阿朗在家門前，停下。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB0Tw5Tr33
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTmnnDmdhM
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7ZeT7XQWM
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPl5g309kM
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRtqHmlrP2
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9uShTbJ7q
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFBRApkxSN
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZlsLfBpLU
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGxXMFA9aA
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPkrbfnahG
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdkTBeSRCe
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A81Te9SDE
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRsITWEGd3
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI9OKTcamv
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpw4awtKur
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgVKaF5BLd
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MGDVqrTLw
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQJCoRKl2g
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA8RmcYvhn
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpJTvZQRTp
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaxui8KVEh
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6CKCLuA4N
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQap8rd6F5N
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jIFXBcxoS
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB6aE31j3k
「邊夠你正。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjUmj2Ps1k
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K67YAxHFX
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBy4f6rTkz
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzNblM5fnu
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusPqz3uUNo
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUmQcEIKKJ
「咁佢哋最近點？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpItNAFEkUv
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71Q7apUvvj
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllAw6Eubo7
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc72NqzJp5
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI88Ari0p1
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJCHuC7RZo
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbVYzRO5FQ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXUqCuttPL
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiYDDGmlXj
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTG5lQi2Cn
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqRES5ion7
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh2oq5jHtA
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG24cXCgzn
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9eqDc2vrV
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgDxM4mZCm
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwvs30XcGo
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6zsCZ9f9p
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAK8Tx1Mzc
阿朗忽然問。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLA94DJd0N
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQO4vWqcZj
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tDEmzCaYw
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKewZ3d5yv
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdomangdLn
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJvXlUdtBR
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB0WHanWyh
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaQ9K8Y3hY
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE2i4pmMKz
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5t33fvBF6
阿朗訕訕。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysyX25Dt25
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTvndLezGQ
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCR9FvV4WR
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYUAMmYfjH
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY03671A7Cs
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVdrphID0D
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ab04TBEKU
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQzOXNav0L
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrmvu3ig2R
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGxktLYQsh
「我去個沖涼先。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdaCbKbCpw
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FJEimzMRt
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vQUVty4Lr
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sTMke5QKV
他有家累。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAgCNhOFYl
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNjtB9QXW4
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JgzbOK5wN
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NgSoEQfKx
「老公——」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJd2FaO4Lm
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr9rRzw2xs
「係？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL3dwLwAx2
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr5HLp0xmZ
「我愛你。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUZ2GyRpUx
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNKMQAQHDG
「我都係。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEALgs1X9qe
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqEyjv7rn9
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3w3MEOGZQ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLq6VJL46f
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCUCbuHsoQ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZnMGBjugB
而，她不知道。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFVOhH0ekN
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLd6qLjlf6
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxZ9ne3Q6x
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J7cwTfcHC
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJBfOsKrmo
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfN9VyGnhu
他想找點方法使其穩健。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRJuvgjtoe
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22PgRKvgkE
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGv3GVl9F7
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT5Xy8MCUg
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfWwIUaSjM
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjEP8TEt8z
他不想雪上加霜。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5AFANCF31
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0O7qT6DSk
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPunjUryS1
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vj1pScfVK
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQIhgyqKM4
他睡不着。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJNtpg8jA7
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgChKcjvBc
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTabKYidWq6
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd0AT7oeN4
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aPE8orXmZ
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyZK0mPfBI
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1gD5PFBuO
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalaUKB3fCk
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0nEJHNvLC
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutK0aY84mO
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRoVO5j44j
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QtTsHF0EP
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFrIvWPBBe
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rArYLoAUf
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bKpaCtttj
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX2YVRtwKj
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rnmtu5mNb
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHZOvl6PN4
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9cVwHEeAP
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQYZvsVkhP
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKp2StCB9i
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MktuvmwHo
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO1RSK2kRA
「嗯。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvedydV8Vi
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPIDhx1lP7
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFb7kCHsCh
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvmrNa7OXZ
「點解？」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Agc4R1gNB
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuCGHUkmby
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rzIftq8sc
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QkLJLtUkk
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYz2N4wPSN
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AQs73oFKZ
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzrQLtwTbk
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdG6uULveg
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagQN2XuI18
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVuPLVrIu0
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ1b8HREBk
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一夜甜夢。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89yMMEXwwh
1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZQ2Q4bNmc
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1076Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB27F0O1Kld
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