看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNBTlubrN6
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XZwIneLV3
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCNZ6rn3ji
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnzwelYqlj
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7eu7qKjc2
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSYXOfpaOd
「明。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBOgDrITE6
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQkAxs8ZAu
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7hMs9MLLJ
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHXo29Q6h5
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAu3EfGpo6
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaJwy2fdLz
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEI1EdSPDk
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhnV37kVqS
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiqMXvOmLi
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhEHBiJAFd
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9pIz1ya80
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpCmIIj2H8
「俾我睇吓？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zWaP887rp
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZbZFlSeDT
「好。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQMDIP0n1r
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCF1wcpUDs
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExoTAuyxMD
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NtVa1gHuI
「哦，係Fiona喎。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1y66pWSqG
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlzJnzudGi
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF0cjevAQ0
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVA7XugIv4
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDCT74HgDh
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5AMDmgvT5
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGt7kGb3KM
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf3MFZ7mY2
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLtJayA15R
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5a8mhliFA
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrj5h25R6r
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykUxkXnJ3l
「仲敢？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgTlceBmJ2
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzNfiJ6NOZ
「唔敢。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKWmlL0XJ1
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ5sKxyQ09
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPndo5fxdE
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnLodx6JLA
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oegDboh4m
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1fOFP7abN
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaijE25x5b0
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLrZElHNgo
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cNJNSmJFg
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLrGKYdIBM
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkYas2MfxI
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lkoGPd99R
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGJfPeQqdg
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG0HZWNJlg
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqe5RI5rIJ
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXhAd4dmY
「我開俾你睇。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhwRBfCI8U
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3awe3bP2z
「唔洗啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0FAU6aYjY
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN50Awo0alU
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuu9AQ0tBO
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6wADbRePJ
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6IVEtbUq2
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZYudmjkTZ
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYi4CUIKU8
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pTlbByKA2
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35i428fgWZ
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQCxGpzMpD
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFPtRxFqNV
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt9PPksptR
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIfzaj8BLx
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hX6FYSS7O
「Sorry。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHMKJJUfWg
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbXwwwY4YA
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuaF4VRwRP
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGHFouG6IP
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzrxd1WSDk
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOrKImbje6
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNtyPUUw1a
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrf5DMGHrY
「Sorry……」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfgHTT9pzO
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yMJFFFaQX
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wVZ93KJNs
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHQgCzxZn7
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WvXwoIpEU
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOrUdmhxlR
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapZSJp4YmR
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPUxnvJWMG
「嗯。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDffNcMh6Kg
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYooMGWGPCl
既然說起，阿朗問：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM4vBd63Wi
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCncsrAGe70
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC0bmTKzgR
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCWRpv6lsW
她沒好氣地答：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu1jqTXYcQ
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZTet490It
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcioups3PtN
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6vdf8mGGQ
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48Jvm254dT
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3sDscTQhs
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxblj9wlVs
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ2GFDHZ1C
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZijSC8nJ3
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtx2nIfcc01
「威啦威啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2tqvltarg
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7D0EIBTMQ
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9FpJp7zqj
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc2lSq8C3r
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpAMYHZws8
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDsNRQBTkd
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUwISbCpeY
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPVDzvbIej
「喺街上撞到？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK2CqPjmqS
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXtBVDTdXD
「佢喺校門等我。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vTvZxiUF6
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn2EiTZNNz
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SgCrCzGRk
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7aiRJdRYA
他語帶諷刺：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmLjR6hcOf
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqic5sws5j
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9pB8r8HIX
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3hyaRoo2V
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBunhQa8Q7
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKnYYshWtF
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTPFUOznJ7
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLagObhyBrZ
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNa8j3L4dH
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCjj1upI8s
「有咩問題？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBsyeVJ0FG
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11bNZZ3pvK
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgs2gP22qz
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H2UFFSyXq
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf03RBtLCpF
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH6IspIpXz
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPHrUtiNGB
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDcKaOixfU
是。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwhw2P8eOL
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVPzxaV2fa
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25EK99IsT2
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzK3ETFanw
是。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb8irFLCEG
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqJK66zKQl
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGghcSHSQcQ
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhpDePNGqp
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNc3D4Lw3t
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvran6YbdhU
原先想表達的是什麼？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS0lOeFOTc
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH2KirHh7N
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdidMP6YmGA
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWPIQjKIku
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13eNpeS6C5
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KNvb48Bya
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8efjGjOMz
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G6e9EhXst
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXMQD2lF8h
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aFAfxAOMI
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5kQnhEAPm
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QBzs1im4n
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBuUeZWigc
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