阿朗在家門前，停下。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvfhyaGw9y
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBaoOLtBIy
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXCmlWdSWa
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgEaLOgeRc
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0iaPS9nhf
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6omM3s1jr
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK9BauP2q7
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDkLSLbmNV
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFba2ZokGX
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQWanlB1KD
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeyPTdGQXq
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ttwzjPBaN
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ku6h5UfGZ
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUtFwuwqnz
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNPWmrqZTP
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcYir5maF3
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbI32G9VQ9
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU94dxMAtN
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckTD04Sr5Y
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JO66B8qxi
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlx5qsiN4x
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC33ce18Rr
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW5mslSMLW
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RWrJ7j7Fo
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPRvCW7vaA
「邊夠你正。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl0kyfIC7M
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlmyayIzY3
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo1KXRyJbV
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b5Aw0ndbs
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwpxAGKnWP
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXQaSqRJk3
「咁佢哋最近點？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5kvJ13wbm
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiNbFsn5lL
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD4nv6KgZ7
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll4pd2IIal
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAf2K3dgYl
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLFoyLFf66
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFczEtcdPEp
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Ns7M8Svc
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn0cJLnaYV
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuqPi09Syu
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BNUU2rmeA
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIajcgDjMq
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDNmVxZaji
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q7msIu8Uy
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJXETSyfBa
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYho6pK27Ae
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICy7x0uRs8
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbZ0T255CT
阿朗忽然問。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH12KfsiETm
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzliiANqdmL
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuXyBnU32Z
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoQK4RptHD
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZrKkkVaf5
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcSuQgcljY
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQelVtYmR2
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYNOySMcRy
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMstZfCtdu
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0sbmnQfiY
阿朗訕訕。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEFdnMpoZY
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0qieI2vs
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDX3dJZcIU
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A71HbdFKY
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHSMzSSpTI
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yiebZw1G6
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzibI4O6jfE
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wwCga51FN
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlJwTzoXg3
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg5iUdz3XZ
「我去個沖涼先。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5dst7mOF5
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU2UkCBmdq
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXrI5JZxjk
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJN4SVYovJ
他有家累。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wiECWMV5b
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqAawPekNz
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbFpW41jFc
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs28HjYLco
「老公——」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxth1kbFRKa
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQGaIKSOP3
「係？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRveueDLYpP
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoEG1Q9JaG
「我愛你。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNG6cpJcnE
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBK45dGddH
「我都係。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BFHGKMMYK
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7PJEozR8Y
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEocpCGBZIc
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpPMlfNrmW
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdYl6zE30D
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg7dgK8m3u
而，她不知道。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoje9jo1uD
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaCUKEHDPc
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6WUjwICTd
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyYCL8Qlig
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoWb4iKH0H
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDIZSCT4x3
他想找點方法使其穩健。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MNFW3518I
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw9kXcBYQR
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRRP6dwPYy
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuI8BFyGNE
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x2mjLs3LI
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcuddSYzMb
他不想雪上加霜。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXMsx66Kq2
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjlyjWg1ma
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2EmXTVyQW
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu4OGtyUTR
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYdI9WKnES
他睡不着。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBI1J7DHV9
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IyhujFUft
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHk0Oi7Eml
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8ac4hSZXA
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnHt12R2jg
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4WfXK4jsb
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYzwhe5KaJ
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVdIzqYdn3
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhnomztzz6
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPqoLlwfQm
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN4pGnNmpx
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptKhGdwqxb
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBZAjtaIVq
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnStZAXhrOy
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu98jHOa1r
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbrxgwzqyE
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV2F7eFq0w
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB8tsxMB8T
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc9WwUPp5y
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF6ePDyRtz
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GZn2U110d
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSDFn34lzh
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MZDDmkV6n
「嗯。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9tWnJhb83
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDK3KaFq74
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sBZ5ZRadq
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMQuIBXeHd
「點解？」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7ixGZxkJm
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt7f0tq9z5
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lGHhUBraU
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kWwHIopfO
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgqqwakAD7
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUesEl0Jei
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM2PAfGukX
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH0ufymsqw
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybW1lIDBQZ
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLL9mZYyno
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7CXKHg1VV
1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEccyZWDJvs
一夜甜夢。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt96WAaDaX
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1040Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7bvSPIYOB
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