不知大家對殯儀的感覺是什麼?93Please respect copyright.PENANA05qoxpHqib
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我想大家每次一走進殯儀館都會感到毛骨悚然,坐立不安。93Please respect copyright.PENANAapD66V26r8
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周遭的一片白茫茫、冷清清,不期然會令人產生膽戰心驚的感覺,但更多的,或者是悲傷,因為那是與親戚好友作出最後道別的地方。93Please respect copyright.PENANAWtgYBCGUU0
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因為家庭關係,我自小已不停出入於殯儀館。93Please respect copyright.PENANAWJOIzUQ60t
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在這,更讓我看盡人生百態。93Please respect copyright.PENANAqG9nfgQ09u
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靈堂中,家屬們哭個肝腸斷絕,很正常。反常的是,竟也有些懷著恨不得你早點死的冷笑來奔喪的,實在讓我摸不著頭腦。93Please respect copyright.PENANAn3fSmOg49j
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每天看見那麼多的生離死別,我以為當我面對身邊的陰陽相隔,或許不會有太多的感覺。93Please respect copyright.PENANAgWL2ygaKbU
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我的朋友叫阿惠,她是我升上中學後的第一個朋友。她很堅強,在她身上仿佛找不到一絲絲的脆弱。93Please respect copyright.PENANAANwyll0hvw
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迎難而上是她一直秉持的人生觀。可是有一天放學,她跟我說了很多關於她自己的事。「93Please respect copyright.PENANAf8tu42fvnx
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你呢啲嘢全部我都知啦,做咩喺咁講?」我問。93Please respect copyright.PENANAVu6645Ozvb
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「唔知呢,我突然覺得,如果有一日我突然死咗,就唔會再有人記得我。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAGdsMKdUO2g
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「好地地點會死?除非你自殺架姐。」若我知道會一語成讖,我絕不會開這樣的玩笑。93Please respect copyright.PENANAVaRca9gwDU
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那一晚,當我在店鋪幫忙時,竟收到這樣的一個噩耗。93Please respect copyright.PENANAmXxubs7ZWf
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她死掉了。當刻我可是呆立當場,作不了任何回應。93Please respect copyright.PENANAh6sAwS0GNY
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想不到下午的一個玩笑竟剎那間發生了,有別的是,她是死於車禍,而不是自殺。93Please respect copyright.PENANAOuBygp7ZJq
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更可怕的是,開車撞死她的,是她的父親。93Please respect copyright.PENANAphvOjcr5dS
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原來那個混蛋欠了高利貸很多錢,走投無路下打算携著家中剩餘的資產,挾帶私逃。93Please respect copyright.PENANAQctyOFpjh7
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他駕著車一直往前衝,生怕阿惠的媽媽會追上他。人比車跑得快,那根本是沒有可能的事。93Please respect copyright.PENANAUetudN9fPN
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但當時他因私慾所泛起的愚昧,令他碰上剛過著馬路回家的阿惠。聽起來十分無稽,取巧得無法令人相信,我也不想相信。93Please respect copyright.PENANA8g2VLOdw1O
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若不是阿惠與我聊天而耽誤回家的時間,若不是她的父親駕車馳騁時的位置是他們家附近,這悲劇..應該不會發生的…應該不會。93Please respect copyright.PENANAiilGtu5Unu
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但世間上若有那麼多「若不是」,這巧合也不會發生。93Please respect copyright.PENANACHZwZAhrBZ
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阿惠的身後事,是我一手一腳包辦的。93Please respect copyright.PENANA9rs4hfXucX
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過程中,心中的悲痛實在難以形容。當天的那聲告別,竟真的把我們從生死間分隔。93Please respect copyright.PENANAXSdF1xYTJU
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從來我也不覺得籌備喪禮是那麼痛苦的事,畢竟不是自己的親友。但這一次,每一個步驟都令我感心如鉛墜。更滑稽的是,當天她的喪禮,除了她的媽媽和我之外..一個人都沒有來。93Please respect copyright.PENANAhfv1Ittwbk
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記得有一年,那年暑天仿佛全班學生均著了魔似的,每個人都為著期終考而拼搏。93Please respect copyright.PENANAemEM3mbQNC
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沒有人記得我的生日。他們寧可七嘴八舌把整份考卷談論一番,卻沒有人願意跟我說一聲生日快樂。93Please respect copyright.PENANAWONcqtxFrS
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只有阿惠一個,我們默默地在課室的一角慶祝著。但我卻感到很滿足。93Please respect copyright.PENANAhvYLMANXFX
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本來我以為,沒有人記得自己生日是件很失落的事。93Please respect copyright.PENANAKYNfv29eQn
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但看著倘大的靈堂空無一人,一大片的蕭條,才發覺這才是人生最糟糕的。93Please respect copyright.PENANAkwRGntSKre
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沒有悲泣,沒有懷緬,只有喃喃的唸經聲。看著遺照上那笑容可鞠的可人兒,她平日待人不只豁達,還是掏出心來的。怎麼沒有人願意前來陪伴她走最後的一程?93Please respect copyright.PENANAWZH6lXO8h4
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「吓,我平時同佢唔係好熟炸喎,去黎做乜?」93Please respect copyright.PENANA86U8usjlbQ
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「我見佢咁抵得諗,咪敷衍下佢囉。」93Please respect copyright.PENANAfDwtMmOo9p
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「頂唔順佢成日懶樂觀咁,洗唔洗咁假啊?」93Please respect copyright.PENANAypbSofHasW
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當我回到學校,在課室外聽到這些說話。當下我對世界真的感到很絕望,在與阿惠的相處中令我真的相信人性本善。但聽著這群人面獸心說的話,我頓時也覺得人類都是一隻隻從地獄裏走出來的惡魔。93Please respect copyright.PENANA1UvJOnM0SH