暑假篇：復合？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JcNMtobHq
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU5av4DxcZ
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOIrisTDt6
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhZUtR2hWI
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEREV5LEGrj
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsnSdaVGBk
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPPiIxJ6sw
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rBggMq34b
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0e0toGhDH
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfIIfNYyAg
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m34ERZD8j
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7VCX3JyUf
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF79jZuL76
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z7kohh9U9
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPvRjivq34
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIC4I2ZMSF
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JZKGITIA6
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp18OxXFmNs
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiA2Q4g3jS
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPKExbetye
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPKoDSKd7J
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z9tGHzgRa
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84fWgKkIjj
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nkGS0xcJZ
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOAs7iBsro
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzP35msSnS
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5whxVsE2fv
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNByrHGLVDW
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NWz2H0Ccb
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVZWHqeIcy
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFSaMUOb8O
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQCzFrpiUe
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiblszaNGjh
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOMV9N6eyw
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtonPlkMlAQ
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbcQLc8gdP
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRUQcyaykC
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafhiXKxfMl
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaL8Q3KN9b
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYStBALChM
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeuHl9X5KQ
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFQC6VeHzk
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jUYm4Un0i
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCHvWYrhMi
我必須想辦法……有了！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78Jf7QLy9M
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIkZmaLQKt
「伏—」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwB31NXKFT
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuwpuRbf9r
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdor4R3r4H
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhGb74Om11
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMFFXD9OAM
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mTitror80
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpfN1NsP51
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAKxOIKDy8
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExiSbZRmoN
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrgsc0CoLw
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwwLv5Ufj4
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXSs7ITUb7
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWpuJEaYYj
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvFPJsLy3z
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYStC63nk4
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx6pG1jEEY
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rnk0f8efp
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjMJ8KfYSY
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7yABQvzCm
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxSrj5nhRL
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA9v74LA2Q
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jXyyI6CnG
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t4dCWzx3t
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjO08WlqTm
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgMuUpw2Sy
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjALVjtnvw
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFKlrejFht
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy7vf0ptae
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sVMjsoIRF
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8AO8xbU9w
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt6elObKdc
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMrj6Jx650
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTzPsKStDZ
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlap7t8LIkb
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZonxRlP9sg
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVptSScA5q
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoHihAvKKd
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNxhpOq5WA
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s6b2KIrLL
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZm2MQQNn8
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK7cXRRUrS
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH4uMvZln1
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0OE7M1UVK
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7JEvBJOsB
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNIP2nNN0y
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4NqDMTITB
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp6PA1c3Uq
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOMfcarFxx
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0VPZS8VYo
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65lghTiRNN
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATeMABoEaM
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTiH1Utu3N
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWqEgDwMj9
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirHD7lFMOI
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuhVXHH69w
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqzJPvJPcm
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclKxqTr4wV
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5EFFukE6U
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHWavdJoYG
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3gSzhp8uV
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2ilO6h99B
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRjqkmfJZ0
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpknKetfcf
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ckh84aGZG
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5rFUiMy3A
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEROCUrKEQ7
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7BctwKKPg
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwrXiQ8NbJ
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小番外：517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4xC7uOJBN
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHNcQssxg6
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr7mx07sAj
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3zNAeYlBs
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluawCrrKAn
517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4EYCUufOK
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作者閒聊：517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2ScYVtLSS
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？517Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqugIVpxqiK
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