我和日朗在一起。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaBoPO8HRo
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOxEmHxrUV
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOeweoBeBD
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYtyu05GeI
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ1zAO8zKl
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjdUrHlF8M
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEdWsZ4g39
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpPcOybEar
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡordi9t7IBw
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rVfgnjyKO
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft8ikc0Ur6
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQdeBnzXIK
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xFeyJIxQr
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5doQ3YSfTS
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwNsmcMyAa
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ884KRC67Sk
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnutLesZfb
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedvSks0mtp
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd6NNnk2Sd
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFmwqRvYAb
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHqnh9rzVE
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZMkuwxvOQ
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW66kX2Tdh
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiklXNN1Mo
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qj6PU32cC
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYVB6D2v0c
可是，我受不了。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1UMwGH6By
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7WLyVcrqc
慢慢，他要求我：780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYjUilCFJu
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf3OMNlIKW
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9oks27K58
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcMdnbYnkU
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj1gsZrkJG
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWMyHqP1SG
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo68ukJX2tD
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI00lsoRbxw
我開始失落。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp1b9IuK2o
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstcvIPAcN8
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9qlyP16G7
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLRDkWxF09
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NZNtEljgB
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquh7Gor10U
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmc0IaNq7v
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcFJTE6gbU
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IyEu5kHY7
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZWKy8bkBC
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTX6RpiggS
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8xCa7xiwl
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHO4InzCZe8
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu0SdTf92q
我不懂愛人？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L8lqYyrDy
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDlRssBPyc
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLabsl2M3M3
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ5npIaQtN
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4wRhEYbdc
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkphvmNEJz
係咪因為——780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPefgXbthI
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBdLWXkYMn
你唔夠愛我呢？780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvSM1hvYnF
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdXOHjzLGp
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxHbdEhkEA
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqHZa0nK0k
對，就是這樣。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64glrfCMsn
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSBMZU81o0
我的心再一次與他疏離。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoovqjkGUZV
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcLkkd80jq
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QdiEiGijM
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQtiY0fqHV
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cfsygBG9g
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl1owV3mQ8
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTnH52sgqa
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0TDztWPGt
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgcJU5LnOp
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7xA2fgM3b
所以我出軌——780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kfh3HO6Nz
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLGJLHdiLB
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hbgbcPM11
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP39xpNyGA
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgORR3duDhc
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBTP9DRc5J
直到，日朗發現我出軌。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjEAS3GZsX
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiX25LnofEI
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7tE0UohEh
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1ptIjg17n
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkFAS8bvEX
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF84538SmqL
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQb0SGJ1zJ
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXnLUNhRHK
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIYUAP89MA
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2SRmBDwZh
結果，他不斷付出。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAriUqHiYS
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ9vyapzrS
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOezAsZiGna
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowe09bzCSF
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVjAzWfdhH
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCrFXw5zEG
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMSR4uNfvi
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaxj3vLxye
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E8kyQnV83
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OHz7CKuid
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGLYxepYZS
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cGHWMVoAt
唉，真令人無奈。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7cMcQgMbK
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTJaoSOX41
我有別人給我的愛了。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3xYiYmqd5
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fsZs7rpqM
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngfNc9F8dr
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNC1AKirOQ
唯有再見。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ235xjEOCQc
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhjKUNTYro
再見。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvWfk9m1WR
780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswXm1weVTW
只是，後來，我又念記他。780Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDVdAaginX
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