暑假篇：復合？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BLEkDnuGM
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「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCwqMSwDPZ
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在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeal4EknVMn
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ325mxMtV6j
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她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloflHHHljt
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIYbbRx4g8
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNXH9nPCMa
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當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw80C123EFb
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXTikr4vfT
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXq9lBIWMq
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmSnywZsQB
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AoUbRczLg
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此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbx0GHzb2G
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxmRZYPNXS
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YwxmmUA0D
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「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JiI0CdvKQ
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6RPT18MOl
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZEEOjYnfn
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrkwfDGbl6
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「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jwcyJq66l
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN9tDL7sTz
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEen2N4Kiif
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而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwvQzRA4Nw
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkvRC9dwrI
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Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MPKDcHiw4
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0r0Y824aA
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96HQ07EARG
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxffudSpKiU
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39r1OgiCD9
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBP9RPlff1
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「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5OZPGjMEW
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd8kspMQ2e
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE22eCvz3U0
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PznMVFsS0
我必須想辦法……有了！468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f7w4fLp1A
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「伏—」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIM6Vl1LJ4
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOZykB0Lk9
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Mrt3JcL6
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHLnJBcI3R
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSMhgVULzU
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKk0eoVvz5
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8VINdTUHU
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM41aJ6xG1
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaMBF0qN43
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「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpmz721B06
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2DibSjMOJ
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBxpsa1j2w
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3UZ3eR0KC
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於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga8zVnCcjg
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxSovSebT0
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHDOfhj3kV
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此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRJyxAzQrN
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjANiRPlsg
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtTNJbk49P
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvunjZNKseJ
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMIHjLWT8K
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUe42G5uDg
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2HuFtRLLv
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEhMaaTGKc
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2ivkjxFPK
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhtcur9nfP
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURTwIDSvVA
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「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyqWSEdKTs
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzHM9MHr0v
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S37w8tWSZ
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但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vVmopw8uu
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33gkksfqB5
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQU8M4v82u
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwhhN4Tsoo
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8E0mCyb4ok
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「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERxRdVX3ys
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT32sOUiE5H
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5luBtE0C9t
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo47MEPkNJ
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv4SvznV1O
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3spvXUq4Ea
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSNbxOdlf3
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「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qIa7qWBpd
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sY9uvBS6N
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbhhHohz07
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yn2IYh9a4
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當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdv5iKrwQA9
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0vGCE5vtr
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKcWFjNRvF
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雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB4pj898ZC
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf1wh178Yz
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYRSNXeS40
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「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpOHbNZCtD
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小番外：468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dXV7TtdTp
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRTIOy6SAB
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAdQsudJo9
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet7mU5v9zC
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3DdxtRgA3
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作者閒聊：468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLJ8EjJiPA
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？468Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m1hIZRZkO
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