暑假篇：復合？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedjC57UUDN
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyVhvCFx1Z
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2EVUoOJLR
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWWAoluDzg
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEO1d92k9E
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSq0g6IXIn
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36HHwJvXAp
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BAOQfW3Mi
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUk19QVo2N
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjzXX4NCel
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv6iEb7I1w
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYMDwzYZWu
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBBrbJ0w7U
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhngrna2Kz
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBRBJsgI3G
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS3HZaLAVg
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16PICdWFA5
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY2u881joe
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7Kx1YMDBR
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglUu45RH0e
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq7FVBsiEz
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzUVFn8OZ6
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pUNHhH7RG
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn8hemwTpZ
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MWf8wmbUc
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF7Yj9fsRi
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHkYG94Umr
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZfxJYoRNs
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d7YzMqvXQ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qqGDK0CzZ
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsPKGrPssN
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI7kCwL0YR
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduJIjSf10G
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSPR26GWmc
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3ysvl9TDs
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsypMNxNa8b
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaUyYv9EQf
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOFUi60crh
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c3a4ZuWVC
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZA8fcEs94
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFn5fryL6e
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJfTaZGrLp
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI7EtUxmGt
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8kxsLrfQW
我必須想辦法……有了！469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI44Z2v9aar
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nJ96fOEfE
「伏—」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEyjmg6G5m
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74VanWG0CG
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjDUCFfE84
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Y39hHOuR
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxaJPvA8Z5
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcLZ3ge132
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIKBAfOLjj
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ814IKVRGs
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp62soen76Q
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHnjsZDpJD
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpfEK3dFrN
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDlLDAGrwp
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0qNZb6s2K
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLVJmNqo2h
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa9h3rKwPU
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOvIfUYRzQ
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbMYlusDB3
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FzbNo4qtP
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgux3GDuyjw
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5ACHisIwi
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTjgvz3T5t
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyyvtlk8Ct
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHP5Xtw3Cp
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbIfU1CMe1
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwqeUVKdOM
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMysUhZn3SE
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg289Tatvtu
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCM3vDK7B3
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3356lzMBPn
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemyjokkpve
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaF9qS7dEP
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFVUTjpzTE
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AxlDSUKcN
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGhPmUfpUb
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnRUDUCMoc
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cwOIExZR1
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkc1q3b3ZP
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQouIXmMIei
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG17SHxUpq
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv4vKrSNUu
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbQlLxJyhk
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStI6D4pLAP
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwjIaX1sst
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwq4lynMnc
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB3q5CpewS
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgJQldp3fF
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEdvVbwXLo
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhugDqDN4Y
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPNjrzDh9v
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95gDq1mw3n
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dkfACm6Am
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY4DDVpXZ3
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCzY6uY16Y
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCCKGF4Vjz
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJViBwcodi
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrICCwlw3sV
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoMHtU0D6K
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvf0IFPIAa
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh3AHL1zVa
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7sRgIVC6S
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38W0bk0Kjt
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTqiyiSHOu
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl01FTJYiY
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSza9AHn4Sa
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMwZS5n6X9
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61cE2IV5vC
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgKWBmp1jK
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1SQAKomED
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzzGMJ86Om
小番外：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKKgArXoQH
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WR4qdccpL
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoCLuFDfWb
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdS8YeEu8M
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup9RDmRzor
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVj2y5EW5VL
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作者閒聊：469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BMUCz9T7B
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wveW74I5a
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