第一二七章：過去467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8PDuus3xQ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVpjoKeQh1
我們分手的那一天……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYbTFq0Bea
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEduFXWaDpJ
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl8Yxv2pRe
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9T7frQWLF
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRSQHkfIPP
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUwhLoF5MK
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DU59dX0Pq
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmFWtzhpgh
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFiwlgp925
顯示的卻是單剔號。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygLjIWGwov
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6kpu8j8eE
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNZdCej96c
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcccPDs4qIZ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvICfUMkTa
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwvGpsssTj
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaSVSGTjRG
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YLoXaECQJ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeASs1VkFM
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiVS2B6Lx4
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOQZBxhpEy
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCCJon2SGi
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXH414HZRS
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvOIC5FQ5v
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH8LgMsM2A
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0hXWS8VgL
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtHdhcltCo
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUrXsL7O2G
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyr5cx4rnb
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUYgvdKwiq
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOuymgYPVi
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojoY4cuCSN
這是回憶嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrDJ8Hhgie
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAvdCNQCgH
又是回憶了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLPDL0eUM2
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa1rvnjgMu
怎樣都是回憶。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFOUa3gTiP
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn98ochlaH8
不要再是回憶了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojRpc0q6Oe
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA75ivWs5ls
不要、不要、不要！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiCh1J4NTy
「我唔想離開你！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQkbWsvw4i
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCKdikxp3e
「夠啦！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqirA6qWgJ
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvADFk6mM8o
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjXB8YlITR
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMszCv1xbD
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GARUrcx4g
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9lvp25VwE
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8sBEdIejZ
「咦？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYgIkNnaDs
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBIjly2n88
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxn67BR3tI
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp21RX9Ise
我轉過身，來到了床邊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnoyopWXQL
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzXAkUNLkJ
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVKz0PCgFW
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAIEh3osSG
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulewKyDMYZ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHFbd2RGF7
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZBHvwy4uS
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jkiWYlgsk
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsgAsNQwnX
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aBKDuNi9B
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIeKpxusnl
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3bHytXhcu
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEXR4pOUim
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiIoJDcmWS
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUZWKDcMwN
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw8xSFNbmU
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi42lHkKDEt
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVza80G82oS
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYlhK9blrZ
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06t5hd1JkX
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqqGVjUcRG
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tlXgVN5vV
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIC94BH2hG
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JJge2nPwm
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HX2NbXV7c
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv58ipwDWXp
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuL4inWlwd
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhpLKbvekg
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohHmNHBmKq
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8wgrETRns
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan4j2vlv8R
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYtb08mybW
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZv4gmO8dO
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ97dgCGr6T
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ZMz3sjsP
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNZ3dvIIw3
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYI92yMaf5
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtglwSS1DH9
不過，當然是沒有了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lQGWpIN2G
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1kQN9I0jP
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU5bB32A06
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOPVXuVsHh
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BBRqQoGDe
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQzWtJWijs
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAwOkZTiV0
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCuZTQ3I1m
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekRfEuirNw
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkCuR0hNgV
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVICPDrktW
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSRUNqiUJQ
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDlpZKnd9O
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1z5TVkfB2
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpUH36ia9V
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE18JOALHgZ
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D9aX8uC9b
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbJA2v0Nka
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiCwbriqzW
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNghRrr0UX8
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOTN5aTpJS
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfnTYvhzrb
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpYHVl1W5v
------------------------------------- 467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxD0x2DdHu
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ277BNTOTtf
「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXSPTdnCOD
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7dC8Bunic
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiL6hHMtW6
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTD2LnZkBl
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f31Edbk7G
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFqiU5Pv7f
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk5GSiZ11L
Penana
search
登入arrow_drop_down
註冊arrow_drop_down
