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No Plagiarism!5gHoGWMiubhoJJqJ8NqWposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!664Please respect copyright.PENANASEm6rIcYnf
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection660PENANAksnstzz4wG 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection660PENANAPhzIIDpvru 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection660PENANA7Sy1yQS2V9 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAEdpA1CWhQ0 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection660PENANAEstuVgzimS 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAK7NoSb3y1C 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection660PENANA6XZTW8tSNK 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection660PENANArHMEod8Ulg 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection660PENANA4c0IZBAA2M 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection660PENANAdAiZiZar8f 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection660PENANARwNB80neOj 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAgwxywzzhlZ 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAmaXRQkMKDu 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAiKs66htbQf 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection660PENANA36yC2uqSNp 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection660PENANAUtaW6fjvlF 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA6TqwrnyCLc 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA2bSRZfmxGN 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection660PENANAmVFLz29I8N 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection660PENANASKVSKMFkZE 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection660PENANA0oyLSj55kz 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection660PENANA3vYM5wmsBl 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection660PENANAGTbLT3INPo 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection660PENANAlvmbghB8eM 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection660PENANA6jEou15qiX 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAk0uUYo0fEW 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection660PENANAgbbPdjeAHL 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAvPaLHpYZuy 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA5VgNBMfb5A 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAq904YRwLKN 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAEzwsdt8dwo 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAJNA52dxev9 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAzxkLZ5F4VD 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAbWEf188FSa 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAdtOZAhx79z 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection660PENANArd4w6zJ9W1 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA9ci0bPlx9k 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAnmFvD6CuaO 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAcJQiHi5T5r 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection660PENANA6DkbC7woGU 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection660PENANAMu0VmTfTEE 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection660PENANA94TZG2ebUQ 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection660PENANAF8AccCBepR 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection660PENANAsoRHIhOL1J 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAlu5VxfOJAj 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection660PENANARCTC1HBHF0 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection660PENANAfglDOa0ESs 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection660PENANAB9VSrif1FP 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection660PENANAHZIxrGj0zh 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection660PENANAlKVEW5xnFT 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection660PENANA6QhAYWVLfG 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection660PENANA8Ryf8f00uq 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA8isyuyHKDb 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAYShw0PC2CE 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection660PENANATxztyoCpAf 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAKFvGC1mJUJ 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection660PENANAOY9YyBAzoN 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection660PENANAxbl8uNROdN 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection660PENANAFxFMPynDnI 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAEdyia6nHfN 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAM0TQsGFFw9 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection660PENANAY2UEFxr907 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection660PENANAAvrIpmb66v 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA0xvSBQBtdX 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection660PENANArcjRdfyMJa 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection660PENANA7PqRh6az7b 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAttOOI2sEI3 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection660PENANAWIfFafbOer 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection660PENANA7HWe2yWNgW 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection660PENANAdcS4aHtMDq 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection660PENANAnXAe4tBEgg 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection660PENANAygKtsmOPEL 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection660PENANADKcAHeqznG 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection660PENANAqtSV0ItDBd 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAEAoLBxP472 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection660PENANAP64ayDLqB9 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAX9i04dByVa 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection660PENANAOqpd3s4K7M 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAkpKrmDN8n5 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAA91q5QMCrH 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection660PENANApikSxGoipf 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection660PENANAHntnGTh8wx 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAzTX2Eg81LB 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection660PENANASH7Y9nmaWR 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection660PENANAocaJedgWd3 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAyIHxgrqqEF 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection660PENANAbXxMlHCUPf 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection660PENANANPFLksqfZp 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection660PENANAkQzqSBysgk 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection660PENANA0tnbGOxLkx 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection660PENANAEdLANmYEii 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection660PENANAOqoyburvch 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.664Please respect copyright.PENANA7YC280Fjzg
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