波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZQqrcrDP6
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波瀾當驚？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NvRKo6wpp
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g0jaIjY6Q
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdLN19nQ5s
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOgj4MdMeX
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRo5nOsguR
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「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPHSz1ZzQ8
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他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgCZ7gsWfO
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「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCjfjSN3ew
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他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwI6xcqBcL
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「啱力？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qwFktoDdj
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她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDYHR1mZuo
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曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEibVBhvBIR
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「程師傅好掂喎。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0s7LgKzoX
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她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WDpNCxdkL
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「嗯。」思思回答朝光。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmZqX9gF1k
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其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxeIkcP7k8
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昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs36xdEhXc
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她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz0dtXjIKQ
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUfChGTw8w
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她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmle1IhYFd
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「對咗好耐電腦？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHsPxKonBK
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「係呀。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dGDYoiPK8
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvpN3OMhur
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「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9ifLCTmZP
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「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhmFfcRuYy
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vKn174kKQ
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8PMJ4juY9
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLYJLkoSog
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「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbYJefNCF0
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ1AM6RNFH
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtvPVhD3oy
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI5nkzYIBL
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「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBMfAGZS0g
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她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2ZFesQjbe
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOTwxBPNIl
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他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg8Tncdjlg
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「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zDA6CWBMf
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「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLFSbkt6wf
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他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOEIhx8iQ3
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她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmcQU5An7W
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCnMBVygYo
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「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3eQ9OL23u
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她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bMlsoEBuU
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「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRrJJW29xV
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「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdGxk9XJDW
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「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO27xlTISpS
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「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjg7clgt2t
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「太熟，不了。」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ks2RnhMsD
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他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtBlOeF2Cx
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc73ZWy4jHl
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噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv94VXDMVkU
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtr5yg3CjYy
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當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sr1Mvoeqw
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi89prDmmN
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxarZnutJ2
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLuudojUkL
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。883Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMPcG3Xefm
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