Abandoned. Alone.Two words explaining the situation of Argen right now. A snow leopard with supposedly two cubs but left with one. Along the way raising one cub was harder than he thought, but liking it or not he was left with no choice, Meeting two other cubs who were left abandoned kicked his mother instinct. With that, the small family he had was added by another twin clouded leopard cubs.Raising three cubs where two were still nursing was difficult but he managed and survived.Leaving the forest he tried to venture the city, but his expectations were not met when humans turned hostile towards them. Barely surviving with his cubs he ended up in a deserted alley. It was better than left in an open area where vicious humans could hurt them.In the middle of his nursing, a cute 'meow' was heard, looking up he was immediately mesmerized by a pair of tantalizing eyes of a russian blue kitten. Who was infact left abandoned. Again, mother instincts kicked in.Now, instead of three, four cubs were left on his care.++Meet Argen as he struggled with life as being an intersex shifter . He was left broken, betrayed, shunned and abandoned.Though, perhaps being in the deserted alley was not bad after all, where in that place he found his salvation.

He's different. No, more like they're different. One body with two personalities or souls? No one really knows.Deprived with love, attention and safety he put a shell on himself. Walls so sturdy and high no one could budge.Yet,Just a swiveling smile and unending perseveranceEverything falls into pieces.One body with two personalities? Well for sure let's find out.+++Sneak Peak:"One moment, He's looking at me with fears on his eyes. Distrust, fear, paranoia everything was laid in front of me. He seemed like a different person Julie" I said voice trembling."What do you mean?" Julie my bestfriend asked."And the next day, he's back to himself. The silent, timid and nonchalant guy who rarely speaks. Who always laid his palms out for sweets, and only flashed his smile when I feed him.""That's weird Justin, are you still talking to one person?" One person?Thinking it over and over, I came with realization."You're right, perhaps I'm not" I said sounding so conflicted and unsure.

Basically rants and frustrations I need to get out of my system.

You want to say it but your tongue seems frozen and wont move? Cat got your tongue? It's too frustrating.

Do you have those moments when you want to cry, shout and just punch someone out of frustrations but actually can't do it?

Do you have those times where you want to defend yourself but realized it's no use, everybody won't listen anyway.

That's me and writing is my way of expressing it. I'm dealing with emotional crisis right now, so please ignore if I said too much in this blog.

I just want to sit in the corner and bawl my eyes out, cause you know I'm nobody for everybody to defend on.

So in this blog please let me rant.

Thank you.