波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iJT9rshFn
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波瀾當驚？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS3XU08zTo
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NYGPJLqVt
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxZRxc3iyt
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyUd3n4kKN
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNvhS0dGrp
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdGjsRqqEo
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXRP13mJFu
放學，朝光開門，問思思：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTbnRroE63
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb70lax8yc
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiOXwWHtoQ
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmI2mLA6ET
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkux7TOvvvI
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrYpgRqzrp
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBASoPVaHX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94LCbzpcTz
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2XherhM31
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14mZ3m6vQs
「啱力？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCODh0CVfFS
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsONVsnfl0
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3V72lb1RW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxK83uFwY3
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqzcUtl5lo
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFAqiJdKvn
「程師傅好掂喎。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6JKU5AcpM
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VDpmyy8pY
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB97Xw3sSMj
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxfi2dW7TU
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ877BODCboo
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzpVkPySkH
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9b04yxg7v
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVO7A2mD8g
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdyechFytC
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4g9SVsluV
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM5gZRlPij
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w1oZ7nZDY
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B16VydqKr
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf4gS3ASwB
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXRLP6e8n2
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0WfaO1ZUZ
「對咗好耐電腦？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGMhQsRRto
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPfRb5i5Sq
「係呀。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymkySRwtHd
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjyTj5dR3J
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiis9tMXKx
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFTKNPQ1GC
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBC5seW55m
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgd2eYdfS7
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ta455CFbu
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBm6Asm3ON
「校務處飛線入嚟。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlXamoq2Fo
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ByfzFlkfy
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePunSEbpX5
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYsJGwxHsO
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KVKwm6zyX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GCTkFwBLk
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBYDcWD4zE
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn8jOhXG8L
「你又識呢啲嘢？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZcbHxoeNz
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb3W9fkjUe
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QiXFnUr8j
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zDsa6G0qh
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6JsOS3y1y
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14Be3xFbKa
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHQ4F0taxZ
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtV7QbXhrt
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACAPvfP5kb
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y0274G2Wh
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68FdOoM9XG
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImuisHLONb
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ295v0n6DRu
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeRH8QRtUw
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBTLtMn9aa
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemX79omUU0
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KkKnz5ReW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQag4wX70C
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZZ3v16ut2
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCsaVmCFuI
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqf19ZOv9x
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF91sBVZKR
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2HpAs2YgW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHpwwnvs0s
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X0IWFlpLh
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfsf8ibaoS
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUa20KJNwn
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1ivSz8ch2
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z3XtsF8bm
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mv3GtQiLc
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUtosusVT1
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXpAp0hdWy
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMqIpsGFia
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2FbQVPIch
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJDX2bf0qI
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuSyB39PJ9
「太熟，不了。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOIrP3xmRf
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5ZKX6p21w
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutFu0d4hrx
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEedLPWC3Gi
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXs7zybMy2
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UFBqsTP8J
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtZEWLHHKv
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JTRr7Rwwr
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh5x0AriUd
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXi9uismXQ
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzswbOfemRn
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1pUQeokR2
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd50HlvHOcx
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMhqiYkVRL
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWJbADQMeA
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUoyoH4YhU
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9giGY36FED
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