第一二一章：畢業營(一)419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8EHRn8489
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「如果我做呢個選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7UEBvyiU1
「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw9JhKo9OM
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漫長的車程，無盡的風景。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gNZpTLGIz
車廂內充斥著吵鬧的雜談歡笑聲。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPICrhWJeA
然而只有我一人，默不作聲，臉向車窗托腮沉思起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY8Atgm5Xh
本來這趟畢業營之旅，應該是開開心心渡過才對。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGca5F3DDg
但是，有一件事，卻一直讓我耿耿於懷……419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf6IqIlyuR
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「Alvin，你放心啦！我實會幫你睇住Elaine架喎。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW4gK84xav
坐在我一旁的是Felix，現在我唯一能夠託付的人。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G3aNd6dz9
他與依玲一同被分配到第七組，可是那一組同時也存有Toby這人。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y5bKG7ZXG
自從與Toby多次接觸後，我的第六感都在跟我說，這人絕對會對我構成威脅。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXzmRiBY57
雖然在往年曾經歷過物理上的威脅以及輿論誣衊。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFPgKxRkGY
而目前為止，Toby甚至沒有對我做過任何事情。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UO6A6Lyn4
因為直覺告知我，這一次Toby不是撞著我而來，而是依玲。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzvmn36TZp
不過，我真的須要如此著緊嗎……419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoDmA3GVh0
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「其實我喺咪唔應該咁著緊？」我看著窗外的景色同時，問道了Felix。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc1V7eBYeS
Felix思考了一會後，便靠在椅背上說：「著緊一個人都喺件好事嘅，證明你真喺好關心呢個人。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuI3TaIYfm
「但喺我又唔喺佢邊個，點解連佢分個組都咁介懷？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfZJWWmBm1
在話後，我便扭過頭望向了他。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrRPsupvBx
但他只是微微地笑起來，然後說：「就喺因為你唔喺佢邊個，所以你先會好介意所有同佢接觸嘅人。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePm3SPiUzH
對於如此說法，我並沒有即時回應。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11z4ZUI8en
因此他都繼續把話接下去：「仲記唔記得中四，Dan同你關係差嗰陣？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gx2w0yYv3
「記得。」我點頭起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFr2gCPPms
「咁仲記唔記得點解嗰陣你會同Dan關係差？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPYDcF2yf6
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我轉過頭看著前方的椅背思考了一會。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxuGieCBkt
這時大腦也非常配合地把當時相關的畫面及記憶都逐一呈上。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjuCLCTLvc
隨即我也再扭過頭望向Felix並答：「因為嗰陣我見Dan同依玲好似好close咁……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6xRV8OZAY
而當我回答完的一瞬間，大腦似乎也突然靈機一動。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvGgpVUqqz
看來我得知了Felix這道問題的本意了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4eb3OeKBz
因為覺得重要，所以著緊。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4yf7dKyrj
因為著緊，所以才會害怕。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c5LIQkosF
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Felix只是默默地點頭，然後就再次靠在椅背上看著車廂頂：419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIeP5vufmo
「因為覺得重要先會著緊，不過……」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KlE9EamkQ
他把話說到一半就合上了嘴。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPczLCc5CzI
因此我便好奇地追問：「不過咩啊？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNHmCrr3ZK
「你似呷醋多啲。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuxhbKC1EG
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經過漫長而迂迴曲折的車程後，我們終於到達了西貢戶外訓練營。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjn82sCqgu
相比起其他班早已有人在車廂內暈車嘔吐。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ2Xv3oxDe
幸好有上一次長途跋涉前往馬鞍山的經驗加持，我們F班並沒有人因為長途車而感到不適。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQleJATcUlj
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在下車後，我們便先按照班別集合點人數。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDjkNDMw16
在過程中，我也無意中站到了依玲的一旁。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymhXwms2Ae
而她都很快就留意到了我的出現。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesYGduLabA
「點算好啊。」她噘著嘴說道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs46RpE83ME
「無點算架……起碼仲有Felix陪你啊嘛。」我語氣平淡地說道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFYShdGOVD
畢竟對於分組一事，我都無能為力。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6mTvlwDeQ
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她接著抬頭望向我，沒有說任何話，只是默默地凝視著我。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiBPBj7oyW
「做咩啦？」我隨即就問道。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjodQX94cii
「無嘢。」她搖一搖頭，然後就再次望向前方。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAqs0KkIOf
但片刻後，她又再一次望向我並問：「你真喺無嘢要同我講？」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C1VQ7X9iJ
我與她對上眼睛，沉默了一會後，就答：「無啊。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRggBkv1GIW
但其實是有的，只是我說不出口而已。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfCiRUDwxl
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而她聽到我的這回答後，只是點了數下頭，擺出了一副若有所思的樣子。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYYRi5oKgO
隨後又望向前方，並直至劉老師完成點名的一刻，都再沒有與我交談。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVR46jAm9T
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到後來，當畢業營的負責老師宣佈接下來大家須要按照組別集合時。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmcSV5QXqP
我便轉過身來望向了依玲：「第三日自由活動，我哋一齊去玩。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufkP0N7DK8
她立即有點驚訝地扭頭望向我。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxCzOyJovY
而我也隨即向她送上出了一個微笑。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLHXRZP5Na
「好。」她先是愣住了，但很快就一同微笑起來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSWxIsvx00
然後就與我擦身而過，往後方離去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wvWzTGM07
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此時，我也終於留意到原來在不遠處的Felix一直都在看著我倆。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4bBBnzLMw
於是我便慢步走到了他的身旁，並輕聲地說：「拜託你啦。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBcBURtjC5
「嗯，交比我啦。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG64MXHyCj
他輕輕力地拍一拍我的肩膊，接著就往剛才依玲的方向離去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHFz9Yk0I9
我轉過頭望向後方，已經在人群中看不到依玲的身影了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpG55ZAK6C
但是接著Zack與Laura也走到了我身旁。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gDEWqu7lD
我們三人稍為互望對方一眼，就往十四組的方向前去。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiMP5yGgay
屬於我們一眾中六生的畢業營，也在此刻正式開始。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzUBskLEBx
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而第一個迎來的活動，就是閃避球比賽。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4b33bCJDK
聲稱目的是希望透過遊玩加深組員之間的默契及進行熱身。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciKMuHEvRv
但值得注意的是，聽說這次比賽的輸贏將會影響今天晚上的燒烤環節。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUZWLINcCp
莫非冠軍隊伍能夠拿多一點食材？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSFCnGdAqm
或者是最後一名需要為其他組別生火？419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNdm4Ol8So
不過我們組別有兩位校隊強者在，應該不會輸太多局了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtzFtRSCqE
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但是誰都猜不到，我們十四組第一場賽事的對手，就是十一組。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDtagsiXz2
而十一組中，除了有Leo及Nick兩位來自我們班的強者外。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJnMqZfK4A
更有Venus在……419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoDJsEcfaq
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「著緊一個人不需要太多的理由，因為你，本身就已經是一個理由」
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