看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hcXXgqlXg
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiInWXNgxOl
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0xA7stgvQ
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH4fSQTfYg
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRoO6kkzqa
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「明。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMSSSQXe5S
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQPQUTwaCs
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B2RNJl7BV
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiKVMXR70b
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTWSDnYUNB
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0OdY9QAtI
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsVJhJpp1i
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTGrDKt5u0
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEeJPL5Qg5
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb2I9KxudO
「俾我睇吓？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HePqzg17w
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT51PThxU6N
「好。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HI0CpK9xO
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwgQIRUv0v
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcR21sYUgJ
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsDW7jhidL
「哦，係Fiona喎。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVA3VS7dFN
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDuen0IhTe
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOp4gFcBTq
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtuDGY1cGV
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bxnHY5uF7
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9dPLaajRW
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtblUSN41F
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkAQ57ScNV
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2fN0v0vJL
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbFEbNBu4g
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Eac7IDPI
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQx7Ht41Bu
「仲敢？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsIKgaVkR4
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHr2F8PW6W
「唔敢。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFmvk2HEiO
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg0nIFS4o4
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBt3M3DmC7
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTe5FdGrzJ
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2Ebt0uPO8
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK726d4Bl6X
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3xgi86YC0
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe7CnfMNzz
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBqakxPeUK
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniW8ViwH7Q
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGd6nKVQUR
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBUjxagBLx
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZEDeqYktO
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdJ1HLZe60
「我開俾你睇。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7qj580mcd
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwri8Ib7kci
「唔洗啦。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvrqLcoeGZ
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ6u1R8R1J
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBnIkMNFlS
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT8xDBOCbW
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXA1aQrxXL
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8PQpfuv9k
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqsmIu0Vkr
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6AT8LnnF4
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2Fo7Pbpwf
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CYGw7ewQK
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaVoH6Her8
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uSjHNxERh
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmRxTbxP08
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「Sorry。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R9SpFFHzv
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVn5hSfmOb
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAluZ3KLLJ6
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12OzyBGA6M
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWicXFjVtAR
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYunCEXjDs
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoPWWI8gkg
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt8XuDNOtk
「Sorry……」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNBFGkDAbw
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn4EBAnGW5
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDOFHUa8x6
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr0BXWKdIm
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccTaJ9JWnQ
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJk1sIYsQu
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrBcaYIrHC
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPflBozrQoc
「嗯。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBALKpDHAP2
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既然說起，阿朗問：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAjwIsCo5a
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZEMIwTlAY
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUYQBBbC2o
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCRlzkHzt4
她沒好氣地答：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtF9DrfkG0
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ164aO8TbMy
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeoueYB4OR
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG217dXn1zx
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJixI3NxMV
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCpTtDVGaI
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f23bm3KQd
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbzJzuhRaj
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpUqamW8l2
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmJewJd6bs
「威啦威啦。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix5IYZEIaI
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdGnvKM2lH
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsYyZUyZO6
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ni2hZdejx
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvsY0ippEM
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlqKYlTnAG
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「喺街上撞到？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VI4GVYMEX
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfmkW8Rsl4
「佢喺校門等我。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzOQkqUoKI
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pr6UktYzv
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i7koRJVbG
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLghXo7gPGQ
他語帶諷刺：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sn9BTxjPK
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeKwGMr0sC
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CJPG2XEud
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tm2gyExbL
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuRJ97BgUv
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVP4s34gfn
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhABSrE9aIf
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85GM9dYY6B
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtVo5kZmDp
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1jxDTyodM
「有咩問題？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XmVk8j8kt
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmabtI1z9l
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtkw2YOG5G
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAOHKEEcbB
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfa8aqFEX5
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapUCmAsSOD
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0GmGJgrgz
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是。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADFoQGClWq
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKAWeH1aXC
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwe5wxKH3J
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是。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ftDlMvENJ
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycM6JR4Boo
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSAVlPEnZE
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nd4HboGhl
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJroPpW2L9
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2h9KVu5Jd
原先想表達的是什麼？899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnHfJkXJOL
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhneQ4jHpY
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VtvJUthDU
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCadYnfd8w
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoXao2uGu4
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaqw0hvKLh
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiab3Ed0O4n
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2cG6dZewA
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7posBsGxX
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtZfSXMAE4
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RJgo8dCbC
899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwW2zx7Z7O
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。899Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0f90hyVHo
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