第一二九章：畢業營(八)492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HebBuRvPt
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk4WjvhY2O
眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAC2gEuy4h
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO6ceN9dVK
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFtQBOKoEz
這種感覺，真的很古怪。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE36nVVothq
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2VCzaat4G
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLCOmiZShI
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqZKlBoFCF
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PEygSVfsn
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj9VcWe1rH
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzceXDyNqsv
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzguBRgL64p
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3JtjybaXn
「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz1to94FcO
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLZc0EwM2K
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcGNhSna4Q
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCdmnQLJ8I
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2R5Whbso5
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSGZVuuaiy
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7V5APteee
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCigdZu1WB
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0OSj1ffxN
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMQELRhGjW
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt4mQr5ENC
果不其然她也出現了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpBapN54Ry
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b4g1u9yj7
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgsnxk4wBM
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXwVQGdcYj
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkrSffx7Vy
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IBHLwY2R2
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMzqVI1IXx
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLQTsaGYQo
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u9eLZbGWi
時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvter14Txp2
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyXxPRZQjy
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y4TopWb0T
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm5hnh05FP
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVf3kJTaI5
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHnfzkutLe
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ766q0YcbAn
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws8B9mHPW9
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYPDTor8pq
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktZjgAe0fA
「我……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmcIi8OLS2
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREegztDaXl
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5efGLMhst
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivFbRO0Baw
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1wzvcFSBa
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9MUoUoR7Y
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdORJ2B4xwo
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDRHMIIeU2
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyp9jvryNH
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFQT0tqG1n
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixGFhjXeAI
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3aewdCTJE
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOozTntgCv
就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW5Xgy6fIB
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YD4U9wohu
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzboYq2KXgQ
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eLZlJumbH
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6CsgVEDyd
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0RGOe2jZg
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQazu7Lvw6
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdCFp8EOko
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4pBr2CwEf
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM51rjI07rE
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡervbTw5cAH
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7hyXuCDzO
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqakNpFmIbT
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrYNDzN29Z
「呱—呱—」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepamDrHg94
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaIzfcdYrs
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf8QzULqGb
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gnuMLKEah
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLofk8guo6
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo49fgvNtk2
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw3BcSxbZD
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj9vjmMKlz
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0aH9SxESG
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz9sbNtYTc
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgzkmlJhXm
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b4YMfaUjb
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C16MxA9C1
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxAPkMsejR
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHHjHIKMkF
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx8GOG8r3o
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw4mqebTOp
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi9d4GyGAz
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs57PMVGW1T
「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gy7oXDYt0
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RckvA1gIS
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYseXm30Pya
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcdpoLTKgB
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3OocrzWHy
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdF7ddCkoO
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzGA1mxo6z
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMxdIhtahc
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2dVIhOSim
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wmfqpOElX
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A04ij25Ze
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyghCIiZev
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYPKOPkjIl
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfUZUXWewV
而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli3XaescLm
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufTGeqraNl
然後就張開眼，並說：492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzApzPlA5l
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUGoP3UdhU
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IPBNG9QOk
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjhdQBGs22
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDieBf8kfT2
「讓自己停滯不前的，是過去、現在、還是未來呢」
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