他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxThAUYOQap
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBjUEgddW9
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3yyVE93aw
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoou9tovly
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcOO5RjREw
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx4SSi2c2w
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmriHb2s7d2
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL3rzOxiq9
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP99hTmXVJB
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB3OKqC5Zv
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr7J5bhnQd
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXedv3Gr3M
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNtA0ELjK5
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zf0G7dKhE
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9nPQEybGA
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKk1HcoM9G
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKc11ipsvg
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbTaupAQPb
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK1RSYeicL
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「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1MBcVHNtY
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuWJA86ezQ
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFwZqcRCnY
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6geDQBh91
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhGtcBrffT
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZWVn8G1bE
「你好感慨喎。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlKpeWNqft
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIesUgosMXA
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXBrVaJhYV
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宜家呢？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyckAvOP2o
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5qgBLz68N
「嗯。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5u08ySNmP
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDJl9ebPap
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9klzHImpc
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAf7JjTTPz
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOBN3KBnnF
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ359pH5TPwf
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KzE9c8O14
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ4TCiri9r
「唔好諗咁多啦。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUZlo2nK4e
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRWzgvDALx
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNHrKGTd46
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阿朗不語。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP5FRuqt3K
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB7ptnoakJ
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDZZVfWEsI
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwML6xa9NqT
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峰仔開口介紹二人。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM0PSXSaxr
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufV8o3xy9f
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMmjNC2kSO
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4azjKe4lz3
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKbRNFFWUE
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKj7p00Zgu
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbgJzB5bZ9
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EAqtD8Dqu
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CxmrJAGcI
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOixY1W7Q2W
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEqM9vaX7c
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrGloUAydq
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIkqCUxwB0
之後……就冇之後了。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjIwYUxIc5
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY07PpdifP4
「節哀順變。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x1GD6hYfz
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeL26Gqc2f
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrSOo9Y2ZL
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「嗯。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaeUoLelyU
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5lVJrMxcE
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqua8WSm52G
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKRkLj9GIO
嘉欣已說不下去。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJsTv0Wids
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JnFJTNUVW
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbZgeD0LS0
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqzkB43g9Q
「我想佢番嚟……」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSTaisYCnE
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywFY77jmlK
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh4XSxdYAP
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9urD8LBSH
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxLMEAJv1o
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrky1D1qc8l
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ225w3xacaa
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmHzs42k2O
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF0FOH2GR6
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguOYBYt5to
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk6fHQPCnb
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIybtyxekD
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jPUWDcpgV
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL0H0zrXl1
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGopt583drd
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS0dOgf0Sq
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl0mdqdpFB
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdWK0MkCBO
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf820D1ZW1
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucxKVqndqX
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAddBInzqfo
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpF9PTwn4o
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeLzifd64w
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkM7krQtGL
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDN6AgCQYB
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVso0GXZP8
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe3NXxK8rD
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wHJIwuoYT
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUIwrifK52
她悲傷。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDau2GIjHG
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoVB9dFU55
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf9hTijjpw
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv5dEvlq8v
「冇你點開心？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytRm8qevCO
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9OYMcgzll
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gbpTXavQH
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WAzGm1Fak
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlsAFtzybR
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oXglfBj5Y
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FoceDe0FE
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fEttAR8Hf
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwNToZuLR2
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYivpZ46nO
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtAJgjQFuc
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyWgcTquX6
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYhKN717lg
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmcXofx97C
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hCQXdWCrM
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevei8PIVQs
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4mqxIzlye
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kjjbmNDMI
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWEfOAloFQ
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyMxiEuq6o
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph8lnTU5Bo
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHDHQk8SkI
她不假思索：915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH71IIrZW6N
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1glIyQAMrx
「當然係寧願你出軌。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywjzofKrcw
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXBCGixRoS
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBS4ia3b61A
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOcHbBfzpV
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZStKgNMAd
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvS8RjpLI7
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxydAEiJQA
915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqXXap1qNF
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。915Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Sssej2CMD
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