半含瓶口,舉起酒瓶,倒酒沖喉嚨裡去。514Please respect copyright.PENANABsHW6Q09J4
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「唉……」我獨坐在沙發上。514Please respect copyright.PENANA2uUZtd9Zh5
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我已經忘了上次獨自喝酒是什麼時候。514Please respect copyright.PENANAr8c5GxR584
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大概是在某個失意的晚上吧。514Please respect copyright.PENANAWeNZ45tJlc
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食指放鬆,僅用姆指和中指拿酒瓶。514Please respect copyright.PENANAt8DOAeBcTr
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剛才,我差一點就吻了她,幸好懸崖勒馬。514Please respect copyright.PENANA2925FAOsj4
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「孫正直,你……做咩啊你?」傾姐一步步後退。514Please respect copyright.PENANAWd2VToDVqh
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「我揀……我決定咗揀……」我一步一步踏前。514Please respect copyright.PENANAj2NSKPgnks
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把她逼退到牆壁,我的手按住牆壁。514Please respect copyright.PENANAw7Iq5zB1Br
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在她迷人的眼神裡,我情不自禁地靠前。514Please respect copyright.PENANABfvG8nwwKw
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朝著粉嫩的嘴唇,我的嘴唇慢慢地——514Please respect copyright.PENANANKo7bsA3q1
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卻停下了。514Please respect copyright.PENANAnpdJVptsVG
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被她用一根手指,截住了我的唇。514Please respect copyright.PENANAIA2typL2EE
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「頭先我話鍚之前,你好似已經諗好咗想要嘅獎賞,你可唔可以講埋畀我聽先?」傾姐問,「頭先其實你想要咩?」514Please respect copyright.PENANAhhUNpjLPfs
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「摸……大脾。」我面紅說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAkXVmN4CRzR
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「變態!」她推開我。514Please respect copyright.PENANAYN944CuI1e
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「講笑咋。」我說,搔搔頭。514Please respect copyright.PENANApLv7cSrFk9
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再認真地說,「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」514Please respect copyright.PENANA1UGqjXsFHg
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握緊酒瓶,我灌酒至見底,把麥提莎一口氣清光了。514Please respect copyright.PENANAFyStrLyhcx
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然後,我收拾垃圾,拾起空酒瓶、零食包裝……514Please respect copyright.PENANAhoWi76wcad
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KO便利店袋則放好。514Please respect copyright.PENANAa630LW2myn
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收拾好後,我進入已經沒有掛著絲襪的浴室,刷牙、洗臉。514Please respect copyright.PENANAW9Dcf200T1
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刷、刷、刷刷刷刷……含水,吐——514Please respect copyright.PENANAguecUmh7K7
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沖水毛巾,抹臉。514Please respect copyright.PENANAvDMuN4p7wx
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大鏡子中的我,還很年輕,臉有點紅。514Please respect copyright.PENANAM3EZchMuY1
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回到客廳,陸傾兒戴過的頸巾,仍留在沙發上。514Please respect copyright.PENANABWyvZtjtzD
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我拾起電池,裝回牆上的鐘,再按照手機時間來調好。514Please respect copyright.PENANAWe1ngUkCQ0
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時間已經快將三點。514Please respect copyright.PENANAHNO4JbVjaW
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我站在房間中,落地玻璃窗前——514Please respect copyright.PENANAxzY8ankFoX
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眼前是寂靜的大海,海浪聲傳不到這裡,寒風也是。514Please respect copyright.PENANAcYedEUgYdF
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海浪只是靜靜地動著,一片一片地交替。514Please respect copyright.PENANA29lOlHATV8
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三點半了,我仍然站在窗前。514Please respect copyright.PENANA5ymwZs5jlP
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直至3點36分,手機震了一下,我拿出來看。514Please respect copyright.PENANAHsjdyKpxEJ
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「準備訓嚕」文字訊息。514Please respect copyright.PENANAfqLSCcQqrD
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「講好返到去就SD個訊息嚟,點解淨係瞓先」瞓?刪刪,「訓先SD?」514Please respect copyright.PENANAZAYPzpOaKm
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按刪除鍵,逐字至全句刪,改「早啲訓。」逐字刪——514Please respect copyright.PENANAZ49KG7BNwP
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「晚安。」刪刪刪,「早抖。」刪句號。514Please respect copyright.PENANAhxJ4OGJhzr
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「早抖」我發出。514Please respect copyright.PENANAp3XY1KUuvV
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最後,我要了她的電話號碼作為獎賞。514Please respect copyright.PENANAZTyVWCzjoC
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「其實我本身想要嘅,只係——」我看著她眼睛,「你嘅電話號碼。之後,我地就可以多啲搵對方。」514Please respect copyright.PENANA6ib17mGiKP
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「好啦,我畀你啦。」她說,攤出手掌,「拎你手機嚟。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAwBychMpiJF
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放下手機,關了屏幕,我再次望向海邊——514Please respect copyright.PENANAYG8zW3p0lq
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直至……514Please respect copyright.PENANAudi1ePM94P
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耳邊聽到海浪聲,海邊愈來愈大浪。514Please respect copyright.PENANAAQngErXzTA
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「點啊?」神明丁站在山頂問。514Please respect copyright.PENANAMs3KVdsDqM
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「冇咩點。」我呆呆地說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAjhjpi6U7jj
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「完咗個測試,點都有啲感想講下掛。」祂說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAoVQj6Ir4Fy
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「吓?完咗嗱?」我驚訝。514Please respect copyright.PENANABaQojELERG
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「係啊。」祂說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAAg2lJuJXFt
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「吓……咁,我合唔合格?」我馬上問。514Please respect copyright.PENANAToxaP1NGla
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「你……依加就想知?」祂猶疑著,打開神的練習簿看看。514Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Nf4puGv2
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「係啊。」我說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAtTNvsI0i4y
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「好可惜。」神明丁搖頭嘆息,遺憾地對我說,「你唔合格。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAurLZfz66T8
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「點解啊?」我瞪大了眼,「我有咩做得唔好?喂,你畀多兩日嚟得唔得?畀多兩日我,無論咩難題,我都一定拆掂佢!」514Please respect copyright.PENANAyvkPKwr7BO
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「前後得兩日時間,你想我做到幾多嘢?」我問,漸漸放軟身子。514Please respect copyright.PENANA1eQR8MGCDx
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「我一早講咗,個測試隨時會停啦。」祂說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAwIXueAGydT
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「咁你講,點解要今日就停?」我淚眼問。514Please respect copyright.PENANADsJuYumoUT
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「因為我已經預知到,你之後會做啲咩。」神明丁說,一臉冰冷,「你係想返學嘅時候,盡你所有嘅腦力去諗方法吖嘛,去幫傾姐解決困難吖嘛。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAytjgZKCBv1
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「係又點?有咩問題?」我不滿地問。514Please respect copyright.PENANAfxXwrQUro4
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「你記唔記得,我講過,神幫助人係好間接嘅。」祂說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAXBsH6ajR8T
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「神唔係謀士、軍師,唔係要幫人諗對策,幫佢地解決困境。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAoJtzLRfDEA
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「如果你諗一大堆方法畀佢,佢照做,之後成功實現願望嘅話。咁你就完全錯喇,哩個唔係神嘅做法,只係一個人嘅做法。」514Please respect copyright.PENANASirnDoPYLb
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「咁……要……點做先啱?」我語塞。514Please respect copyright.PENANAMb2FN26VoH
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膝蓋跪了下來。514Please respect copyright.PENANABs8wH1lFfV
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「神按照自己嘅樣子造人。」神明丁說,「最初神創造人類嘅時候,除咗個樣似自己,有五官、有手腳之外,仲有一種能力賦予咗畀人,係佢冇拎走嘅。」514Please respect copyright.PENANA7M2hJU3mxN
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「咩能力?」我問。514Please respect copyright.PENANAAkngqyEC3s
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「創造力。」祂說,「神創造萬物,人都可以創造好多嘢。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAcIbmh4kG07
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「包括創造一個避難所,畀自己哩入去唔出嚟。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAxxOWbIvA5J
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「包括創造自己嘅人生。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAWMCzqGwlq7
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「人生不存在,換個態度,仍然做不到的事。」祂讀出金句,再說,「人最厲害嘅地方,在於換個啱嘅態度,乜都可以做到。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAxEICwTVwtq
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「所……以?」我想聽下去。514Please respect copyright.PENANAZg4LElECy0
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「所以你只需要引導佢,去獲取佢該有嘅態度。」神明丁說,「然後,佢就會自己去解決問題。」514Please respect copyright.PENANA9zDJI1jGUq
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「作為神,我地最常做嘅,就係指引世人去擁有正確嘅態度。之後,世人自然會去解決問題。」神說,「如果我地做得太出面,連件事都出手幫世人解決埋,乜都畀晒答案,世人只會對我地產生依賴。」514Please respect copyright.PENANACiiBZzwnV4
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「就好似,你好努力幫陸傾兒。」神明丁看著我,「就可能會,令佢依賴咗你,之後冇咗你唔得。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAOexYLMapbq
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「最後冇辦法學識獨立。遇到下一個困境,仍然冇辦法自己解決。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAMC4AkAbt9w
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「好多人參加測試,都係因為擺脫唔到人嘅思維,停留係人嘅思考層次,所以先至失敗。」神明丁說。514Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2Q0tFvWSO
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「不過,孫正直——」514Please respect copyright.PENANATvNPIUQ3Fm
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「毋須羞恥,你已經做得好好。」祂再蹲下來說,「雖然你係冇心嘅,但因為你為佢喊嘅哩一個舉動,感動咗佢。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAZHzjetr2d9
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「你可能唔知,為其他人喊,係一件偉大嘅事。你為佢喊哩個舉動,會影響到傾姐。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAYDFv8eA5p6
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「慢慢咁,佢會開始直面佢嘅家人,同佢爸爸講清楚自己嘅諗法,說服家人尊重佢嘅意願,最後脫離現有嘅生活。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAvBC5vptOmD
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「所以你已經可以算係功成身退。」祂再說,露出溫暖微笑。514Please respect copyright.PENANAggYxw7UOHE
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而我,低下了頭。514Please respect copyright.PENANAwN29ZUaa44
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「咁我點?」我問,流下了淚。514Please respect copyright.PENANAvoiyp34jTk
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「不如你都開創下自己嘅人生?」神明丁試問。514Please respect copyright.PENANAA7ql782BbF
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我狠狠地盯著祂。514Please respect copyright.PENANA0a81HcpARW
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「餵雞,你去餵雞先,然後再瞓一陣!」神明丁轉移話題。514Please respect copyright.PENANA6y8m5xEKH6
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「瞓醒又點吖……」我不願看祂。514Please respect copyright.PENANAgBILhtrZrX
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憂鬱的眼神已經什麼都看不見。514Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4Zt8TMIIt
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「瞓醒之後——」神明丁說,拿出剛才的練習簿,體諒地說,「我畀一個機會你同佢道別。」514Please respect copyright.PENANAXDRSwsEBhf