第一二七章：過去517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkAVm6462K
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我們分手的那一天……517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoY8ePvYUm
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEEZYHbUwe
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFssoiwXzD3
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMw17hM5bm
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR2Xru0kiZ
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPF7A5uhd4
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJVXbhiEsp
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbcmik1RsB
顯示的卻是單剔號。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzyGDTZCRc
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2XEO5zz1H
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YiUlyAQ1w
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgetIO4spN
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJctQ91jaM
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdblfkKZvcD
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0FuT9fEDT
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqGdHj4VtM
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1eY2eXUtq
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ5qav6C2W
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcmeBwLkbY
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoPUYKCNfL
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQbra3RJsa
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu5Jni9VJj
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo08ltOoaR
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ypeSt1qve
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9wLmia1qP
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDXDMr2EkO
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCwd57sQl9
這是回憶嗎？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzst48FkqG
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwg1B3Dmfz
又是回憶了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GUtfjrtFw
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0v9YwJLUF
怎樣都是回憶。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOvzwc1nbS
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SvmTFMZvo
不要再是回憶了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nZz03XAjH
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfw9z7DU8T
不要、不要、不要！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOtgVFlXjA
「我唔想離開你！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqQEtJ2RG4
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「夠啦！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr4W0uhSyP
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4il3jg800
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG73k9SarF
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5msZ3rL9I4
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCL2l0dHVZ
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5yWpIhiZ4
「咦？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaJxPEeHPl
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheuZ4pXBjH
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJCRtydB7a
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2POBew2UR6
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM84jmzPxQ9
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7VlsS674U
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1YS1odhSS
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rYYrwF0Ue
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyAp7NfmKv
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc11Whb4Iv
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8rAFuZJRF
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSAJOUKU1R
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU1kzuelXP
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcTDkf1Kye
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRNCaSw0A4
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsRrpJNETt
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aflAXjvuS
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdcNWM1JSq
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcY4GBrIrI
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOG5n9y3uz
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEkcs3c3cK
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4RRXMtS7X
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwp9vShN2f
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29tkzvZhVX
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEOlKvIBKI
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlanRBnRwKd
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55mSDDYlhi
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrTippaOAt
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS9vWiS2Cb
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcoqiVLn1Q
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ9U18o9WI
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVfmnwEu4q
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8FEHd3aKq
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp1MX483jF
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZr58USTg3
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtets9QlBLn
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnYMBEoufq
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJNs4PKKXG
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh1XfglSLA
不過，當然是沒有了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz0kDnjPZG
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89RaRk77iQ
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2x3oDW9ZT
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDEaav18hU
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR9KpoLISv
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8pTbGSZjA
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUoiVZJmJq
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSebReg8cpq
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx11QuPKGq
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5aiaTWvNr
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheWlW1JV41
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzZEtmRkIx
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4Lv2eejN7
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuCR429z0B
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5aJQiCuoi
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XL3NJUU7F
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kaeGgBNyN
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mvBPbWnaZ
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcc3Ayd2CZ
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBopO64vGM
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmnOiaH8MY
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHPHn4NJZI
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡameXm6JChb
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOYaaXqP9y
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jBIY85TPn
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlhUEtbFhT
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEwNbxnF2j
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