第九十三章：執著565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zH5O6thEO
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o7hLVWhAI
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGi6EwLTJ5
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOor9luKsa
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8phrn9QnCY
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMFTkJsvb6
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9UlBNPORZ
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR0j3Pyb6x
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuekD7tXLcn
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxslBu4jGLz
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyedZnPfP3V
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4xtYhqw5I
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5WXTuDDl4
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOA8rfNVAs
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt2f5kNq1w
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1yFgN9mIO
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d1izkxRYT
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXnC1LIDLZ
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlPPASus7f
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4Y4xZS9Mp
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPS512XD4i
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmkQqRpEQd
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNys0ylusDR
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkzNqpDZFY
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfXeXxSl5n
「我……記得。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW3sNaDwrv
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMC522knne
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWTRvTBf5u
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnKqX3UDCs
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAZAfyU2Ya
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXwmeTdfWj
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCEXLB1R2X
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WeygHpg18
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLnNS0Q2Zl
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdt50zGT7Z
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9f5ys0eic
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiruP8i87B
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vfglmrAGY
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uZ0VD5fjh
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnJiS0Sk5E
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXxco6mVGG
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB21OYzulV
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5CY8VmG0s
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbd3fdC474
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylQUIwz6jX
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaCrNJ84uc
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7t7j2YRwR
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSglmuQ9HIf
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEA95DuWyt
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitnIF3pnNv
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdR0KbbSJ9
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TPvBIbV9i
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXAOkMp2EC
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCPfRn3InE
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN6XzTp1qq
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZEpLLGuff
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8kCmHp4DM
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPJCPJZgMF
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH8EjBeeif
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiZ4cmVSTD
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldAw6eD9B5
接下來，來到了更衣室後。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfSSJAJRfs
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLvJcOwvLc
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZDyfQbyba
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9JwgFjhA4
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOZ0gJ3ymo
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaqvigEg3V
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYqggI44Cc
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIGaV2V866
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoLgPP6EoO
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9Xt9SQFm3
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWKMnWXtl2
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIxNzqlVM0
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4LWM8PaNG
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eoVPUDiRM
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE19WsAvIM
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu849DtXgPJ
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTn8nWxpA2
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VKcpDMT51
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkY3ZwbCuQ
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8ewQhrlRk
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMvBOvvD3V
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEBeBQNOIX
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhf5H4Ed23
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Nmi9igvW
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o0NPTETTn
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjIPdgQK3y
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ8dWsfJFc
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kwiMpfsuJ
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKfOGPCd7v
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwmUfIQi3c
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0NFph9Xtm
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPGNiJFXLc
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1RnaNprxZ
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp23rcQSMIg
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuPrhbccNb
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGH5uEfaxb
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCxsuHsbU3
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN0ljxYiHU
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1F1GUzqG6
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH81higWYNO
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9YHLW2PEt
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnDb2CUVFI
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRMKicTKqQ
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXaL31mLLv
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKx5S6Wz0h
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfrC5Q43BW
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCNmYhHy74
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IglM9RNQv
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNVNhmVZKl
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyHf1HPFrb
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQMqYPTO2y
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzkNnZSjZ9
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDLq9so32v
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGpmoREFQT
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDW2hSDBhE
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wdN0dPAbn
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFQgqsHN7b
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