現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVxTwe0wIm
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fj5jsaxiY
閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KOfh1cKGw
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIAfVECfcD
「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZK55AXFlf
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OTnRsD3Wr
阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYL2ChxF8N
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW8pPd6Oes
「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHQPR1Z3Oq
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKZPJwgauy
嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOCplMpW0G
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutmHxX1tap
其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ABOToBIx
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R2xWkufLj
在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMITxwvAQDu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l4JDNXN1J
一下、一下。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j7ejEc8Vz
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhArhrIWLDP
她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlTuUkScwJ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhpe2Mbpnd
只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VveFK2qMD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlNZrrmL23
「早唞啦，老公。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkt8exadIH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26YSRn2l0V
世事古難全，但願人長久。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq8QQ9ACTb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSURJ1ypTDu
千里共嬋娟。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4cwYMHezL
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oIXOh2H1O
峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROzIHW3zcB
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QfqtZAgtt
送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqK4RWTayh
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C3uO81z3O
阿朗加快步速，回家。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktci7BYGOY
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW6RKdTM6z
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6a2Mxi3kM
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNn5mPLK2m
他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMP7OeYakB
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF3EJ6R2Da
慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhMO5Zuyir
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWgEsuHRHL
無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZYPpAqwWg
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMuafxy0zk
他還活着。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvc55QzeuL
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU0SzhtuAH
思思一定會傷心，對吧？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZRisGtfQZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ361A3a6oPF
抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eFsoCLjv9
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UkLG0jrTO
那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6jk4Ez7mB
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbRQ1PRxg9
可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ui7IvFJcb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDANGKpyjjL
看，多奇怪。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hbK6hMgYD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAdwz1s92B
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9polxBTYl2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRq6YATQah
那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdT56shmz4
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsoinjiugt
演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBNXNbcvCy
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdh3LNofbl
阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM32HlRCfe7
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9Fl1XDZtp
他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb2zPYrctU
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsSKOMno5S
是嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCueDrDeQXC
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRTXQu5pUt
有能力不用，保留作甚？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS9JzkT0e8
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5zfxCuctQ
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaGrKfaaji
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvmkmS77HX
圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6FXOICcTd
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIzhtNLDmM
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltktqb6aWi
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgKtN1EobE
阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5xcWUV4gT
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKOZVeESeo
「岳母。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5WqPck6DQ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzUDKZm0ax
「阿朗，放工啦？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqVsLlTQHW
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0CSUlP9GR
她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b9BBcsmfR
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUStcjGEbgg
「係。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP1jrezSx0
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KvVvGOghH
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqWU184lda
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P96EEIJSJ
「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG3NHcyEnt
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lSDNqCRsv
「你哋最近點啊？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiGyIo7Bt5
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQd5cl8N0l
「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE7ChC0Nje
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDLMmg2x1k
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfhjr6KWpH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EemE2Cnu1
「差幾多本啊？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLSzlTwKtX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriRslJtwik
「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7InBsL5PT
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnQBGiKSZy
她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiJlHpc9Eo
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopxZnVWTCH
「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UbUHR9q4W
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuA2FiWUL8
「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKVmkP9Pau
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W70oBQwID
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MxT9soKVv
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXZnMwOfar
「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI7z5mHSet
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsf3BljtFk
他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe550mvAHH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7pcJ8Xe1o
「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAQBRsfxB4
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm585hyMBV
棉花糖真的可愛——796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN2bbshibz
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CTfzgYtIL
阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEKXgMC3Td
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HHKry8wOc
能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe2JOasZym
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D32xBOggi
棉花糖冷不防地問：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB7xWFbWJJ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ86OPTNxs
「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lRDSdj8vF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40wDKfAbsN
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jcK5iVkAD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBATIoolSe
「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ182KNhYuXL
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8QhtpqJCs
「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruZO6Y8L1t
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nGkEBwyJF
一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwc7pJ2yHR
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEOVad8Q4a
小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg8Iq2Ofj7
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLxnUhc55E
「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDedviLaNW
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2LI0K1jBx
他試圖解釋。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPJqCZhd1r
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvV78qeAMB
「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO7HoOoohH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSLUR5cSl8
「好啦好啦，下次啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMtcp7d4KQ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkFrUBwKPI
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rKNGHcWQk
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FMG06XtRw
她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZLmn6YHZG
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg18m71mGgK
「點敢啊小公主？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmlvYGJrY4
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J2uJ4vsIT
「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxGp7U0XC2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7E7WITUx2
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYknwBbnWll
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7KohqmJ44
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN5QfEHfXV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5RmhcPgS9
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU1Z2djWH5
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIwnvH3kRT
甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDqzheCm3c
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcLmc61a6e
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmphCzChAVQ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHNKlCDt4L
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7893SgJnL
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjP8FA26II
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgMLCKZIdk
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbIRzBSorn
她不再與他多講。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmY63KbfVn
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZi3fnsWPs
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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