「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAA32D7wSGzm
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「邊個?」601Please respect copyright.PENANABtjQn99czM
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刷牙的聲音不斷,在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。601Please respect copyright.PENANActLsh7cjrK
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1oQqFFiCt
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中,她將廁所門打開。601Please respect copyright.PENANAouB3yUc7RV
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「噢……」601Please respect copyright.PENANAVeetspn2qL
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,但係,佢死咗。」601Please respect copyright.PENANA7jT2iatuRZ
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「嗯……」601Please respect copyright.PENANAbft52aAqxt
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她不知怎樣回應。以往,事不關己自然高高掛起,始終,人類的悲歡並不互通,即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受,但也不至於心痛,幾秒過後,情緒平緩;但如果亡者是所識者,不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」,聽到的人只會很憤怒。601Please respect copyright.PENANAXKNyQmkiOX
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天,是否?601Please respect copyright.PENANAFGXosNGoqG
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,」他重複:「佢係好人,但佢死咗。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAm65HEzZD3u
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她轉身,捽捽他的肩。601Please respect copyright.PENANAou8f9ESP7O
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「點死?」601Please respect copyright.PENANAWSZJfOcuTd
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「交通意外。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAko8GNwgjBt
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「噢……」601Please respect copyright.PENANASkZs5Le18s
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空間靜默,肚有些痛,身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗,談話內容悽楚,激起他動容:601Please respect copyright.PENANAwxd2odfCmZ
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAWT3uCLIAMx
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面,感覺他有心結:601Please respect copyright.PENANAlUPvFUD7As
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「我都唔想你死。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAoWiYIMGNJ6
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他看着她的側面,大聲了一點點:601Please respect copyright.PENANAVyIpH67zy3
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係,你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘,係覺得你好慘。」601Please respect copyright.PENANALgx0KAGiU5
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她將漱口水吐出,不明白:601Please respect copyright.PENANAX7hUsrwTl7
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「我有咩慘?」601Please respect copyright.PENANA7caxpo27fl
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「如果我死咗,我覺得你都會咁。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAcKBYYUlrOC
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這是事實。601Please respect copyright.PENANAPvjK7efhyT
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「嗯。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAXOzCbuaKJ4
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她打開水龍頭,洗乾淨牙刷,空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味,光的廁所照耀暗的客廳,詭異的配搭。601Please respect copyright.PENANAxfNhSpi8bk
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她肯定的說:「如果我死咗,你都會咁。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAkVo38a1JPQ
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她轉身,看他,猛然發覺他的眼是紅的;她很少見他如此。601Please respect copyright.PENANAa8B96wZZMn
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以為,已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒,不會再有這種聯想;可是,他怕,若然天降橫禍,再無呼吸的是他,或者是她,那麼,他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己,明知、早已習慣生命脆弱,卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。601Please respect copyright.PENANA3WYPZEJA8N
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他說:601Please respect copyright.PENANAzkTH4TCvG2
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「咁不如唔好死?或者,以後一齊死?」601Please respect copyright.PENANAnMxal2jD45
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她突然覺得,他們要一起生、一起活;死亡只是一瞬間的事,但活着不是、生存不是。比起死,她想和他一起活:601Please respect copyright.PENANAH4UFpqVyZx
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事,好冇?」601Please respect copyright.PENANASoFnUtIS8b
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣,此刻他是小孩子,如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話,同樣妙想天開;只是當時不知道,永遠是多遠。601Please respect copyright.PENANAKWfuHX61S9
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAnSN1QhxdVT
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他倔強。601Please respect copyright.PENANATs2Tk0PDcU
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其實,差一點點,他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望,試圖消除繁思俗想,經已共對十多年,生死面前無難事。601Please respect copyright.PENANA3ipfKKktwQ
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幸好他們活着,他們有的,只是忽然的感慨,而不是血淋淋的事實。601Please respect copyright.PENANAfCKJXv1HQV
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她順從,也做回十八歲少女:601Please respect copyright.PENANAsIgidEZ2jJ
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「好,我哋一齊煉丹,永遠長生不老。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAiH36Lc2ukA
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「嗯。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAvGtC47l7sU
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他終於滿意。601Please respect copyright.PENANAMiNBnAhrnN
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不一定要長生不老,但長生不老的時間,足以他們將一切講清講楚,有多少說多少,有什麼說什麼,掏家掘穴。601Please respect copyright.PENANAtIUzP09wRI
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丹不一定是靈藥,但他們自己,是自己的靈丹妙藥,或者,是對方的。601Please respect copyright.PENANAnGw8ZRrEnB
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「咁嘅環境,講呢啲嘢。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAXguLRH5pxm
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思思笑,看他們在做什麼?一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上,一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便,然後談生死訣別,談一生一世,談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣?601Please respect copyright.PENANAs2H0nm5w8B
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「係,我哋好騎籬。」601Please respect copyright.PENANA6SBjB9wOxI
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阿朗也笑。601Please respect copyright.PENANAC1OSINiPuS
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「我抹埋先,你出去先啦。」601Please respect copyright.PENANAtXbsOpOJv4
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她出廳,看到光的他站起;他清潔,看到暗的她在看他。601Please respect copyright.PENANAdqBrNzZeho
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沖廁,洗手,輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。601Please respect copyright.PENANAyohMiTPEEY
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當然還不夠,但至少,今天,他們說得很多話。601Please respect copyright.PENANABe1q9COAOX
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大概,二人一生都會記得這一段談話,自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使,只有他們這樣認為,但是,已經足夠。601Please respect copyright.PENANAoHfmfUooW3
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