第三十七章:問與答761Please respect copyright.PENANAYsnwzJVjYY
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」761Please respect copyright.PENANAXvQUGCz4St
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。761Please respect copyright.PENANA7jPddE9lkB
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:761Please respect copyright.PENANAvqHP4yOd5E
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」761Please respect copyright.PENANA1kF2DGaZoo
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。761Please respect copyright.PENANAjQI2xz6cIa
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「做咩啦?心情差?」761Please respect copyright.PENANAb0stQsqRxG
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。761Please respect copyright.PENANAfNb1n5AtaV
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。761Please respect copyright.PENANACYImpllCn5
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。761Please respect copyright.PENANAXU2FDCFOEo
避免令她感到更煩躁。761Please respect copyright.PENANAnKl4B0HkH2
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。761Please respect copyright.PENANAtQURzr83P5
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。761Please respect copyright.PENANAeIN68nFgCi
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……761Please respect copyright.PENANAPbMch3Bw4L
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。761Please respect copyright.PENANApzrrQSbn52
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……761Please respect copyright.PENANAhJMRZhQyCu
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「喂!Alvin!」761Please respect copyright.PENANA8Z0a7Qb15u
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。761Please respect copyright.PENANAqT5nYafjj4
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。761Please respect copyright.PENANA38yp386hOS
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。761Please respect copyright.PENANAkGJQar7ymf
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。761Please respect copyright.PENANAwhJJx88vF6
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」761Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ4OTReI4Y
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。761Please respect copyright.PENANAlCUaj1bWBJ
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。761Please respect copyright.PENANAPLmzFyvu6Q
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。761Please respect copyright.PENANAvYLjNy90q1
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。761Please respect copyright.PENANA0rMXPa81bg
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。761Please respect copyright.PENANAoRf94A0AXg
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」761Please respect copyright.PENANADejuE5Sbce
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。761Please respect copyright.PENANA7kjzk2zmtS
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。761Please respect copyright.PENANArPsXaztFat
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……761Please respect copyright.PENANA8G7qSHn6UE
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。761Please respect copyright.PENANA4po7I7wl93
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。761Please respect copyright.PENANAi182yVHLdq
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」761Please respect copyright.PENANAv4idzLqXah
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。761Please respect copyright.PENANAyn6VidqdKF
但我沒有回應她。761Please respect copyright.PENANAUgKvMWhKov
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」761Please respect copyright.PENANAYuOkKuhAVQ
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。761Please respect copyright.PENANAfw13goTFqq
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」761Please respect copyright.PENANA4pf4KfiAgv
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。761Please respect copyright.PENANAYOHp221rzj
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:761Please respect copyright.PENANAyS2dl2MKUm
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」761Please respect copyright.PENANAO0rWErrtUl
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。761Please respect copyright.PENANABbHzKHTjiy
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……761Please respect copyright.PENANANaR6Rj12C5
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。761Please respect copyright.PENANAhluwUDJtJo
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。761Please respect copyright.PENANACRQZXfdG3g
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」761Please respect copyright.PENANAubrvSlgS4e
她思考了一會後再說。761Please respect copyright.PENANA7W6fFsKCgQ
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「如果啲咩先?」761Please respect copyright.PENANAV5Z0ddSxd5
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。761Please respect copyright.PENANAzWqJwnN8SW
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」761Please respect copyright.PENANAMeVe1vgZQZ
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。761Please respect copyright.PENANANqr5YiRZSM
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。761Please respect copyright.PENANAiaJ6u0ajOY
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……761Please respect copyright.PENANAH9HFQQKszz
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」761Please respect copyright.PENANAUx2ykF5qZx
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。761Please respect copyright.PENANA0aOXtScyS3
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。761Please respect copyright.PENANAnMBAuDAVap
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。761Please respect copyright.PENANAFNkJWgKxhc
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……761Please respect copyright.PENANAjdQrReCvFH
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。761Please respect copyright.PENANA7o2KLDNgVF
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……761Please respect copyright.PENANA2AqgonRSWF
所以我都不能確實回答。761Please respect copyright.PENANAUVpQq2cjDv
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。761Please respect copyright.PENANAF4MRe4goQv
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」761Please respect copyright.PENANA357aD1v7Vq
我直接與她說。761Please respect copyright.PENANAjca7K5OvX4
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。761Please respect copyright.PENANAaq8WvQn5JF
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……761Please respect copyright.PENANAAz714GrhRb
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」761Please respect copyright.PENANA6FU4EbdoSK
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。761Please respect copyright.PENANAo0o5qmCJ4C
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……761Please respect copyright.PENANARSwQuvwPdp
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。761Please respect copyright.PENANACOKHx1hpUH
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」761Please respect copyright.PENANAkaxU3Gpyrv
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。761Please respect copyright.PENANAPtb4pzJP9r
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而我正在換衣的時候……761Please respect copyright.PENANA6VdGSxakYq
「鈴—鈴—」761Please respect copyright.PENANA5GSq12UfII
突然手機鈴聲響起了。761Please respect copyright.PENANAz0JoCUBSBY
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。761Please respect copyright.PENANAVO0ynmKQ3U
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。761Please respect copyright.PENANAyE2z02u5Yx
我二話不說就接聽了。761Please respect copyright.PENANAZQc6A9ddyd
「喂?依玲?」761Please respect copyright.PENANA5MUdKt75lG
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。761Please respect copyright.PENANAy0DvPivu1g
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。761Please respect copyright.PENANAqK1Px46lK9
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。761Please respect copyright.PENANAIlUTRbm8qm
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。761Please respect copyright.PENANAI61WQhexKX
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」761Please respect copyright.PENANA8KLp67Ohg1
她向我道歉起來。761Please respect copyright.PENANAC1ECaBg1XN
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」761Please respect copyright.PENANA7rZo2MvBaN
我希望她不要太過介意。761Please respect copyright.PENANAerenRrB3Eq
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……761Please respect copyright.PENANAGqFHUNqqm0
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。761Please respect copyright.PENANA7f3m5lU9Gp
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……761Please respect copyright.PENANACaWI64eY1v
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。761Please respect copyright.PENANAx9t1PmUI8a
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……761Please respect copyright.PENANAychGAsXb6o
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」761Please respect copyright.PENANAtuaR9Q3iFm
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。761Please respect copyright.PENANAge3Elg7eeI
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」761Please respect copyright.PENANAWT3NMCCaQ0
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。761Please respect copyright.PENANAri8AmA1HHM
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「原來喺咁……」她說。761Please respect copyright.PENANA8VTXJY4ZLO
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。761Please respect copyright.PENANAOq2YYiJKw6
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」761Please respect copyright.PENANAPOs14U9Mlo
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……761Please respect copyright.PENANACjlQJ8yCUn
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?761Please respect copyright.PENANAEMErl7oWDa
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」761Please respect copyright.PENANAqFUm6HOYnk