波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cooGA6dqY
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfjcD5ncwC
波瀾當驚？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSmSYLEM5J
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukofzVMvLT
思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP5WWxbcve
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0X2nk7MDAB
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7tdqkrcUn
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb3c0MUO7C
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWorQAyfB8m
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWcCK3MyhS
放學，朝光開門，問思思：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTXXH5VstP
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2yC89loaB
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MO6MXh1pf
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHTSOn8uK9
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSTjYVlOpK
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAKkYFHl04
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU1wj39NBQ
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe80XimRK6
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA3odBhfVf
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh9hVRZ1hZ
「啱力？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7L9HHdPFH
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlhTsugcNq
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtY4WW9zyu
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry2aRnJmyW
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxtQTWw2a5
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea3VoNmFgF
「程師傅好掂喎。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDj2dDtxH2
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPyDSFSjNJ
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eELobXvkw
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5Qv22wm7F
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9aEYuuhGd
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF21nhy8A5u
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefF1VJUw6A
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIudK9QDmdz
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQd80QHwTF
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpi7fm3HXo
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ642xeZGfAp
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlijHW3SQe
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs0WtGTi1F
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTj9LglmGg
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9shcUTj9f
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM3xRTznAu
「對咗好耐電腦？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPKFU7TnHY
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz3ieszuPU
「係呀。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD3BLD8xNX
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN05BBznSBH
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcxQ2U8LpL
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4OtRHGTNX
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiFeIo5SHv
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoxslWOL3a
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUVudrDc8A
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxbYfWuJNA
「校務處飛線入嚟。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxgmci3yOM
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r6cgCzqFY
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fBOXMS3eg
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPGiwG6ixd
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57w4LqCrJQ
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLpDLHKQqq
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3weV0xf9M
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ8VQLdFhk
「你又識呢啲嘢？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ3SEgOErs
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsshoSYCB2N
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4q15WtWjf
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaWE6ytKK4
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmxlAPZW3f
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BXaGXdpBU
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOj6GCHylG
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVkxOuw9ND
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwWylTzkU4
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd3rf5lBBp
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVljlQSCei
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHPO7qQUiP
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuucQmuMJT
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud8lh6RdpB
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVypLmDAlbu
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX4Rek8d5k
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG746iumRi
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbB5zMZcYW
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Hc7xTANy
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcYEKSGWCP
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZaUlOtVDY
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5Z1LrxHyn
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuGCpYuSW4
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs1Clsr0kK
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTOUez6icu
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnWnLfuyU7
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5jtKwbPMh
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG3tZSvuyN
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNCXK777Ql
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDBRuZLH4D
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68tzVuiU8m
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqMXaBY0AK
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ48cPxp5c
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTZFWiJYw1
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0O2Rooq1
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMySrz2yyI
「太熟，不了。」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyWmQBkXa0
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L9baU3XwJ
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxAQNHd3tH
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdzGcXPzAv
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr4aCs9ZCz
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOso1uew3Q
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFbuODFFXY
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVbhbzyToJ
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqLZ85ebbk
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZd1sQm1Lbr
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLxzq7XtlM
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigHEGeVNVh
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwIK58nN6x
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQRfMuFBfd
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFRsDVWX6c
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J6R3zrs5k
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSkRlVvYXu
849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0NeVzEs6M
他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。849Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZWwLs4CQz
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