他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyHtXga1sA
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Gb6uXPJA
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5ZM26PIkO
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaYySkviFm
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwekAqddtTE
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8QOBsTKad
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj10HtlRQ5c
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH2vGbJym4
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnDPmygUDf
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy7bFJcrUd
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jy2ZYkcXj
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdqgS7oKST
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3kC7ygDqK
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFNs12BSZ1
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC19Tr09rcW
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIUUh9HMTa
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyWSWtDd6M
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tGh56UYxX
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrqZK5F3DN
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoOvKEPllR
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRffjQjU0c
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVkhWsDqQ6
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK18v0les0w
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGGYFk8Xb3
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHUppD1M69
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleriR1IcZM
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnE07z1kff
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wi3Rd7gr4
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn1aB3R8ZF
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Kqbbr095
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1LKNSrD0R
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Ksq6cjfc
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YJHmMubRm
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXj6sKEbTa
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6ksZPVcYV
「你好感慨喎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSIEpKiddH
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcj8lLOSgA
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS88pXBImyJ
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwi7mzDpJL
宜家呢？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DDZSJQAm2
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWK8Jc8pyQ
「嗯。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOC6ucWdle
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ffJtId1W6
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeJPw8OpNJ
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYTyTpxu3q
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy608Ds1X9
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLvRLtqznp
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrS8CJD3XX
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgtDaMCuUY
「唔好諗咁多啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKEcw02m6y
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoTnUysMUY
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFcgQb8YXm
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6VuVbNGbl
阿朗不語。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdpzTUbIaV
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrqYI0I4gs
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBaXngZdbI
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs7LjpQzU0
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ89vyX8Te
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJtzES0KHk
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdam4g8a9d
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQs7YrNVkv
峰仔開口介紹二人。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEOdAucuxu
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFuWkFuZxL
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELmtu82NLf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2hJd4pANc
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJB63Elzqf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Korm2a5nc
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbofmuc0aZ8
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7rjKViqeA
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28IXK4feOW
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDzL33IYm9
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9Uiqn8XOU
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FT8OFeChQ
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9io5LynfwO
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX1c93AbSF
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx4UMTLYhF
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9AnO1Z2h8
之後……就冇之後了。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzM1YG4MBf
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGvTmEPCsk
「節哀順變。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyXgCNkrR5
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCcBCD0z6F
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZFJCynKlW
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkluZSiehEC
「嗯。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap5tom2wTs
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWswqLFTDH
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt3F2yYzUO
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnZ8E8nIaW
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKspg68SUB
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5boruVBzEp
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUj5t9ZOsB
嘉欣已說不下去。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndCXfSSqU5
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8x4qrEbKl
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAH1leU6DN
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0sldCMVxe
「我想佢番嚟……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrZOYZ1rLY
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRg68GIvJS
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONt50I2ghX
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzipqCtenjh
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJXEv4eMKd
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cRTXmp8q2
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJsFsV3bnl
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R2oQvx3YN
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswsSeFLyhn
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEK2ICvVkU
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iCd5QDENa
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZLOiErDga
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcTKa0DSIX
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYPchvDVOZ
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLuDL6j6ru
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMAzemrhcw
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiwddL8K2O
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ716CwwzvpP
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV6OgL7y7G
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXepm9dwdl
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP2HqxuIKj
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiALh7gXfE
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiIFlQ6I1x
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMJ8WqsbcZ
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ2YEfSC7v
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKFnpN3nNZ
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRTg6qXAI2
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriBRDWtNge
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ZvcBCqAr
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iQiUI3dTK
她悲傷。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcprjNZn12
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdlfBQ51gR
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c9vYUsCVb
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVguP4HMdQY
「冇你點開心？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhLHzBZjXi
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PEceJefzW
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1varBmdnS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY6asS0wpC
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwKS9a1U0G
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5Oy3lP56U
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RWQu9x830
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWXHBYW7FE
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz7BWS6sTN
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSv4Pp0ZHP
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzKKMZ1G39
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWzbrGZrBm
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWMwaBwGh6
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcmYFqe6Ty
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkZ9wSNlrS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsJukTNwMy
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfA0x0n1gy
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaN22sCMx7
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHY0YEXSm0
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjspaa1S9f
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe5IcNlNwU
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xSXUobDHb
她不假思索：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LePMbG2pi
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SkdQp78SH
「當然係寧願你出軌。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrwfVElow2
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tBOFQRKAz
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WYDfZhaMb
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RcLlAgW4N
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCOUs3RZug
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8vO5gA7hH
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoonJSS8k0
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgjkyJmK39
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfRHGvCpFr
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