第五十九章：重新開始719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZGVTfFy9K
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在回憶中，中三那年的五月。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4pRClCsUz
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後，便在前往車站的道路上走著。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xY10w4xFg
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yNmbto4BQ
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO20mwizEoJ
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3Wse2sA14
「Alvin啊，如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁，十年後先再相遇翻？」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsscFWIx86
她突然在我身旁問道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNEtgUtQos
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU0CoQmkyo
但當時的我，並沒有想太多。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAL562TuRG
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說：719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzW37daskY
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacu8eKft4b
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HVLIlMnsd
當時的我，這樣想著是正確的。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTMhGmS6xI
那會有情侶在交往著的時候，就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPNpODiuTh
中學生談戀愛，雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠，不會過份考慮到將來的事。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbndMruwyf
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk5yN5VRmo
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半，但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AE0caLhPY
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvv7r3Zl0q
「傻，我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊！」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CZvo50wA1
看來是害怕我想多了。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUVHvvpbdQ
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQumpLfdsD
「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例，男主角因為要去打仗，而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返，佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人，所以先決定同女主角分手。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ4D5X4uJd
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGZldP5E0f
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IJAs9nPUA
「但其實女主角都一廂情願，即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行，自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypuyUWZNvJ
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b2UB67Egk
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下，先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻，但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXope7S14ij
我說著的同時，又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCsWP7fet6
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqL7nyoeZs
「所以呢，如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通！唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦，哈哈。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PHLCQ7OdX
她笑著說，然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRc3PJLMff
「哇，差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後，又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ1aEOJqSA
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90jKkM0t6V
接著，我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN36n6hrSjm
當時我們所說的內容，我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsrvMgsjeo
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEhCQCfGcY
但沒有想到，我們在兩個月後真的分手了。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qT5a9VHsI
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的，不過我們是男女角色對調。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorHVxe9Nqm
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學，而沒有信心與我維持關係。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmL0R0bsv9
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vg5uqDUKZ
但最終，我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx8MoTaBgd
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGap2kTkuaq
直到現在，我與她再一次相遇……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx2vjuuyRG
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「何鵬侑，其實你對我仲有無感覺？」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ09hM1Upj
在路燈的照射下，Mandy看著我問道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9MviK2jef
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpBJ19HuHH
這一個問題，在中四時，都有不少知情的人問過我。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3uPOZyZ5i
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH5mIiEln7
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案，但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRs5LvNwv1
直到這一刻，由她本人親自問道……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGtIL80GaB
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zSS3K50sx
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovOSDQCRGg
「你要我老實答嘅話，喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PCLgdJ0py
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzXgJZVih8
接著，她就深呼吸了一下後說：「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIKUFYFjKz
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAtkcQTdG5
「原先都無乜架啦，但同你相遇翻之後，個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLjikpHJWd
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhOYnt2z00
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMCvljTDg6
「問題就喺呢到啦！」她突然說道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ohgO1dnOo
「問題？」我問道她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0H8wxiLr0
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ670JMSQEKz
「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友，所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年，但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeHciROVQO
她說完後，就轉身背向著我。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFs6zltrvL
但聽完她所說的話，我反而感到有點疑惑起來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qr4Wa4cTZ
於是我都再問道：「你咁樣講，好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9JNtfG2Gu
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmwJ4gnKMA
她繼續背向著我，使我都看不到她任何的表情。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCsFkYLuQH
「我……放低咗架啦！」她說道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdI2eWOZhv
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ7tkxwAbg
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtw3d9nhic
「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniA9ZIyYST
雖然失望，但對她來說或許是一件好事。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa8x8NZ4Ku
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJR7UcWmel
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9qAtGoHqF
「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9RT8lBEdo
她終於轉過身來，但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gE9pchvTi
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓，而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mGTbyoxA3
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHw14VQ7m4
「身份嘅問題？」我又問道她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rozGNqECu
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53aj9qZKcc
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友，所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂，然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlftt2VCQt
她又回答著我，貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kvRVOrItG
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RCxBwLfXI
但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4iKxYci80
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時，就自己開口繼續說：719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucC5x0kpWE
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoqd3vPvfJ
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5HKegHUE9
「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友，好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFKowW4U6a
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句，就是「做回朋友」。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSfwL8SBG0
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHEz1CO1iW
「咁唔好咩？你又可以放低我，而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5UrYKCZ1w
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0xVDlKP4t
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNVYrcsL4W
問著我的心，其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJhMvAldMX
一方面，我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了，是時候應該要繼續向前行。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf9nZ8nes5
但另一方面，知道她已經把對我的感情都放下，我反而有一點難受起來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ999bfK2NcT
我發現，原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsB4JV1nzt
在我還掛念她的時候，原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVRZBY3p2v
看來，我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxthicTW0p
而接下來，將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nLZqU1irq
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUIDwDv78M
「好啦，我哋做翻朋友啦咁！由今日起，我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh5onPtyv0
雖然在說的時候，內心還是有一點難受。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMtd4DrayC
但或許，這對我來說，對她來說，甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBcyAW00tm
是最好的結局及開始。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanuws6MehU
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lXAqgeS1D
接著，在我說完後，Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我，然後開始說：719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuykrqvAbU9
「好啦……時間唔早啦，你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦，我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX9sto959d
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別，就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7qxD1LBNp
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRsIQNtELf
這時候，路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4PsYMKbIi
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMx4W2r0BU
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTkmXbM2cx
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BFB1cIF4Q
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCGvsbK1AE
「有多少人會真的願意選擇，由零再從頭來一次」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeoGOGKyLd
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ0iMB4zBv
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作者閒聊：為慶祝紙言點擊過萬，緊貼將會是59.5章。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S669WqoOe
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