「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0aadtuVTV
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「邊個？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFipB2PHIH
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nn136Qbcz
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1u65eJB11
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxPjgJu83G
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「噢……」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbOl5xQVeK
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3LAvy5WsJ
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQXhA98H0p
「嗯……」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZp7CyxTf7
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwU9gtf1ww
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDrEanbda7
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSoQ7mOQ39
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1Cp09ppCY
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGTiSFcUtf
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz2Dqb7Mgx
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxQVX83azH
「點死？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QHJkDzudn
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R11DpTfR9
「交通意外。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKypzhGQhr
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0nRXbLnAs
「噢……」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOqzns2MR2
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws7IbCWLSg
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdxsSdRBtJ
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iZQBTlzJS
「我唔想死。我好驚。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXxhzUoUQA
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCicPzAfvZN
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp5t4ycyTq
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFgzcaaMm7
「我都唔想你死。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyf8xQNAoX
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLmCZSgLwn
他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF3LrRWAau
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCAAjt7UmT
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoSMUhVAIJ
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7Qyt9hfNF
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6teQMNJhbP
「我有咩慘？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUYz7MmR9Q
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9KZCQaDVu
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVKbi4eT3r
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iSb3Ma3ix
這是事實。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9VQ65W4D2
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2MfrdTwF4
「嗯。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTW3zXimJa
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3W7WjKyql
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12NyaNyYxa
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5dLXuTuxB
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRmaf31ROU
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0kIvIFlID
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvYG6KdlQJ
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoqJzN1ScU
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dqYlxWtZ1
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他說：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFI5zvS6Cn
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74zkSBUNjF
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHJAithcJD
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVHwpmnzqa
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp9N6QjpyD
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtsigRlpOl
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9UINHSjI1
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWFAWCy1Zz
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJaT9rxXRg
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4JAeqXOdk
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他倔強。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOBGyF6oya
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdpOA9ZNtX
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYds95zd4T
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxART3Mdt3
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGSBWcp6pk
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrwZhM3Ilh
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTEVh1BAfF
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9MLLl0MZu
「嗯。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVqEJHA2Nf
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他終於滿意。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADFetE1cOH
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd8cr9qsSA
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDanNvbaxgg
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtECqKd0NA
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoohyd6qsA
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkWkQkE784
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJZstWkDBy
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p1lumZdxY
「係，我哋好騎籬。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvqJVbcZa9
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阿朗也笑。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRObTwcolF
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhMew7YNkZ
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySmjDlEe7t
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobguXSnj5B
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8rwWeeqJI
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEGitC13DK
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIMP0x2Wfc
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9po57PQzSS
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ0deA0Tks
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVHOwLc55t
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