「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjA7wgw3y4
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「邊個？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObBhMELJzg
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0rA7yX3vg
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh8jtThjD1
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpfK8bZab7
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「噢……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtJCkKhFGd
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHC2enTxFg
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「嗯……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8T9XL8k8F
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswjQJazcoV
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxofj0pAGNU
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLNIr4eLwK
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tAm8KhbJz
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GpE9hwcZe
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0QcsgtI97
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「點死？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1ityJV6oM
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「交通意外。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm8r2wsOU1
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「噢……」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jjs51Az5e
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhHzvc4N1W
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkAIneAmyi
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrBFTCayhw
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「我都唔想你死。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHnOplQTId
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSre7Cce1y
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY9yX5cZK9
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshfHrq1W22
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「我有咩慘？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFHnyGJbo4
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu2YjFogdl
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這是事實。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrwtiET4Fd
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「嗯。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMyhT5ksEp
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPItZ0pNNI
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13lOqTPYxM
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bfGZpsbpV
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JXHq7SrgI
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnd8DPxLXE
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5UbIc7NoW
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他說：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpWttzp2Ch
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLQZCI8zgW
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jD2qnMqU3
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVKCMPrFbe
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl69DfOyppQ
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUm7bi3quq
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyrx4i1Qhx
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他倔強。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCniG3YpYLC
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd7UfvdhR2
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5vZvobeYn
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswnzhbIUEZ
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjpkQtWrJr
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「嗯。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6gB925Gjw
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他終於滿意。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT7pgVWjtc
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV42zoueXsC
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcbXXfGxuS
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCeIKr47q8
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO0LWssFpa
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1OYPtFf6P
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN9M0C1XJp
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAYIBniYZ0
「係，我哋好騎籬。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90YiOhMpUC
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阿朗也笑。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWw3JgDrsS
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuPojksDe6
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbIHBZUwt7
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE1ZsvBMIq
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYM9TyfPWi
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz5QCIbdZf
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPeExYpAU8
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwG42JzrHg
779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3hzUZIWfp
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。779Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIcI6WjBm8
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