阿朗第一次見思思，是在2005年的中文會考口試。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qkxRQAfU9
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從備試室出來，在考試室門外等候的那麼幾十秒，他記住了她的笑容，像是在替他或他們打氣。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI1EN1QwIx
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五點許的夕陽西下，太陽不忠，曬出微紅的臉，出賣了初夏的心動。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kN11AFKPV
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思思的樣子散發着「良善」的氣質。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PuPcL58qF
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馬尾，白Tee，深藍牛仔褲。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZc687fg1Q
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發言緊張，容易臉紅，疊聲時退讓。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy5ZtARBUT
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雙頰有酒窩，侃侃而談時懂得盛酒，或者，在試後離開考場討論題目時，阿朗已經微醺。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvuaVc68gS
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「留個contact?」阿朗問。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eVAKnkN1G
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「ICQ?」思思答。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIgNwfnMjv
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之後，他們就認識了。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHoGW4Tv7u
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「我叫程思思。你呢？」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTXr9p2xgS
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「程日朗。同學，你抄我姓程喎:p」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfIVwiUT92
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人會不自覺地對頻繁交談的對象產生好感。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfS5WQzsUc
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二人本身的社交圈子並不重疊，聊天輕鬆，大講特講學校miss阿sir的壞話，同學的八卦緋聞。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6GLAM1PBf
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「我個中文miss教書勁求其，都唔知學咗啲咩。」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFanGIVyeLF
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「頂！我嗰個都係，仲要偏心啲成績好嘅同學。」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjDFijnAT1
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不用擔心自己的過往被對方知道，因為你是一個怎樣的人，經歷了什麼事，都由你決定。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJDzk3IP6t
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這也是一種安全感。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvXZpgx9OD
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阿朗首先心動。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxJXfVkVEo
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思思對他來說，感覺很fresh。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip8MEh5oQ3
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她會記得他提過的英雄電影，她會耐心地安慰與家人爭執的他，她會讚美他安排的一日行程——這些簡單的事，他甚少從以前的女朋友身上獲取。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBnB97yjNM
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過往在戀愛關係中，他很用心。奈何，奈何。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWIqXT1xON
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以前，譬如對方遲到半小時，他沒有生氣，但因為她覺得他生氣，所以她生氣，離去。他尾隨了她好幾條街，才能獲得她的原諒。他勞累。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OhUCIPb1d
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他覺得思思不一樣，她温文、成熟、有個性。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBahcfdvo0P
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「你對上一次拍拖係幾時？」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRK0SCKN1s
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「一年前囉。咪提啦，我深信我下個女朋友會更好！」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ996vdmwCrO
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他喜歡思思。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXPzA7G2rI
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他開始追求她。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq50RbeR4OB
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思思不傻，她明白一個男人無事獻殷勤，是帶有目的性的。不然，何解常常message對話，甚至約她到郊區看日落，時間也是成本。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe1i4ylUek
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只是，只相識了一個月就談喜歡她嗎？2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuTe9lwNdd
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喜歡她的樂觀積極？他知不知道她的悲觀消極？2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPtgvUIQT7
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知不知道她的器官形狀？知不知道她的皮膚温度？知不知道她的血管深埋濃烈的不安全感？2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYeP75iNn6
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而這些，都不能從她平和的臉容看到。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC71JmlStj3
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思思擔心阿朗不是真鍾愛她。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W3ahKgC8f
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「你可唔可以，做我女朋友？」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXOixRBgWU
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「行啦，傻佬。」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1UaSJSKzy
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只是，十八歲有十八歲的嚮往。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA60MbM1Kns
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如果想太多，則失去了年輕的率性。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkFvQHuAj8
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她不是那麼瞻前顧後的人，她想，如果對方並非認真喜歡她，又如何？如果分手，代價又是什麼？些許時間，些許心機，輸得起。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthimHxOalc
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而且，她喜歡他。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCfGb37WvJ
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她至今記得，有一次，因為他們錯過了尾班巴士，他陪她走了兩個半小時回家。期間，她的腳後跟被鞋蹭掉皮，他單膝跪下替她貼膠布。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboOynHD4KE
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夜半無人，只有微冷街燈知道他們的行蹤；像透了一場無人觀禮的婚宴，沒有鑽戒，沒有香檳，沒有祝福聲，但足夠讓她說一句「我願意」。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48FNnmz5DU
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她心動。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvz2q5GEoc
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何必擔心太多。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlymvdADDqG
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至少此刻，她覺得自己擁有了全世界。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo4xiDhsdi
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世界很大。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpVeV5lc7B
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阿朗和思思去了泰國玩，像大人一樣，又沒有大人陪伴。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ojr0rSOdL
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晚上，在酒精刺激下，阿朗的脊椎向前彎，與攤坐床上的思思四目相對。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd6w41oxNJ
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他吻她，用舌頭挑釁她的濕潤。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuheMFB0PF5
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往下，吸啜她頸上的毛孔，在乳頭上打轉，仿佛要將其磨擦得更淺色。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrPjWOiqvz
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「停——sorry呀⋯⋯太快啦⋯⋯」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqnu05HzZf
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思思說。即使她感受到自己嬌喘微微，如果她用手指向下摸，必然暢通無阻；但她沒有。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bLkW4Q64G
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「唔緊要，我可以冷手打個熱飛機。」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5v9yzhm1f
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其實緊要。緊火，又想要。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojwoIUqjkJ
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他明白。她再率性，到底也是青澀的。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNcqI3Bes1
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思思從小就讀校風純樸的學校，連校服都是純白色的，雖然懂得開一些黃腔，聽得明白cheap jokes，但也僅在紙上談兵的層面，文人打仗，難免露怯。即使她真有一刻想過，今晚就和他做愛，將他包圍和被他填滿。她知道他已經很久沒有性生活，也許他暗暗懷念前女友的姣好身材，而如果真的如此，思思妒忌，她希望可以給予對方一切所需⋯⋯2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8fAd5vlcf
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「口？幫你？」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACGncoG0c9
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她緊張，自己膽小，但還是想滿足對方，她不願意落下風。故落力表現，技術生疏，還望對方舒服。她暗忖自己要多看AV偷師。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS69JdiVWE
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他有快感。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW4Ke36RNu
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他的快感來自她一下下大力的口腔收縮，着實不輸陰道的彈性，即使偶然有牙齒滑過他的命根，感覺也只是癢癢的，刺激微微，不痛。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hcwuK0b3c
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最重要的是，他看見她認真的表情，她凝神地前前後後伸伸縮縮，又會望向他，譬如看他的表情、動作，她怕她表現不佳。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPIOgkVkXF
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他愛她的這種在乎和落力。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAKoXPHkMP
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他有感被愛、被需要、被重視。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbs8PacBs8
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這是他們拍拖的第二個月，2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSCA5z5NXm
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這是他們到了泰國遊玩的第三個晚上。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdV4YKXKWZ
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這是思思第一次嚐到精液的味道——鹹，她只能如此形容，像黏稠的大海，不會流動，但以氣味攻佔她。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVNHNGWZfC
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她覺得自己太頑皮了，竟然那麼早就和人口交。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Uhv50hhJD
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但又隱隱覺得這是正確的，她想做大人，不再是以前看親熱戲碼也被掩眼的小女孩了。對她而言，已經很大膽和破格，違反了她的乖巧。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM9QEi8Abe
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雖然她知道，眼前的他並不認為這是什麼。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE1k5TijFx
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她想，希望沒有令他失望。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O9RHZIOYA
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他當然沒有失望。在那天之前，他愛她的善良、可愛、古靈精怪、善解人意，那天起，他也愛「她愛他」。不是說口交等於愛，只是當中流露的情意無限。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBgO1cfNvY
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二人深深相擁，沉沉睡去。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GbsKk8jqV
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在異國他鄉的日子，是快樂的。沒有人認識自己，也聽不懂自己所說的話。就算忽然大叫，羞恥感也不高。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2gMdHKiJM
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和心愛的人過無拘無束的日子，是自由，是了無牽掛，是心無雜念。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3vrlcB6Qx
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「其實，我哋真係好有緣。你諗下，考個試都拍到拖喎！真係好神奇！」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSct61ZuE2Z
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思思和好友分享她和阿朗的相識經過，一個個都調侃她不專心考試，同時覺得驚奇。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGYbjeyZ50
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阿朗也是。當他的兄弟聽說此事，有以下反應：2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0yBXdppJe
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「哇，個天真係唔公平⋯⋯」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoFxo4NrN2
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「咪撚講笑啦屌，發完夢未？今晚打唔打波？」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNjgl5mfkr
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「咁正，阿嫂靚唔靚？」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84LCKUh7sb
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阿朗笑：「你哋唔恨得咁多㗎啦。」2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWWwPFTFLu
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他們於對方而言，是最稱意伴侶，是最有緣分的相聚。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIYKC3aIGP
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旅遊期間，一天天的食玩瞓，一起長胖，互相「脂養」。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82zizUZVvb
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不足50泰銖的泰式炒河，是他們終生懷念的味道。2595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgPNvsOuJY
