一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JHOHdQ3DH
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後來，回家，已經三人。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfqwwknIbS
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ooi5U7Jk5
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM5uiYwFl4
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90eWt1gx8V
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有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HizE0Zkve
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5iyNFYW7N
「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OeScrpnVR
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiRuXrWZsL
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ0OplqCzF
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qlp2UpCp1
「後生真係後生……」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFcf8g814z
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思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gFI5Fy4p5
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVogG1chS3Y
但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFLGsnvj2b
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbmJQhKAUg
思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jBQEPBRnF
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GsnHnnGkk
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7vS0PhdmS
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo83fV8tVL
她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCEI2HYY5y
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她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JCPsc2Mmg
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWbvAZaDcD
很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAqC1KZ258
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他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SGvbsslF1
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbsS2dMM5R
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLNHvl9tzr
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm9AOIwHxH
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewLxy93Opw
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKEGUKabdT
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xJqJ28Y5W
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w1UxOmAYp
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXP0ha5W6V
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEkrRS6wQh
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3cu1Z66jH
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHnFxFzKJ5
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvygeBSQwXl
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw70WfCYzv
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZZk0r1Yfs
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOOMS1criA
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPR7Yuhalz
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「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY7YlCdLXq
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IkcQc2PGE
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2jE1bKiTl
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaesgTrm2s
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9xna2W4s9
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgk72nPgzh
她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMEkUkbnod
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但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBNsC2EEGj
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思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV98BMLjmn
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被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmocRG04Ebd
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK9LPh5Qhq
阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFQeJx0U6M
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWW43GSQwI
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFgFxcxv6r
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHVUaZPAy2
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl43mfH5S5C
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrDN9c1vxK
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkHMLXs2NU
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjtl4lmHfK
「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MTaagoiYS
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KoCWH3VKE
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w13K5Xt3w
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulBuglQ9s7
思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzZ8ufQcyT
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYqFh8YjCA
她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8TNjY1eDK
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他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9VVL3CYvb
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阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCpn0MZkko
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「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3LnuKHH4I
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuGmCKsrbK
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDIacSyVTR
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFMouz2ZqG
阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbE4b4Wacm
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「嗯。」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWcbOkBw5S
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiKHJ02CTD
送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J8JYICzI1
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怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStECwnNlzC
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyB4CW9kaz
女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuof3eY2pw
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45r5m3CyRd
「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcf3PcU8lR
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLWAkzpW2C
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo0N5KoFl9
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkpUvswlF0
他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8GhKq6nvx
1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RMK7j5maD
他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1248Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uB9DjUmnW
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