我和日朗在一起。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GN0vNsplL
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5BvloWWwk
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RYspO9NIP
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGxVUfsExH
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe0ySwLQu4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip7gyUZngD
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLojHQ8sZOi
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4SFyoXldR
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAfYccjXnf
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnGVE2yZgV
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rAATbGPEX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8H0OsPknl
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEdDSDH3bu
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdjW6WHG1M
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9xma3XWGh
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qThVamu7g
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXG6Px4sVW
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgdP4BgZC0
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmkzBEZCzA
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugsjOt65TX
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7YXCRpZ4j
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pJfmv4OCp
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI63ZltFQ2
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsedm2MhiAF
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cCTGmhUv5
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlDeqatpi0
可是，我受不了。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdXSNAq3iq
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaYQCOKQkG
慢慢，他要求我：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4swAH8jRLA
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP76Uxwoy5
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzjgLeQAJQ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDWuTncvjF
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGloYaAp49Z
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jpv1KSfFe
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W8KFsVSpU
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcthp8HG85w
我開始失落。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRmTCNbJcX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTCaH0lusi
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dc67k9HpP
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsQghpSVHQ
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxnJYBSWKP
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hctg7wSZe
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8gpwI9urw
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXq2zHPjTh
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozkEIOV3tk
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq3o1017Qy
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCjlsOO2cN
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUzyAZtQKq
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63Em0IpqvF
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzWp0448DS
我不懂愛人？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn48nuekpS4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqP9tw6aED
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f9tSQ6ltG
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUKGMhrbDF
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3DQxqpWkJ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgV2fv0WbE
係咪因為——832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw9Zwy9xdT
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw61e8iIYz
你唔夠愛我呢？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK95O8zN0K
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPrCDZQelb
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbnjjwvKL4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSMt8ao9Eh
對，就是這樣。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68bHK3ZjUM
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWksipxqG69
我的心再一次與他疏離。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWSwKB3Jy5
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDZRsjP68W
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FFgL8sZIy
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ196tOxj7zm
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlaZClWIXJ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg7TYvojnl
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3paDgjsZO
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt67JaCaS0R
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLowevQh0Li
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcObSih7E6
所以我出軌——832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtK0nySEuB
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSo1sMxLd0
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26jRCofoYY
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I1JeuSAu3
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9ZmY86UWb
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzTujprVno
直到，日朗發現我出軌。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QIX2mzQ3D
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQFT4JbsZp
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNrJOoLoDX
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmrgZHd2Tq
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uCpOFpLTF
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66z6Eln1jd
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JUbXDx8SM
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnXLD1Zfwj
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWyQcynZm4
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3zUdKHKeU
結果，他不斷付出。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rLLrXxLL6
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6SmDzVFRc
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ005soNr0yQ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3skJvamNaM
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDjKhE4Lbc
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBzStUaN1J
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQAmVO5zIM
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CVJDPjVEn
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP4hYndB1r
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRxuHBv0vf
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mywSAL3mU
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHskrzeHLdB
唉，真令人無奈。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZcjfN0bu6
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWpOEZl5vt
我有別人給我的愛了。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtQGDas6RV
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFHgnDSCRM
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzWmlnJaku
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZsmiwuTGx
唯有再見。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Mnbm8JyZ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap2CMCry78
再見。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMep9Y8pbo
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkesZOM3Sce
只是，後來，我又念記他。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFKOYjWIOl
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