看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。654Please respect copyright.PENANArWD2UlJnxu
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:654Please respect copyright.PENANAB7pVgFxwKj
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「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。654Please respect copyright.PENANAj2KBg4eNpQ
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。654Please respect copyright.PENANAade2fK1OWL
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「明。」654Please respect copyright.PENANANCrRUJj89m
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「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAxSnijE5qwJ
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「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAwbkk0aWbzY
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:654Please respect copyright.PENANAbfRSawsjEP
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「傾咩傾得咁開心?」654Please respect copyright.PENANA1w3v71d9UA
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「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAY2xykHV6fy
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「俾我睇吓?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAbnvMgqYkdq
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「好。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAHG3NO826uY
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她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:654Please respect copyright.PENANAi8IsHHxjzF
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「哦,係Fiona喎。」654Please respect copyright.PENANA0WYS6aF4s2
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「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAhkkhqoulTc
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他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。654Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wl27Kprb5
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」654Please respect copyright.PENANABF8Yyimc2H
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。654Please respect copyright.PENANAjW3EDIl1cG
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「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」654Please respect copyright.PENANA0kyz5ALREd
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「仲敢?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAMF3GL3tnAi
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「唔敢。」654Please respect copyright.PENANADI4Gk6fpv0
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「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAcC7uezfwUw
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「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAATO6VXkWMS
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舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。654Please respect copyright.PENANAiUMMinkcl5
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」654Please respect copyright.PENANA70tiusIvHs
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。654Please respect copyright.PENANAiAmhkEFDMA
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「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAx1lK4IjHSG
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這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。654Please respect copyright.PENANAnj2mfV3ZHw
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「我開俾你睇。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAzHTdh261Pt
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「唔洗啦。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAjbOdHJ6sBr
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心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。654Please respect copyright.PENANAtUvWwuVbOB
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:654Please respect copyright.PENANALTSF5tVpkb
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAExZowrKOht
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「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAGMNyjgL1Mv
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「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAhwo5NbFwJf
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即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。654Please respect copyright.PENANAKjMGtyYc8j
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「Sorry。」654Please respect copyright.PENANA7M2u9CnOkr
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他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。654Please respect copyright.PENANA8b3y0CVLDd
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAJNnQoGwaUz
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她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。654Please respect copyright.PENANAbG8ojhOlCI
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「Sorry……」654Please respect copyright.PENANAASlLgsbLVP
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他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。654Please respect copyright.PENANAka8HrZUZcR
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAPaF8tO1ILg
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「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAtbhfyo0p9z
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「嗯。」654Please respect copyright.PENANA8E5ODis5EN
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既然說起,阿朗問:654Please respect copyright.PENANA8C7DUXx4Ws
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「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAc0uRo53Edw
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她沒好氣地答:654Please respect copyright.PENANAopKlb9tutZ
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「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAYiXDpv08Me
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「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAKU7WC10o6P
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAxKzIBJbi18
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「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」654Please respect copyright.PENANA9YcQfBtH8i
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「威啦威啦。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAyL9i4orpjp
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二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。654Please respect copyright.PENANAlUl4M2tnmC
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「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。654Please respect copyright.PENANAkXUj5Rz3jr
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「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAjfBHaqA1Bg
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「喺街上撞到?」654Please respect copyright.PENANA3T4Pr5VrOm
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「佢喺校門等我。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAXhvJH8W2QN
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。654Please respect copyright.PENANA3Cs8eSoUue
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他語帶諷刺:654Please respect copyright.PENANABNW2dWKIaL
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAESjTyDwVvK
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她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:654Please respect copyright.PENANA9qh9IgXJI9
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAm9fRF16Y3U
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「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAd6A9E6bVes
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「有咩問題?」654Please respect copyright.PENANAq3YmWRxGJ2
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「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」654Please respect copyright.PENANA5xqUCYJcNB
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「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAzWNgI1EsEE
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」654Please respect copyright.PENANA6u1WL9EoVu
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是。654Please respect copyright.PENANAjY5RZZNf5z
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」654Please respect copyright.PENANAEY5ojxSiIi
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是。654Please respect copyright.PENANABhoxXN7hEE
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。654Please respect copyright.PENANAZKykJ4BKfq
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明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。654Please respect copyright.PENANAwTNTNYLX0j
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原先想表達的是什麼?654Please respect copyright.PENANA9MonSh1ort
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。654Please respect copyright.PENANA0SIhzzCoMU
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更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?654Please respect copyright.PENANAcQQ1G75YQf
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,654Please respect copyright.PENANAttK8seaBW9
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所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。654Please respect copyright.PENANAyIfCRfzUAd
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所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——654Please respect copyright.PENANArfiIFHD0Ug
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首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。654Please respect copyright.PENANApMxnNxfGJi