第一二七章：過去486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLV1HL8HwB
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我們分手的那一天……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER5J4f2VQE
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61AxS91fuw
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhf0TXZzXz
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyopcp9zKrq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxKQeHxm0y
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEObbkE6tb
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNQ72Vwajq
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LZf6bBYm0
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2zqKmwOzS
顯示的卻是單剔號。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUEArGE7aa
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2uYNWYpBy
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGjqifehLA
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS516PaOoxL
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisORUUH3qs
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzi523qIUI
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe5t65SCIj
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE43KBcehb4
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zMlnMco4u
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqxNqiPahn
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTvwgXWftv
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxp8wn7tbB
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg0jDu4FdP
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab2iwo9CKq
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gw8a7vEgd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIIGNFDLK5
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX8mr19exN
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJzFlgNsio
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFLV3B1ItA
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDGr9p2p3P
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxCgi2BxlL
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTuEu5c7kx
這是回憶嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3mDNZ6bzQ
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEYbSnOqvB
又是回憶了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAw6o3aIx2
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBImW2nw8IN
怎樣都是回憶。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyHq6ENAz0
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS16ismUxGN
不要再是回憶了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZHwKoBliO
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ssKpDzUsv
不要、不要、不要！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVMe34L5MR
「我唔想離開你！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEhca9XIa2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGwG4QzFE9
「夠啦！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC3jG3JP5Q
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACtI220FSA
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ749KBja0xv
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwdqCmCeVa
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGERw3l2WS
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4kmSyUfq5
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD1pfMpFzF
「咦？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9PpxTxHab
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9kPdGbpgn
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR2oab2EVC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdSTOtn167
我轉過身，來到了床邊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmHDAhfzOG
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn80dDa0PB
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh2s6JgklR
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSekoxy8dG
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2TzNQEW8l
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgDlhqKvvA
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YcYcPnzkQ
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLvJ05XjSe
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7duGU1IoOH
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2rmudNTyF
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhjXRWTpBB
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXbeKH9GQm
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXY6oK1UJx
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4GDPkTeVd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBilSAMfGXv
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJPcXW5sQ0
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkX1x18SJK
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw0LhQoOud
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbrkXqWNrH
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3zY26NxZE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL0gc5hq9h
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7UYpyg8KN
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnf0iIT8aw
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfdIDpZqm6
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8wFrh8WRi
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kAVqPPQnf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCZcen1OA8
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf0n20rLm3
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd1Rd5cSiC
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdpw7sgt8s
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk2qe7SkBd
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0KbJ6EOq9
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3fP2HErqq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUqvaGx4Tl
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFI45sAEAu
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzrdvhIYwh
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPCEcc5pxM
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0Q5Wv1JaH
不過，當然是沒有了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegp5NFAsPs
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllIA2hA2PJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZYgen1Iv9
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuYekBHkAa
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUWtO4YCe8
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjRT62jRpn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXlAdg67M6
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BepGzpCy0
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Xxfk9aXaP
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2ZzKoxRkX
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQghbbzgsh
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdpaHIyAsy
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoquYWGDKP
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKSaNPinT2
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtG7NENDNa
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXcEFTxBCk
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrss3gzEG13
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyfzpRdshE
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUInBxvvyU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRpX1St04C
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RdFjdsszn
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXseT8qzSTQ
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcqPuKtgXU
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486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8cioq4vgI
「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBzaKej8wq
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aKr65TYSf
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUuAWuMuXa
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAJocCsJ04
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHaitExHUb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3BGOQGrf2
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mQ6r6NPhl
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