他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。618Please respect copyright.PENANAybpU0QtdhW
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。618Please respect copyright.PENANA69qdzzg7M2
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。618Please respect copyright.PENANAvHVcJL6RU7
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。618Please respect copyright.PENANArQTAVK1XdR
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?618Please respect copyright.PENANA05IzwZarNk
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。618Please respect copyright.PENANAvjlxnM2tNd
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:618Please respect copyright.PENANAIcu8Rlcsq1
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAS3Esobmmwu
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:618Please respect copyright.PENANAFgjNqjzIJn
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?618Please respect copyright.PENANAp0uwauUHmK
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?618Please respect copyright.PENANAbuu2AQKJWe
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?618Please respect copyright.PENANA3dksWPPGXk
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAkLLboUIP94
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「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」618Please respect copyright.PENANACkavYxmK3a
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAGm9hKsAkLU
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「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAWqSGTy8CQE
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「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。618Please respect copyright.PENANA6HrCSZvOS2
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」618Please respect copyright.PENANAsUlcl8uIKc
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「你好感慨喎。」618Please respect copyright.PENANA9CMRs47LJ6
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。618Please respect copyright.PENANAVMilm6Oau2
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宜家呢?」618Please respect copyright.PENANAe2X78lYfqK
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「嗯。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAnanDA7cWmW
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAul1h9EznaH
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。618Please respect copyright.PENANAOHQj6CYmYv
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「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」618Please respect copyright.PENANAjKqdmJ5TZa
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAhASHw0Jd6X
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「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。618Please respect copyright.PENANAqwetzpgbHw
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阿朗不語。618Please respect copyright.PENANAlRt4u6kkbv
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。618Please respect copyright.PENANAvyrcwFaFd7
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。618Please respect copyright.PENANAytliFCIitS
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAmXJOffqFhC
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峰仔開口介紹二人。618Please respect copyright.PENANAlP2B8IIHo5
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。618Please respect copyright.PENANA9WFssQ6NeR
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAVFudQ5ZYkm
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。618Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZbBnlLdaX
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。618Please respect copyright.PENANA9C3KnfXgIm
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。618Please respect copyright.PENANADqSRLT6bsw
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。618Please respect copyright.PENANA9mgv0zBWs6
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。618Please respect copyright.PENANAagx31mNDlK
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之後……就冇之後了。」618Please respect copyright.PENANARM2IgDhi3R
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「節哀順變。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAxopTJBQiTW
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「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」618Please respect copyright.PENANA8XivnxCM3A
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「嗯。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAmwb8a9Pd6R
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?618Please respect copyright.PENANAqJcpaU7hsx
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我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」618Please respect copyright.PENANAOInyHVH5hq
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嘉欣已說不下去。618Please respect copyright.PENANA9lDvON1hB0
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。618Please respect copyright.PENANAegnJQuHcKI
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「我想佢番嚟……」618Please respect copyright.PENANATZ08Iik1H0
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。618Please respect copyright.PENANAktxnqUXpz9
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。618Please respect copyright.PENANAVivCDSpHGn
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。618Please respect copyright.PENANAhTcqT6Abpm
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。618Please respect copyright.PENANA906zh5oPCX
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。618Please respect copyright.PENANAcZEEIOV6SB
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。618Please respect copyright.PENANAIgkTl31eP6
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。618Please respect copyright.PENANA87ZWHtgvDR
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。618Please respect copyright.PENANAN65nxjwAiX
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」618Please respect copyright.PENANAxeZbsgHNCw
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。618Please respect copyright.PENANA2ctiUFDBTW
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAhG15aUWkyD
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAHPK63VmDp7
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAr42Kz1UZyP
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」618Please respect copyright.PENANAckWhBSy9SB
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她悲傷。618Please respect copyright.PENANAook2YWpSE3
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。618Please respect copyright.PENANA1rNUsf8LCR
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「冇你點開心?」618Please respect copyright.PENANA77TwCeuWfS
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」618Please respect copyright.PENANA2gZzauy8Hi
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAb4HWkiL7Kq
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。618Please respect copyright.PENANAUsEvqLg3Jw
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「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」618Please respect copyright.PENANAEaakfb3Bjs
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。618Please respect copyright.PENANAqWCXRyvwMi
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」618Please respect copyright.PENANAOmKY6ol42N
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「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAyzyjoMRfyF
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當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。618Please respect copyright.PENANAHVTdk7NTdq
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:618Please respect copyright.PENANApJiTMymdQp
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」618Please respect copyright.PENANAyY98SgnzSQ
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她不假思索:618Please respect copyright.PENANAHXRSWxKlCv
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAxFyIJRuJMr
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「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。618Please respect copyright.PENANAtxlaIbYM3l
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「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」618Please respect copyright.PENANAJBL6bI9GBU
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。618Please respect copyright.PENANA31oVAI0cL1
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現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。618Please respect copyright.PENANAMA2sRJMyHq