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rE4YhlXH7
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT5ULNxHuD
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fgLkhmvzA
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2ZxKJC7ge
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmDJnedBmS
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwnUtyJUrm
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9zkp2zIjV
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMA3MocYXP
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8MqYnXIaI
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL733VxrkDy
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVlDaqSJjD
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtPS52sOCN
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCEYS4vE0a
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4v1Rm2yn1
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLI6nieoaZ3
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdqZFQhW6y
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywijuqWAPD
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv4JeSWI7N
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLbDIEjnMJ
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPvl3supyX
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKYR3VI4P7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkealQSt6d
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzbw5tGY9c
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIpIU9gbti
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rAZR1RlRj
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbnhLliSTO
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfPieHvbLH
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAf9auvJgz
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcp07s806u
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViDyG1TWKb
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHcNNkJJU3
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwglmTzEycW
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKrgpqYy4m
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxdHAcwcS3
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMcFK5i0kZ
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsc9g9SnA9
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYnnEmEm6M
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiwfZg0rhY
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowNRKI207E
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74Qp6fB55H
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdwop6oZzX
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO3H5vInm8
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlwwRpcqZW
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2brYVEvOY
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6flLMEeb7s
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOsi6h9Bfk
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7V1XX0q2E
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ832a01X0re
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrZ4qN6aXB
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeOa2YnTNb
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h3VaDGSxo
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtvU3bDQQw
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4Mrubuh64
「Online住唔應嘅？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm7B5lhtv4
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRQ0YRGRn1
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOX8GjVao2
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHGnEoIpIA
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF04sFSKzLs
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9WTWHwBUH
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3knnTRfcV
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhku5g20qM4
「我準備做手術啦」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9puXc6kh0
「做完再覆你ouo<3」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hPgLVZsLC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rDaYobCJ6
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim3jcbStge
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iijWV9oPK
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37yMo5Ceab
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mMZb7DHdF
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwZOkNZVEU
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14K3BefHgd
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJC9qsyuXR
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpzAhBn3FP
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnnwKK0a0x
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjWVibBWOj
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA6PFugfp6
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLaca3oqA0
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxxdKHxcq5
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge1ChrQ4DY
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryXULjk5wJ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMPQOp2lrz
「各就位……預備……」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s4aYLT6xh
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMDTCtTTfr
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lr6ohfp31
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrZSvGJs7v
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu6n3V7TeG
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17pyRQubCC
「呯—」 494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxZMMXzOc3
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto7LgzSZQw
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxDDBOSLtG
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA2eigUyXq
最後更成為了最後一名。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJdH2oXbLl
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuaQplkttg
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQkSOTLsba
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut25At3ACK
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA696iRCedv
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4a7KLVLwK
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZshf6HkB6
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy13jzs5iNJ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXgFdNUJTY
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W8NgK95AJ
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6S7T5qtq4
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0flf8AkER
是Mandy。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLE50bBqZw
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr8xKVqIxD
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUjn8copOl
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAKSkqTjOW
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaayZYgpwId
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLYWEjiz6K
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG7ZvAiuuR
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2Qyf6m3t6
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsylQxxws8
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FHBSbna8Z
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lXzgdrvf7
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNpKMEmlod
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGqEr5PZXP
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTO7U3tXKn
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82gdLEvriw
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO3KgEyRIC
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「啪—」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpl6uUKcYW
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLavIGzJtpk
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31LkPumfhu
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXuUw1xmvN
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqcYr9qiHh
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwGunrl5K9
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIeVJ5z9Io
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTaXQW53El
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1ClzPIuGS
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