第三十七章：問與答720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfU2KNCaun
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急，然後又要我打比你啊？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamRxfUHH24
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymSCi7tQKb
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoALlxhpfZh
她剛回來並放下了自己的背句，然後就轉身向我說道：720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRUsQYRLEq
「無啊，琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpdDJD51pS
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6idQAOKQP0
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fnd0wUqhG
「做咩啦？心情差？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqctlW4yFlm
我察覺到她的不妥，於是再追問。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtBZ58zq7F
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNRCGBS2xb
「無嘢就無嘢啦！」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vmaMMWfyz
我看見她這樣，都沒有再追問下去。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7c5K7Lo4d
避免令她感到更煩躁。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCky4n08WC4
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyB336w1wm
然後依玲都很快就轉回身，開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課，並放到了桌上。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyE7fHrrE5
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差，只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uLCXCVuys
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqYJH3Ub89
然而接下來的一整天，我與她都很少有交談，今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbk6tM3knY
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yNzIi1JTa
直到放學時，我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣，比其他選修科更早下課。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9gcBcU7An
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr683nLQdaD
我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf6npY52Qz
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYcbDDGlUy
「喂！Alvin！」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VqcwnnmzL
我立即轉向後方，發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkfIv8v0E0
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKLkEWhSaM
「等埋我一齊行啦！」Rita說道。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjAWAtGiwc
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WJwd4YZWL
我站在了原地，等待著她走到與我同一級上。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXaeN9bIDI
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f0FOvnPoU
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayUOly5AYc
「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後，我哋一齊行翻課室。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfqwV1Worr
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEDPDXqImQ
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlHbmdgRb9
因為以往生物科下課後，我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMIXaEN7sF
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談，而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gdozWZOoj
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrq3puVTCY
「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架，今日做咩得自己一個？」我問道她。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KO5j6TEpk
而June是以前我與Rita初中時，同班的其中一個同學。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItOaRPFzGy
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uZe9Zma9Q
「June佢有嘢想問老師，所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HwRTYZPof
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯，然後抬頭看著我問道。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyzUxy8cJs
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0RfMdv34j
「你又知我有心事？」我直接回答她。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhdVUKj3VH
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVoYlrH5IH
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMUQdryHRq
「咪傻啦你！我哋第四年同班架啦！一早睇穿哂你啦！」她笑著說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVHq9KrfcI
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8zEGSEb9O
「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊？」我反問她。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TMDYC081Y
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCNSOdrelU
「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地，所以連帶到你都心情差啊？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9SsfhkcQb
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCC99tLHQr
但我沒有回應她。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJauwefYgxI
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSSImfDmpt
「唔講嘢！姐喺係啦！」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibOefIczHC
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5wb4FtkC7
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R8WIx8bvO
她再繼續說道，並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBTCvpzAR4
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3JUK2caqG
我看見她的語氣變了，於是便開口問道：720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vKO7AxW0J
「問咩啊？問到語氣都變哂嘅？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6xbMuY5Op
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5QmFslLGv
「其實你放低咗Mandy未？」她看著我說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXUdu54brT
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUXoIV9YjQ
在這一剎那，如同空氣都靜止了一樣。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodaFhE7u5u
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwO3dZSebp
「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUDc2Uf8wN
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0DqlONu2T
「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊！」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sKQ9UnZba
她思考了一會後再說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNeC6aW2Ki
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAiPkcDd2c
「如果啲咩先？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx2dV7gA55
我發現她沒有把話說下去，於是便問道。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVCAfSW7U1
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFN4R6o5OT
「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHZ15veWxe
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrvH3ife3p
使得我嚇一嚇，並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDS9BdKbxs
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi7IrE1Qf9
確認沒有人後，我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUdrDEljRd
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦！咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2bkrqqzRw
我笑著說，但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDDIWzJFGq
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmXK1PkRMk
始終在與Mandy分後，經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FMBdZojQL
直到升上中四後，前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrWS7wMdZh
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JrTe7l2Pa
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶，斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGgt3plnUs
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIuIasvCp3
所以我都不能確實回答。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocvHh4kdYm
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCglwGX3hk
「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案，似乎有些保留。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1dmRJhBAo
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Lwgb7A84s
「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛，就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架！」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANRcARvuOS
我直接與她說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYPAw5upgg
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFPuV9rFBk
始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ5VvRmZ1e
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGsOogg4ut
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxM3eLZACK
「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWi4hQMcln
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上，於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AzaXw1Gv2
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjsL6y5urj
而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話，只是點一點頭後，就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjMNJxpLjc
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回到家後，我立即躺在自己的床上。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeLeVQvV6R
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI078UWFNxY
「未換衫就攤上床？！快啲換翻屋企衫先！」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBF59lq14F
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後，就命令我立即去替換衣服。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO758Ag11yO
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFjRZn9Y81
而我正在換衣的時候……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySeFuTbTrw
「鈴—鈴—」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbgPSuE7o9
突然手機鈴聲響起了。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u0yDfbfry
於我便快速地更換好衣服，並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6khMuwe5ql
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII63qN5RxO
當我一拿起手機，發現是依玲的來電。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV09VEb7Wo
我二話不說就接聽了。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppuZ8pYtsv
「喂？依玲？」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUsAg3zWHZ
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ012FkGpkza
「喂？阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊？」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0gyTmPhtX
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCZ1YAAszt
「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpBJIuPGvf
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEeY5CIeak
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKRhRO45ho
「做咩突然打比我啊？」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmqUC8VBpx
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁，所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJnMK0Wf98
她向我道歉起來。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClmR7PzY2d
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEj69cwyz4
「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling，同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事！放心！」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3pNx6hSpq
我希望她不要太過介意。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3GhLjl6IH
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtynGRUX6Oj
但當我說完後，她立即沒有回應我，反而是沉默了一會……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuXF9UgjsW
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQwKDt1N3d
「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊？」她突然問道我。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOufxH4TaKI
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNnV9ndPNz
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiviB8SXjtz
「唔喺啊，我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD13SuV56Q
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm8MvlLzla
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OwNZ7vXlK
「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3ETp0RF7k
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbjerrewTK
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqGG6nOhT9
「哦！因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋，而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身，所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67364yzKjg
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7DTqo7Rgs
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc3Dezc4IY
「原來喺咁……」她說。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1B0r6NYgU
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAO4sFNJaM
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMk22jgOzg
「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋，覺得你兩個有啲夾……」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen9wkTY49R
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OLn4Nkex7
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE17svsWks
莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事？720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TH6K1y4MU
720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRyEaIs9vl
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的，但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PKZ8S9u1P
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