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「你諗清楚啲？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliSON9j9U5
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49GXwtkQTB
這個畫面似曾相識的……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0rDtFP3rC
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2GZmuEsyf
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKsSN1NF2m
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgHsdmbGdQ
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfUTQKDyCg
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIVf1MzOTZ
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBmO4ibq5P
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R2t20wSwz
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw1NadP7D8
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LWbyNEhkK
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBrQTcVMLS
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPAWChsORs
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMWGx1JKJX
「唔、知、啊！！！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWmczAgWy4
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGyl6Ew0sw
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbAnMw57nC
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMUhxZxTpP
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrXryIGNYs
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDPqXvoM8C
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HCDjWmXv7
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf9OqZmK6k
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pc64xyYQO
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YpJBsUl7D
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBOa1l67tJ
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdgNg7Juod
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzsCeUMSnx
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP2skon5gY
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRbt5S7uXP
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY3xvnMqaQ
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ldbeFz4Nc
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhJwPQn19u
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PZCkgSvAh
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAfrcjq0Xd
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq4EaznP1G
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKNtbemry7
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyKuKFA3iS
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXNKadG3J0
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8M0lyedXr
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRpEBxoebC
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhMZTALF51
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiI96VUGci
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU4GH10uW6
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0l6NKKT0f
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88bQGFgV1Y
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsIiqTi5Ep
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA86lmHixF
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8KHFlRV8N
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeywav0zTm
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZa9uRLv6H
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb7ezuBmaO
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoDD6cM9MC
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTLMxwiAiz
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx8TfhsZFN
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3KybwoZhK
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DDUl7PSPd
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkATVuPE1za
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiUio1HRtc
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xP2ZBp19X
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnoiQDQQvO
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDILxeA8sj
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2esFOB19l
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ4UJWQ7OL
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tw6dR429o
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc390EcfWB
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkoeyCVF51
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0dnH553k6
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7FprR9HUO
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi2uGWAPsq
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8zga4uQwj
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlQx1etH1b
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi06XMSEF4N
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdeJI9PZza
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTiquAamyo
「快啲教我點做。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1hbQF5sum
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXC4jq938T
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidFYUkJVXa
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9BhUDaIOQ
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr5E309SFt
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTmIXYpf25
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGE6x7wWuv
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H7GvBLH8X
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdY4Os8MT2
「欸！？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkr6v9nPuc
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVPCfdu7tr
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDSc7xDEvw
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dvcEOKeBI
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1oUd3qPns
看來我還不夠成熟呢……440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlDP6gwEOy
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZakEcOU3UB
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLlCGVqhqD
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdqdWH2IV1
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX7bQAq2bM
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM89ABn2uX
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTX1UvUgVo
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81KYOGPNNU
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkbox87DQa
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtdfkQi7W8
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidfJSctz3n
還有六人。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj6cRbLBZx
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「成長、成熟」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDftB06wvlL
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作者的話：440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcOeffJZ5a
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW6f7ogEgW
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