他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpAW5fpCYx
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaYq0rbePC
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17pVHyQyAW
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3QLDreMe3
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1JWyJdDbb
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIas4eakxXn
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvYAG1ww2A
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvSVX3US0Y
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VrGnzBzcu
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybpdU5dUWm
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlVtiKKAgM
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jcIKbRoG3
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK80mTOC5mx
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7qMb8swMY
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDzJ4P19ay
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwPVphqqwa
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25pLPO9bTk
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvu5pV4TsA
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrh3dvx0WO
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvMuDBLKAx
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyccGHC77sE
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGgjZc3fVh
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sLgDYzrkW
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「你好感慨喎。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0z6mteMept
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI489DZAjk
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宜家呢？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQk6eRN1XG
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「嗯。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNLdlxXuyw
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX89Ti3Pyj6
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD0fnUmwME
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kDCqVZzrX
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg1fgw97Hi
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdLILWp4e4
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpdj6HiAX7
「唔好諗咁多啦。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQthUvf01I
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyw1bDpA7k
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阿朗不語。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1bce3XFX2
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFW1BzJVXn
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIT69MWDwN
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxaNXoscQL
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峰仔開口介紹二人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ra5MMYhJ3
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxG2g6SA7H
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaJJ4NXsTx
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Gf2ZPG2r
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gMkyPbtKR
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOleLMIDfaz
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5sq1PeicW
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPKBK1oQAt
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsFZAsKDdj
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之後……就冇之後了。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjvMgRFZV1
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「節哀順變。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrThbRR7Vn
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH0EwxSkCB
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「嗯。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXPqUxJvBd
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPgNAU0X76
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡronTlOV7Nh
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WNZKS5peb
嘉欣已說不下去。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zloxGu0aY
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRulvXyOt6z
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWhKYcSLBl
「我想佢番嚟……」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXyx8urLEy
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMbqJhwATP
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FgVI2aQAv
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她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fPWOfirz9
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNnDBFmsJn
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O1Bdbudct
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg862WDBe4R
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK21vHNQR8N
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1eNCJTu7L
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFr9NxZjxb
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2DPJStGzv
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWMrity3Pj
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgklD5MQrna
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlDMENR2Cz
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fWbZVyKR1
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiO2v6iZfU
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcAZpsSgOs
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5wlvAnsY3
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVWdVcf0hA
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「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnKRB9QVaT
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfDHIZ90zw
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oxZpW2JtB
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她悲傷。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR4VZzoeqg
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj5ZdM3PqJ
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73aRsX5tpb
「冇你點開心？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadBeN3n4aK
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNNciO3vk3
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyAiX2xvQV
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bk7s06Zls
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uPnXLJvGP
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXzKsCaaVz
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bZ1g69XpU
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NJTUn2Lqm
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfuujKQUgE
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6mnIhNhhV
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1yPtZjh7I
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA8YvgHntD
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRpZDMNRKy
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4a079iXJA
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEnqu6bnuh
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjoNssc1iy
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8us5EgswJM
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj628MrEH0f
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07jB97htLs
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlMLAsMAqJ
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0kXiKhZa4
她不假思索：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK5456J4gv
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD7M4m6vOG
「當然係寧願你出軌。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmXLIGDjTp
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGgN07oM0M
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w631KPSNn
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIWJDHZJca
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29HxWVNqxF
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE4CwblrNr
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrHnd6KwqZ
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34vEwB4XIZ
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWenu4ujFpq
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