「你好。又見面了!」43Please respect copyright.PENANAIjCZ0VkV38
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「你好。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAKjK7lgFQq4
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「還是白酒麼?」43Please respect copyright.PENANA7U5xjbpsg5
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「嗯。謝謝。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAPqwLq8VHf5
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在經濟客艙的人們還在擾攘時,名叫June的空姐為我送上一杯白葡萄酒。這是我第四次在航班上遇見June;第二次見面時,她已記住了我的一些小習慣,所以我對她記得我喜歡喝白酒並不訝異。43Please respect copyright.PENANADyotwpS79j
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June離開後,我看見女孩在她的座位上看著我。她的座位在中排,比我的窗口位置前一行;不過,若非她跪在座位上,以獨立座位的設計,坐著的我是不可能看見她的。我只微笑,喝了一口白酒,便開始把一些私人物品置進座位旁的櫃裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcWzJ47SPc1
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沒幾秒,女孩走了過來,鼓著胞腮瞪著我。43Please respect copyright.PENANAK0nSDR43M7
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離開候機室的時候,我沒有提示她該上機,自顧自地走了。通過了第二次的安檢,我頭也不回地上了機。我認為這是最好的提示;小朋友被這樣無視,不可能還不懂。就算是真不懂,大概也會被我那冷漠、兇狠的眼神嚇著,沒敢再與我糾纏。這是我的幾個年輕下屬給我的反饋;認真起來的我,很可怕。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcxIG4hLL1K
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「怎麼了?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAgTGXCJ4bfS
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「阿姨你不覺得這樣很不好嗎?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAStzII2X4h9
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「有什麼不好了?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAi74L6sBZpU
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「你那麼好,為什麼要裝兇?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAErCsCnO2Xu
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我的腦袋空白了!這還真是那麼多年來的首次。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxjSGEo4fgD
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才跟我遇上有多久,這女孩怎麼就認為我好了?難道那麼一句提醒的話,就讓她覺得我好了?這未免太天真了點;天真得我真怕她到埗後就被什麼壞人拐了去。我自然不會說我自己不好,但觀乎身邊人對我的評價和反應,我都不能算是個好人。43Please respect copyright.PENANApL3CyPJPBq
我那麼好?我真的很想仰天大笑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUx3mogY7yg
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兇,這個字讓我想起剛才給我來電話的下屬。他其實比我小不過三、四年,不是個很有上進心的人,但在辦公室裡還混得不錯,也很會討好別人。我還記得他被調派到我的組裡去時,臉鐵青了色,幾乎是哭喪著臉地下班;據說,那晚他到酒吧喝了很多,有點自殺式的買醉。我有多兇,在他的眼裡大概不是裝出來的。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsSCA6RuP3q
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「我勸你還是離我遠一點,小朋友。世途險惡,我這刻不吃了你,不代表我下一刻不會。」43Please respect copyright.PENANA7fSa5mC80X
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「我不過是覺得你很好玩,想跟你做朋友。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAtD0WEDqnOl
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「我不和小朋友做朋友。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAtUX58F2bHp
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「我已經十九歲了!」43Please respect copyright.PENANAAA54IOqXKF
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我身心都嘆了一口氣。很重。43Please respect copyright.PENANA0uecpNUgr3
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再過幾年,這幫現在十九歲的年青人便會投身社會;我的組裡大概會有一、兩個像這孩子那樣讓我無所適從的。他們不會理會什麼世俗或辦公室潛規則,只會不斷地向你苛索,期望在三、五年內取代你的位置。從一開始,他們便無視階級觀念,打從心底地認為他們跟你能平起平坐,而且你沒了他們不行,必須跟著他們的步伐走。既有的都得拋棄,因為這個是拿著手機瘋狂發snapchat和往Instagram裡貼圖的他們的世界。43Please respect copyright.PENANABFiXVdSIkm
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這些,我早在那些管理層培訓課程裡知道了!只是,實質面對起來才發現自己真的無法理解這驟來的一切。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIjHqAA7ZRk
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「我是去公幹,不是去玩或是去交朋友的。」正好,有一個看起來跟她差不多年紀的女生走進商務機艙,坐到另一邊的窗口位置。「那邊有看起來跟你差不多年紀的,你真想交朋友的話...」43Please respect copyright.PENANAuvfruISDQ1
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「阿姨你很怕老嗎?」43Please respect copyright.PENANABNi9c8hOQt
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我真想狠狠地把白酒潑過去,又或是破口大罵;我真沒碰過如此不能跟我在同一channel上說話的人。我可是一點耐性都沒有、極度心浮氣躁的人;被罵提早更年期都已經不是什麼新鮮事的了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAlw9FdPX7vV
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從包裡掏出一包糖果,我塞到她的手裡。沒想到她竟然臉紅了!43Please respect copyright.PENANAbhSuhaNL5F
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「阿姨請你吃糖。乖。回座位上去吧!」43Please respect copyright.PENANAmGJ7zixq3G
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十九歲,不是九歲;我這麼做,換了是我的話一定會氣死,覺得對方是侮辱了我的智商。可她卻很是受落,拿著那包糖果,點了點頭,便真的乖乖回到座位上去了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAldFM9ikMHW
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搖了搖頭,我一口氣喝掉了半杯白酒。然後,竟想起了她。43Please respect copyright.PENANAfEqbOwlqWd
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她比我年長幾年,看上去卻比我年輕;自是因為她漂亮的容貌和不俗套的打扮,我們倆看上去還真像一對小兄妹。她很黏人,日常生活都很依賴我;每次坐飛機,她都會摟著我臂胳,枕在我的肩上。我會餵她吃糖果、喝可樂,伴著她看有趣或沒趣的電影。她喜歡看Friends,每次都看得笑哭;我會取笑她,親親她噘著的咀,替她擦去眼角的淚。43Please respect copyright.PENANAaRq2ouYoQz
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都過去了吧!43Please respect copyright.PENANA5HDhlkZiTg
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我掛上耳機,聽著一些老歌,喝著白酒,翻著還沒看完的書。不知不覺間,飛機已爬升至三萬呎高空,平穩了下來。June拿來了餐牌,記下了我的選擇,便笑容可掬地離開了。她清楚知道我不喜歡被打擾,若非必要,她都會由得我獨自一人。43Please respect copyright.PENANAcYxhtI5sPB
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那孩子卻不識趣地走了過來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAmW0Z0efGbA
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「阿姨。你會吃什麼?我還在挑。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAvc3onhXc9V
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「你喜歡吃什麼就挑什麼。問我幹什麼?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAsvNCcb27tZ
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「只是拿個參考。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAS7H9N9bYDv
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「吃的都是下到自己的肚子裡,參考別人的幹什麼?」43Please respect copyright.PENANArEjWW9ubhP
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說時快,心裡已在反駁自己的這番論調。她從來不會挑,挑的都是不好吃的;往往我都會把我的給她,吃掉她挑錯了的。她都會說我對她太好,然後吃得很滋味。後來,她都不挑了,直接就隨了我;我挑什麼,她便吃什麼,像個孩子一般。43Please respect copyright.PENANASkdmyMmZl2
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我皺眉,看著她那一臉無辜,便很不願意地告訴她我的選擇。她樂了,走回自己的座位。我能聽見她快樂地跟空姐要了同樣的餐點,還特地說可樂要加冰塊和檸檬。我搖了搖頭,笑著。43Please respect copyright.PENANA88NlzcjTOr
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她也特別喜歡喝加了冰塊和檸檬的可樂;若有青檸的話更好。43Please respect copyright.PENANAEhZjdBey93
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吃甜點的時候,她又跑了過來。我的心裡已經準備好了。要是她又問我說要吃哪一款的甜點,我會跟她說我不吃甜的。這顯然是個謊;我雖不特別好甜品,但偶爾還是會吃雪糕、朱古力的。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbl5lwPgwJw
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「阿姨。這個請你吃。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAJnib7sypvr
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她放下了什麼,便興高采烈地回到座位上。但她沒有坐下,而是跪在座位上,看著我。我看著餐盤裡放了一個小小的黃色盒子,心裡竟然有點懞懂。森永牛奶糖。這東西勾著的是我童年的回憶,幾乎讓我的心直墮下去了。抬頭,她還是看著我,笑著,眼睛彎彎的。我回以微笑,她才開心地坐好,消失在我的視線。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsEuhHofMa3
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本來打算睡的,我卻挑了一部老片子,邊看,邊吃著這牛奶糖,腦袋裡想著什麼。43Please respect copyright.PENANA3mdhYngjOx