阿朗在家門前,停下。839Please respect copyright.PENANAqyRacxDy6u
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過,夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間,頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會,他忽然有感折返平凡的人間,迎接他的,將是清冷的脫鞋聲,忠心又利落。839Please respect copyright.PENANA4WKeQ5oMNu
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。839Please respect copyright.PENANAFYAUfDxYcO
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然後,阿朗拿出鎖匙,其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢,她站起來,替阿朗開門。839Please respect copyright.PENANA0NRBCmYSuf
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如同往常,他下班回家,一樣。839Please respect copyright.PENANA1PYMwrb31M
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「咦,你仲未瞓嘅。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAzxzewmRKnW
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「係呀,我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAsOQjfE4voQ
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思思抱了抱阿朗,昂首,問:839Please respect copyright.PENANAj1smJ7c1Yh
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「係呢,最後有幾多人着咗校服去?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAwOjEUWbhbv
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「幾個囉,得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落;我哋就開始有佬味,冇人着。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAeL8r7oQSkG
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAsIA1WP4Av5
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動,腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。839Please respect copyright.PENANActFdY2IwCi
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對上思思的眼,噢,家有賢妻,又答:839Please respect copyright.PENANAR8xF4PLVf1
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「邊夠你正。」839Please respect copyright.PENANA9NosUOQUA3
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊,傾咗啲咩?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAOZFRSq7OaQ
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「冇呀,咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢,之前聚嘅時候,都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦,分享吓近況咁囉。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAjzMvxgpE0S
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「咁佢哋最近點?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAoQZnwZnp0o
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阿朗停頓,他沒有仔細聽別人的話,想,反正過得比他好吧。839Please respect copyright.PENANAWf0nTBDfu5
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「幾好啦。老婆,你知唔知?畢咗業咁多年,竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAYSpTrqMFZ8
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「咩意思?你以前係點?」839Please respect copyright.PENANANvsKAqr4kr
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「嗯,之前同你提過嘅,我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢,而且都幾俾心機讀書,係大學之後先開始心散。」839Please respect copyright.PENANA4HE2Fn5XND
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅,大學嘅環境同埋你屋企,都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAjV6KmhEMYH
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思思抿嘴,其實她知道,如果他繼續努力,一定會有成就,從一開始,她就覺得阿朗很聰明,對很多事都有獨特見解。只是,她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」,此刻覺得有些遺憾,舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。839Please respect copyright.PENANAanOPLb5f6e
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可是,下一刻,窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她,累。而幾個鐘後,太陽會如常升起,她有的,是他倆的未來,不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。839Please respect copyright.PENANAX1wVP6KkIS
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「老婆,你覺得我叻唔叻?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAjNjFGvrkzl
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阿朗忽然問。839Please respect copyright.PENANA4kwoH2KZyB
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截至回家、看見思思之前,他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情,沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺;回家,他想確定自己的價值——839Please respect copyright.PENANAgwaUkwqNJA
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「叻,」思思不解,他何以突然這樣問,他當然是非常非常好的,又補充:「當然叻,我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎,你話呢?」839Please respect copyright.PENANADl18C93HqK
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「嗯,都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他?」839Please respect copyright.PENANAEplZI83zac
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「有呀!多謝你咁辛苦,每日見到你咁攰,我好心痛。」839Please respect copyright.PENANA3LVImrRg6y
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阿朗訕訕。839Please respect copyright.PENANABd9gRUf3cX
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他隱隱失落,她回答得過分真誠。839Please respect copyright.PENANAegZSZj8G3v
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問之前,他就有一個期待的答案,譬如,評價他個人的行事、性格;而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」,他想知道的是,「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。839Please respect copyright.PENANABDcMfFZALX
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可是,又似乎,真的很難讓她感覺到。839Please respect copyright.PENANAR7WRai4WRE
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而現在,他沒有機會,也沒有空閒,讓她見證,程日朗不止可以養家。839Please respect copyright.PENANAtyneuEvMIB
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「我去個沖涼先。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAZQabVoq1Xy
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不知道為什麼,思思覺得,打從踏進家門開始,阿朗的興致就不斷減退,好像有點落寞。思來想去,她猜測,可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同,所以有種脫隊的不安嗎?別的同學畢業後自有去路,無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛,還是失業、失戀嗎?但只有他,那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁,既需養妻又要活兒,肩負家累嗎?839Please respect copyright.PENANAus7Jp6AvNg
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他有家累。839Please respect copyright.PENANAB7kQ3tne39
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她明白,他為這個家付出了很多。839Please respect copyright.PENANAePLfDguP7u
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「老公——」839Please respect copyright.PENANAqnHAS0y5uM
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「係?」839Please respect copyright.PENANA3nYp1iOqbq
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「我愛你。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAjaE9Vyhilm
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「我都係。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAoqgjFbenVd
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她不明白的是,阿朗需要尋找成功感,想取得屬於他自己的認同感。839Please respect copyright.PENANAuxtknuR7Ax
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他已經自卑,他很怕她不再欣賞他,他也怕她會看不起他。839Please respect copyright.PENANAkWAsg6Fo2K
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而,她不知道。839Please respect copyright.PENANARRTagOb4y9
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意,他渴望自己的身影永遠高大,永遠撐得起這一頭家,如果天塌下來,他都希望她們都分毫無損。839Please respect copyright.PENANAm7pjB3m6Ib
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴,告訴他,世界要變了。而且,世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣,這一種失温感,令他搓了搓手臂,一失手,頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。839Please respect copyright.PENANAii7hznMb9S
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他想找點方法使其穩健。839Please respect copyright.PENANAeuBpY1LsA4
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自卑這種情緒,可以流露得很明顯,眉頭額角,皆是破綻。只是,他不想讓她察覺,也不想直白地被她安慰。839Please respect copyright.PENANAE8cXudLdqw
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他覺得,一個自卑的男人,是毫無吸引力的。839Please respect copyright.PENANAW5x2kMD5Gr
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他不想雪上加霜。839Please respect copyright.PENANAQXKk4iKcDZ
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深夜,二人躺在床上。839Please respect copyright.PENANAZP7Lyzd4mr
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容,幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。839Please respect copyright.PENANACxEemPJmoc
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他睡不着。839Please respect copyright.PENANAAZgd4GMwRF
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅?」思思察覺,問。839Please respect copyright.PENANAhCDS6aN6IF
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「冇咩,可能K房啲氣氛太high,我未平復到啫,有少少精神。」839Please respect copyright.PENANA5wwiAjX9hZ
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「難得喎,你瞓唔着。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAaniEIRPBXg
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「係……你瞓先啦,乖。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAYAuqvlj1w8
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說罷,阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。839Please respect copyright.PENANAK1MKfPxMEf
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上,無故想起,在剛才的聚會中,Fiona問他:839Please respect copyright.PENANAyHgC0WW1lm
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「點解咁早結婚嘅?以為你會好好讀書,再好好番工,或者開公司添。」839Please respect copyright.PENANA1vcXKYkbsY
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉,好正常啫。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAmV0id2t5yv
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「奉子成婚咋啩?」839Please respect copyright.PENANA1mGdQ2pXMU
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Fiona調侃阿朗,下一秒,又道:「講笑咋,祝福你。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAe87XLs0qJ5
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「嗯。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAeX5SFV3rtt
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖,我都幾羨慕你老婆;我覺得,你要多謝佢。」839Please respect copyright.PENANAMbCdlT3Ch1
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「點解?」839Please respect copyright.PENANATZatdwRqRc
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「你比起以前,成熟咗好多,同其他男人唔同,佢哋同你比,太幼稚。」839Please respect copyright.PENANA7a10nLaKr1
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨,笑靨如花。839Please respect copyright.PENANAQWiUY1gMug
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨,矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經,她肯定阿朗夠好,才讓他做她的男朋友,才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親;然而,她卻又背叛了他,親口宣告,對她來說,他,是不足以令她放棄整個森林的,他不過是其中一棵樹。839Please respect copyright.PENANAl68Da9rb7j
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但,他又想,起碼她認同,他特別強壯。839Please respect copyright.PENANA9Tr1IURRku
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中,睡去。839Please respect copyright.PENANAwYx1NR7NMZ
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一夜甜夢。839Please respect copyright.PENANA4jA0GTnr8T
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可是他忘了,Fiona的校服長度,是不符合儀容規格的。839Please respect copyright.PENANA2bsdMYwkTZ