第九十二章：承諾與失望557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9BCvWHgC4
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OsN3hZPyb
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL2gchAgbz
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2rBVSKzEy
對，那個人……就是Mandy。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpkvWpdDTg
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6NfgDll7S
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuMPdD6vg4
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj9N1R8Yjb
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFIM2gM8Mo
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuvHpUFioP
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctUG0ee5nN
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOFY6Qos4C
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZHotsp4rw
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBJpnG2RNo
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHePK2quJ7
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYGhRVANAR
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyXrLzzI5w
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzsx6GK3K6
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2uaBQ4BlM
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNMGoCV4eD
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxshhiU1sQ
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnfxjlub6h
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5eRpwR3Fq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvpbiWrSFb
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4DYhYielT
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldtIQ3X0ck
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlGZoglQyD
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOgEODF8kp
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7COHSVi2tn
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrzUD7qIDK
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXPbg3WPk4
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuqtMY369q
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjBe3d3W9r
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmxisprikG
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1GqDvwtg1
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pnJq0uHn1
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqCfUMh93a
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgRDcdmzNA
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFpu6HCXYT
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdAyztmwxh
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf5EJw05LM
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xJ3Uw4yul
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUZaXrabFg
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRia112Dwi
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5FQQUd7Kb
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvoaxRBqKZ
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS9zwEoETV
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ95XM5uH5H
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJahm0BCpT
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SZdNo3NE4
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU6Y6L9ZtU
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepyPczeylF
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiepUi79aX3
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OQNeQMXDC
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fuYNBOXBx
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRify62gEE
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y6oUQnNh0
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqRHa0jOys
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvrLtahKz7
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtQKSs4swx
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjNZlaJ5Bf
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Jw3QcZ7i
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRJMk5TTbG
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP3gD7ydRU
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJEgapRrx7
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeXiXsLS90
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HJYR6q3uG
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPbcHxp1l6
「Online住唔應嘅？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbCHnREZYs
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUH4PN8Bst
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdXol8pGDJ
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPvX0YsUFe
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg2VFnANme
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZxoh4G9OE
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uSTZRT2lW
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyclptjwWuV
「我準備做手術啦」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6sMtK4mcR
「做完再覆你ouo<3」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y9hHQU35m
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHMvuJHwyh
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhQj54ArQI
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6fol7NIMq
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYPXpMVAXk
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACAParA74r
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavz1lkpAka
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC67rV5Rpdp
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUnqWZdJzJ
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy4oh37k2l
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAbV4kpeBV
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCPpYdg8pF
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRzLxyV2Pk
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspDOfXEEKY
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsLgAJxUAB
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsKOdtIRAU
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeY46d3YrS
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHKl5tzO0J
「各就位……預備……」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gvigeZWC8
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt1Zub3Sli
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbohnXeBv5J
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtArDqdPJm
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF19chk7lkb
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36mmH6RDUM
「呯—」 557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFxjSW5ZuJ
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOzyxjkyOs
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKdfBCzNgi
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpnMBZ2CUP
最後更成為了最後一名。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BE5UZsQgU
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe2mJE9VW2
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kzgEsXDhR
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIPxXSHMak
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx33yBW7gYh
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FUXuk9bfM
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcldM7hIZx
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjbBb2rgnU
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB0X9WCIqj
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVfRma9l4S
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKVHTCVMuN
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYX5SPi5UZ
是Mandy。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWRwA9is3n
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3xUG2OSFa
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cYTflrqNm
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sBnErbobT
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2oPa2HFsE
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMENUN980gf
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDNealqPi5
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhac5GLx1z
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWmCyMDdGa
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnODL5yaVjz
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lHASbMv8P
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE67wSf2O2
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdZcyoWxJd
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt1cjrSStD
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljxyG9Ympg
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iIKJMkhMN
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「啪—」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBleHC5aQG
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlDpsO2rNN
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6jxWnNWtD
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYDyDFnkwj
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuPQjL6Z7l
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56sCEWpoxb
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQlMmdcAYg
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHKTO4KNfT
557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYWSDc0gIv
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」557Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNCncDif0x
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