第三十七章:問與答722Please respect copyright.PENANAtHDQeujLsu
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」722Please respect copyright.PENANAFAP9CLO6Lt
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。722Please respect copyright.PENANAP4gkRITxGC
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:722Please respect copyright.PENANABjvSuxSldK
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAoxcEzov6Av
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。722Please respect copyright.PENANAmDsslr7qXF
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「做咩啦?心情差?」722Please respect copyright.PENANASYVsEDk4di
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。722Please respect copyright.PENANA3I7hEM6p3j
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAqt87q0ebPU
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。722Please respect copyright.PENANAZP81MyeWAs
避免令她感到更煩躁。722Please respect copyright.PENANA9JOEcPzAP4
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。722Please respect copyright.PENANAFPBh2KmvSc
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。722Please respect copyright.PENANAV19GxqrwB7
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……722Please respect copyright.PENANA5NLxvKTcal
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。722Please respect copyright.PENANAkxxJCp8Vql
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……722Please respect copyright.PENANAegQL4YKUgX
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「喂!Alvin!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAYcvCBu0oME
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。722Please respect copyright.PENANASTwwC45he1
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。722Please respect copyright.PENANAvPz3kzlG2X
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。722Please respect copyright.PENANAHTwnO4KML1
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。722Please respect copyright.PENANAKHBXelY9Be
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAPpwIMLHvkb
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAS07I827b1e
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。722Please respect copyright.PENANAech5NI5poj
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。722Please respect copyright.PENANAYNCGtAGMam
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。722Please respect copyright.PENANACHpTcB9amz
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。722Please respect copyright.PENANAbxSoGur3Iw
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」722Please respect copyright.PENANAZxE2CFxsv5
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。722Please respect copyright.PENANACWGNz4DKc4
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。722Please respect copyright.PENANAYodaHU3UD2
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……722Please respect copyright.PENANAaeUfuym1lS
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。722Please respect copyright.PENANATU9ujT4oOT
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。722Please respect copyright.PENANAeOkCVfXcYa
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」722Please respect copyright.PENANA75clRbKysr
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。722Please respect copyright.PENANAKDQSJatk9w
但我沒有回應她。722Please respect copyright.PENANAg2SDc8wJed
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAxiW2z8i3g3
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAK4qW1zOj0F
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」722Please respect copyright.PENANA5P7G4ph78e
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAeUC726MpZg
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:722Please respect copyright.PENANAlZrhLloYDA
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」722Please respect copyright.PENANAdEC9iC8ZXP
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAmbmIqlrgie
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……722Please respect copyright.PENANAQLMhrMNMQt
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。722Please respect copyright.PENANAecRkyphE3z
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAV3IWRQBL62
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAwKInjcTK6q
她思考了一會後再說。722Please respect copyright.PENANA38K56BIFMW
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「如果啲咩先?」722Please respect copyright.PENANA4uwnSXV9ZA
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。722Please respect copyright.PENANAx9uuBIcuoq
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」722Please respect copyright.PENANAkqQ0daHbXo
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAJsxYWffOCz
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。722Please respect copyright.PENANAx0nwu1biM0
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……722Please respect copyright.PENANAipZk3E4u4b
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」722Please respect copyright.PENANA9ecOHWyIVm
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAfGOcxKcVXD
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。722Please respect copyright.PENANAtwKvRUDRAj
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。722Please respect copyright.PENANARYXvB1Xpnt
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……722Please respect copyright.PENANA9XQyfu5egT
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。722Please respect copyright.PENANAsyhqYihNLK
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……722Please respect copyright.PENANAhD5LZGYH8Y
所以我都不能確實回答。722Please respect copyright.PENANAZRncFMWs0m
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。722Please respect copyright.PENANADSqj3maoT7
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAnCZqu46fPc
我直接與她說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAGzQgrujIZH
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。722Please respect copyright.PENANAWvrzuhchPw
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……722Please respect copyright.PENANAR6MZe73JNQ
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAVk0Oy0Ffz3
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。722Please respect copyright.PENANA7eh8w1wI8c
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……722Please respect copyright.PENANAxmCnLQURIx
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。722Please respect copyright.PENANA17ilTNS2Gu
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAQmpt3McDBx
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。722Please respect copyright.PENANAkeTfcc0fIm
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而我正在換衣的時候……722Please respect copyright.PENANAv1ufsxd130
「鈴—鈴—」722Please respect copyright.PENANAlBHpDwSmfe
突然手機鈴聲響起了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAtBuZH8oMSQ
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。722Please respect copyright.PENANAImvpTlDpgI
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。722Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9gnrn8Z3D
我二話不說就接聽了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAFezsOgyE65
「喂?依玲?」722Please respect copyright.PENANAfNv8eyLrVZ
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。722Please respect copyright.PENANALrwF5Uca6f
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。722Please respect copyright.PENANAKWhuoVf7xX
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。722Please respect copyright.PENANArp7DYxX7jR
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。722Please respect copyright.PENANASAAHCWo8l1
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAbj4QEl3z97
她向我道歉起來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAIlWEYECdIJ
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAhDYJc9tpj5
我希望她不要太過介意。722Please respect copyright.PENANAWsFdlH2bCn
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……722Please respect copyright.PENANAUZTz28QSSH
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。722Please respect copyright.PENANABnJWrxOb6B
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……722Please respect copyright.PENANA0voV37hI3i
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。722Please respect copyright.PENANARU52zdKTOP
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……722Please respect copyright.PENANAxaD6riK305
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAURbIoK2GNe
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAHi3IZ7xQKw
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAAWkZL9yEdT
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。722Please respect copyright.PENANAb7BITEwy10
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「原來喺咁……」她說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAzOfXyEbe28
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。722Please respect copyright.PENANAAtPVObjn9P
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」722Please respect copyright.PENANAVHdoiIwr61
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……722Please respect copyright.PENANA77AmDMPsoj
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?722Please respect copyright.PENANAzRIEidKOLT
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」722Please respect copyright.PENANAuDZ6M9jRxq