暑假篇:坦誠662Please respect copyright.PENANAhwAezyZBcr
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以下將會是依玲的視角……662Please respect copyright.PENANAe9V2e0Pktw
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「Elaine,可唔可以同你傾啲嘢。」662Please respect copyright.PENANACDTzxj3XVw
Laura向我說了這句話後,就一手把我拉到燒烤場附近的一個遊戲園裡。662Please respect copyright.PENANA5a29o3wv8p
而這裡仍然可以勉強地看到燒烤場的一點點火光。662Please respect copyright.PENANAU2iH3Jdg3x
但是這個遊樂場卻沒有任何燈光設備,只能依靠旁邊小路上的路燈作照明。662Please respect copyright.PENANAngZdqbczPx
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然而,我此刻心裡只也是想著,到底Laura有甚麼話要跟我說,而必須要把我帶離眾人呢?662Please respect copyright.PENANAdl9HMvv3qa
因此她停下腳步後,我便忍不住問她:「Laura,到底你有咩想同我傾啊?」662Please respect copyright.PENANA5zLj8b0wQ7
但隨即Laura也坐在了遊樂場的滑梯上,雙手抱膝說:「突然有啲難開口添……」662Please respect copyright.PENANAN725UCrPnj
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「有咩難開口到要避開哂班上面所有人,而單獨同我講啊?」662Please respect copyright.PENANA2DeJj4S9a9
我再問道,並一同坐到了她的身旁。662Please respect copyright.PENANADfssSDpZrc
接著,她也沉默起來,彷彿是在思考著甚麼。662Please respect copyright.PENANAO3NWINFKFS
而我都搞不清楚她的目的,只能默默地繼續靜坐著,等待她開口說話的一刻。662Please respect copyright.PENANAzMKKIkFFO4
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「唉……」她在沉思過後,先嘆了一口氣。662Please respect copyright.PENANAmvy6ycxa5X
然後就說:「本身喺Rita叫我幫手支開你,點知轉頭又叫我順便同你坦誠埋……」662Please respect copyright.PENANAAdGqgQT4Ix
「咩支開?咩坦誠啊?同埋又關Rita事?」662Please respect copyright.PENANASlFQHQKUgV
我馬上露出了一個百思不解的表情說著。662Please respect copyright.PENANA9TXbv3Oet0
並一同在心裡猜想著,既然她提及了是Rita叫她支開我。662Please respect copyright.PENANAwl2PIxkiIr
證明此刻在燒烤場的其他人是在討論著一些不想被我知道的事情?!662Please respect copyright.PENANAOUvO0ICYxG
而且Rita又叫她向我坦誠,到底所謂的坦誠又是些甚麼意思呢?662Please respect copyright.PENANAjnL12tt5n7
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我接著也先詢問了她第一個疑點:「佢哋要支開我,即喺為咗要講啲唔想比我知嘅內容,唔通喺講我壞話?」662Please respect copyright.PENANAIQXNqjWree
可是在我說道後,Laura卻抬頭看著天上的夜空,並說:「你放心,佢哋唔喺講你壞話,喺講阿侑。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAB8sGqx3Vyy
「哦,原來喺講阿侑……等等!點解連你都改口叫阿侑架?」我一臉驚訝地問。662Please respect copyright.PENANAICNkwaM8gH
畢竟,以我所知除了我之外,會叫Alvin為阿侑的人,也只要Venus及Mandy。662Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y3fwDJr1W
而且會直呼其名的我們三人,都與阿侑有著……特殊的關係。662Please respect copyright.PENANAxtwFc8I78G
但是若果連Laura都直呼阿侑的話,莫非她……662Please respect copyright.PENANAfWPaBSxGWu
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「你放心,我唔喺鍾意阿侑。只喺聽慣咗Mandy咁叫,所以都改咗口。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAKeElbPcAYC
Laura彷彿閱讀了我的內心一樣,面不改色、語氣平淡地說。662Please respect copyright.PENANAB26WAuG6xP
「都好……」我不自覺地鬆了一口氣。662Please respect copyright.PENANAyHg3W3D5yT
但為什麼當知道Laura不是喜歡阿侑後,我會整個人感到放鬆下來?662Please respect copyright.PENANAZdYW4HXMhh
難道,剛才我曾有一刻是在害怕著Laura打算與我坦誠的事……662Please respect copyright.PENANAEjjslhI0bJ
其實是她都一樣喜歡阿侑?!662Please respect copyright.PENANAk5EBi3KAXj
不過,既然她都證清不是了,那麼我也可以放心了……?662Please respect copyright.PENANAqPqeLufTic
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「Elaine啊,其實你對Raymond仲有無感覺?」662Please respect copyright.PENANATQDih9n0E8
突然Laura提及了我那個混帳前度男友。662Please respect copyright.PENANAf4R01t9hp2
單是聽到Raymond這個名字,我馬上就想起那傢伙對我的不忠及滋擾。662Please respect copyright.PENANAeKaRNDx9SH
因此我也隨即感到氣憤起來並說:「緊喺無哂feel啦!條友又出軌、又想推我落樓梯,而且之前仲跟蹤我!」662Please respect copyright.PENANAJcxvBQkLxq
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「咁你無諗過如果當初Raymond無出軌,依家嘅你哋又會點?」她再問道。662Please respect copyright.PENANA30odjRyCQJ
而我也沉默起來,其實我曾經都一樣思考過若果當初Raymond沒有出軌,接下來又會發生甚麼樣的事情。662Please respect copyright.PENANAWzztgOpD8x
如果當時Raymond沒有對我不忠,不去找那個甚麼Jennifer的話,我與他便不會以分手告終。662Please respect copyright.PENANAoEXO9BIVWX
更不會發生後續的鬧劇,他不會推我下樓梯、不會經常在電話騷擾我、不會試圖跟蹤我。662Please respect copyright.PENANAFmlnZyqmxY
說不定,現在我們還在交住中,並繼續被校報評為「校園風雲情侶」。662Please respect copyright.PENANAaMKCH4venq
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然而,Laura卻隨即打斷了我的幻想:662Please respect copyright.PENANA9LWnSnpX3D
「其實,當時搞散你同Raymond嘅根本唔喺咩Jennifer……而喺我。」662Please respect copyright.PENANANdtfPmDzLc
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「咩話?」662Please respect copyright.PENANAJBV2nGTcuW
我即時的第一個反應是瞪大了雙眼,一臉驚訝地扭過頭去看著她。662Please respect copyright.PENANAzvsjtfOKTs
然後就擺出一副難以置信的表情再問:「你咁講喺咩意思啊?」662Please respect copyright.PENANAb6MLqD9eyL
但她仍然是看著夜空而沒有回答我。662Please respect copyright.PENANAw32xDbBZG0
因此我再三問道,並同時終於按捺不住心中的激動:「你指Raymond出軌嘅對象喺你,而唔喺Jennifer?」662Please respect copyright.PENANAAnxQJPgIbq
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這次,Laura終於有回應了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAYhgnT8YiIl
她先低頭沉思了一會,然後就扭頭過來,毫不遲疑地說:「無錯,就喺我。」662Please respect copyright.PENANAuMl5c8Oqi0
從她認真的眼神,感覺到一絲的開著玩笑,看來她是認真的。662Please respect copyright.PENANA6aDysU2q1c
因為從中四到現在,我根本沒有見過如此認真的Laura。662Please respect copyright.PENANAEn64XKKFPx
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同一時間,我剛才激動的情緒,也被她幹脆利落的回答,一下子打消了。662Please respect copyright.PENANAX2TUVcmwqo
隨即也只能繼續目瞪口呆地看著眼前這名「曾經的第三者」。662Please respect copyright.PENANAQAeAWhNLmV
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與Raymond分手這麼久,我對他的感覺也近乎零。662Please respect copyright.PENANAmfPv8ulfi0
而在得知原來Laura是我們分手的導火線後。662Please respect copyright.PENANAuaONv2KOpX
我感覺到的,只要驚訝及難以置信。662Please respect copyright.PENANABymRwabvwo
要生氣,要恨她,我根本做不出來。662Please respect copyright.PENANAlG3JHmmFXi
此刻心中,也只是充斥著一種莫名其妙的感覺而且。。662Please respect copyright.PENANASOF0AIVUKG
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或許我與Raymond沒有分手的話,我們就會繼續成為眾人目光下的風雲人物。662Please respect copyright.PENANAlgGZJv5HB5
然而,我卻無法與一個人成為好朋友、無法與他一同參加話劇學會、無法與他一同溫習數學、無法與他一同渡過許多許多開心而珍貴的時光。662Please respect copyright.PENANA8IAnxAXT7B
而且到最後,我更無法喜歡上他,無法喜歡上……阿侑。662Please respect copyright.PENANAkBkwW50ogh
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然而,這時Laura也再說:662Please respect copyright.PENANAv2YV77Ri6F
「所以我希望你可以同Raymond復合,然後讓翻阿侑出嚟。」662Please respect copyright.PENANA3skZRgLsMk
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「你會選擇回到過去改變一切,還是繼續拓展未知的未來」662Please respect copyright.PENANAVdIf0qNzTP