第一二九章：畢業營(八)482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVSdJBcyJ5
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMOKb7pxeV
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1oJD2Riym
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ9UYYKRJK
這種感覺，真的很古怪。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpYyHmv3KZ
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFj0eVXrd9
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgmaKywc3B
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9skmu68nil
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8WvrkDgoz
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXIqPRsVHG
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumVOebTVfz
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaoMd4ZVUX
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6nd0KaRyv
「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT7SJZKNm0
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb1Eo4aWx8
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPpSLVIMIk
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9ngOAcLW0
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iXR5GFNsL
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocxxT3c0gI
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH3vUoxOc8
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qvYOxD9jT
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHYor9v32A
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMxshNZ7Rq
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOcp7MQjMu
果不其然她也出現了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4gpEiJDhP
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVwT5Vg0TU
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjZvfYlv14
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6KF73dB1Y
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaJJvg1vBV
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThmOxhU5pZ
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ910GcPCNoc
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS406E4mbLt
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL4pqmjqOb
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fQkVr7eoP
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNtoiQ67s1
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuuqRsCZu0
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fjXlxu1Og
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAZ4fcARJp
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZF80xHWut
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3poBjFLm8
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJXBC57PI8
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4bxKIGBfJ
「我……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8hzWWgdQX
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigdTVLn3B0
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgn3XpbiYy
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hsVThl3T0
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiauZWKI8C
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIwOdp88HI
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW50abs9rTm
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD9UhxXIBm
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW9EUtSqae
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsQAUSU5aw
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNahOCq2Aid
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE02HxqWH0p
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiuP9oAQk0
就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUuPgQQJR2
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWg1zT4MZR
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUmvaYwWWm
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFyiwUINHH
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78UwAgLk7v
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtwUXyafjX
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQVBFvcGkB
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYta74ptE6Q
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Trv44Sgc9
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tZcXdbZc5
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGQojKwIgD
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pMdwKaG5b
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTuS4Kg3xc
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「呱—呱—」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD0MaHZ80O
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM6bx2BXyL
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNJcY4wMVn
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhsIo5WVOk
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO5iGS4c8M
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZbNwJU0ba
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAoJtCDvCk
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh9GLktHIL
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O42aD7x3b
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtSFpIvtQe
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBmsvCWlXD
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzRU078oBO
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhIY9k43QO
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9UIPryqF8
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UzXOKYlk0
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0KPAGChdr
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3pFIoBeiQ
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjPQv2htFT
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewP1YB5gRY
「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzKuafeQKv
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zlxBm1mxM
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHZ3vNtsPm
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLzVdFONdk
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QpKQVThqs
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYtHt9Gtmt
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltQFrgEHkC
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpwPNFqBcM
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz5AP4geGw
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CjdLMaTW5
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz9Aq8VjhL
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjdeMnxAl3
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDmXATPk0S
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk1VLDmpy7
而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gHnVGTfvG
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmNfbqyMtX
然後就張開眼，並說：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZj2R2B3ML
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEKWJp5rsq
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsprcgCDnY
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