第九十二章：承諾與失望558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3baJe7P0H
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHcXSwkSiA
「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjUvQ9IrsS
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76bs5hYfED
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64hYYkZcfy
對，那個人……就是Mandy。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCtfi4ixFC
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37nV9RYC9s
我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJGOD7Pz3t
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8mq0MGool
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkE8O0ZsAQ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18x0lMGc4F
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsb2OOZl10
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMSTRFPyHe
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPHsVMxXXt
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPA9UyYq9w
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bQq0CJ18k
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx2IPANXkA
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknGM8G0mB1
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13RoHC0pwj
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBh8boFlJs
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLuzMIoMso
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr62dVQsvL
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttaA6bI9hF
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn9hlqjJ1A
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWbIcwu4zO
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gURyTCoqX
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZWVcxjor3
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB079MrZSu5
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQw4Re3tL4
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc6Awqk2mz
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIAXAVoXJg
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes3uDBeWAN
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx0L84L5mN
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1QeWxa98E
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK0GT734h4
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxh6O3jEZF
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaOZksj429
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVcgezzD5c
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCvzl8rAEq
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEU4aZJlAV
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtWeTL4SiD
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJHQc9VlRg
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiZdX6ytHn
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLy1m7GOUd
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFPhG2rgPP
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkDzWrloD4
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjGeuNJbg2
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvERgrRku82
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvKJs6HTmR
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qgmik0mnE
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuantUg6TvG
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOOxGdBkks
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHULg8ScVS
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn83fAyobKt
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvG2in9l9a
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbZf1Mp2al
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡospgoEBVpR
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNcpixbMgu
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUcCh3XN90
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoyEsuxDt8
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcSbaf1kA4
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk49dRApjR
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvTekkMIRR
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYRa5JYVnW
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UG2OdPyUJ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWefrAcQr0z
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKE6dcZIoG
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczGb4lQ1xe
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVELsNTHjO
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZpCMiDWPp
「Online住唔應嘅？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSNpccG8u0
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wGyBJ8ALh
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8anHi5aRhM
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4hlwCuZ8f
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84nYBERkUS
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vwBhXgJO2
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZlwslSMhY
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTOIFWTQhh
「我準備做手術啦」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzdJvfzLFb
「做完再覆你ouo<3」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu985n5Obh
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODaT93F9Bf
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMf3IgEKIh
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitKk9m3ZvJ
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAHS6TgsG9
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6PWMjvVXZ
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFiEP01EFz
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23PtT75oko
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7niDKbinge
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorcZFvEVvL
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8KS5PXayp
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XRlIyE6OW
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrhQS0qv2l
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1roRTZCVk
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE0Je29swB
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGLhQ4IxTg
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOIVUF5HPe
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokHp1BedQX
「各就位……預備……」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf8ye58g19
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzterFuUvTj
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowO51bC1QU
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9U4O4qDtD
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N8J5eHSbx
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pnpAQIECa
「呯—」 558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6zOQ4kobf
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjrxTbCVsw
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp0SrgdL04
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIVqkwBhfp
最後更成為了最後一名。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7VytqKulM
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcSLLWAlxy
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww96yfT70l
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpItxozk7UU
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgniy3lMqb2
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtYJOaHDRl
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6SshrXTcU
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u3eHe20r8
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp9Vrx1tG7
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8E5GvzGjr
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3PG9a1HCj
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fM8ioitRu
是Mandy。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhrlURSVfz
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6DUEYQMdJ
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisSgt7gesb
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc92f4JfqI
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxvS7iSqAz
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO9SWHjApR
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ627LXMGqdO
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFntoBBbRj
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2Xr17vlay
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1asxIBRu53
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fgPBdinot
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuIdDBP3DR
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTgGSvDCPw
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH06ADhqhFC
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNe2O9zhLs
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsnfAuo5Da
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mdtylFNge
「啪—」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntBthfEBxX
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r0jTG6JFC
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHY9lJxqGn
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5hfGZwy43
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3YS997Wos
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfaupvPTWA
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oy6eToZHx
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsRu22BI8X
558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT3jKcw9GE
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」558Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4v2XM6p3o
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