tell me something
what are you supposed to feel177Please respect copyright.PENANAvNC1rYhW5i
when your world is crashing down around you,177Please respect copyright.PENANAz0B2pDYWkE
when atlas can no longer bear the weight of the sky,177Please respect copyright.PENANAWjNNiWY2Gb
just as you can’t take the beating from your heart anymore?
did you know177Please respect copyright.PENANAdChRrSyEbg
that stars die?177Please respect copyright.PENANAMqZCgCUAuX
these gigantic floating masses of the physical embodiment of light die177Please respect copyright.PENANA0s3WuDgHsG
and we think we can live forever on this dying, fallen earth177Please respect copyright.PENANAhVAhr9zif1
(orbiting a sun that’s burning itself out)
— in memories?177Please respect copyright.PENANA2g6zhpNDdm
memories don’t mean a thing177Please respect copyright.PENANAXRDMo2uoSS
when the people who knew of us have died177Please respect copyright.PENANAeD7LeuzwFV
when the books that were written about us have never been plucked off the shelves177Please respect copyright.PENANA5j0MUf2HKE
and when even our bones disappear to fill this dying earth177Please respect copyright.PENANAv1OF2X6xWT
with even more forgotten dead things
and i can’t177Please respect copyright.PENANAWIuDx0urRK
i can’t
i c a n n o t
stress enough that when i’m gone177Please respect copyright.PENANAs2Wxv13VGp
it will not matter to anyone on this earth in the end177Please respect copyright.PENANAVBoejMwEcu
because those gone are better off dead177Please respect copyright.PENANAeJGML8eset
and those dead are better off forgotten
so tell me177Please respect copyright.PENANAndIltmrGlU
why do you insist that i should live?
is it so that you can feel better about yourself?177Please respect copyright.PENANAvynnZLJ8FD
is it so that you can believe without a doubt177Please respect copyright.PENANAztysGfwMLA
that you have made a positive difference in someone else’s life?177Please respect copyright.PENANAVFkr8QLtzP
is it so that you don’t have to feel the guilt177Please respect copyright.PENANAA0pZXcsHfL
knowing that maybe there could have been one more useless piece of trash177Please respect copyright.PENANAdZgVHVTIlN
taking up space, air, and resources someone else who was worth anything needed177Please respect copyright.PENANAmkuuP2Wzy3
except there isn’t because you didn’t say anything?
don’t you know177Please respect copyright.PENANAGXqy6Q2orO
don’t you know177Please respect copyright.PENANAyW2hK4qCso
don’t you know177Please respect copyright.PENANAjEHIgYVRfT
i’m already dead177Please respect copyright.PENANAFzBZvLWtcY
this body still moves177Please respect copyright.PENANA4J17ZJ268P
but my heart has been torn apart so many times177Please respect copyright.PENANAP80rjfLewk
that sometimes i wonder if its beating is not because it is alive177Please respect copyright.PENANAQNym0J4eeL
but because the world insists on making sure it’s dead177Please respect copyright.PENANAMXT2KRw5Tx
by pounding all tragedy into it
what can you do to save me from that?177Please respect copyright.PENANAJAv1RHDW1u
what am i supposed to do to come back to life?
tell me177Please respect copyright.PENANAVJpwMu7kUB
tell me177Please respect copyright.PENANAkI0as3Mx8Z
tell me
please
maybe i want to live
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