現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsikD4D09Pm
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閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92jfD6iS8k
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEFqI04omb
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阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkcTgTP4za
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「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7uCWbZQ10
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嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkIqnxIIp4
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其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EMlPrsaKS
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在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vzadVST7l
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一下、一下。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIcyfj04Bn
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她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInjxSewV1G
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只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LLOjEYh1A
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「早唞啦，老公。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4cTZXzQc2
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxBgv8CSA8
世事古難全，但願人長久。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpdBHPWiON
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千里共嬋娟。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMJyyzot30
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峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4MTAzQKFw
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送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz4KRf7iww
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Wct88fXX
阿朗加快步速，回家。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMRbqax6HG
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FVshVj4QB
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Uoe6c5Pv
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他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7hBmVoSoS
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXX9HYEofC
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW0Zku9SXw
無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDyzpAobJu
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他還活着。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbP2VhMEjJ
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思思一定會傷心，對吧？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf17uvtZLa
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5kCdeLT3G
抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLz8PI7Tva
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RdHt9ZVVO
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQCqXxB5JV
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOClsemnCx
看，多奇怪。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WFQOMvqmV
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa06784i8Rj
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OpHfj2m5T
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD54HUJ1bqf
那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFihUhy025X
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演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2skZ2qZ3cJ
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrkhPF5XGD
阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsHtl6sxkQ
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf9ZaFpTE2
他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpIwrqzCFe
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是嗎？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKGrjFO5Yp
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有能力不用，保留作甚？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk67eKGtJ9X
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMXPg83nzu
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I1mwmODdN
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpc9LpQZ8C
圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16psToaf07
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3nm7IBfPq
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJZSZM9vHB
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkJ3CfeaVU
阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiseC5lU74q
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「岳母。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UTBeN24aa
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「阿朗，放工啦？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfK7V9MkAj
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她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93fRwy5Dtz
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwUQee0bUJ
「係。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hgGrTEjh7
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「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReas3VF1NW
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuuBmN7WU0
「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lCnrt9urJ
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdciD8HEyoP
「你哋最近點啊？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI7tjkGe9M
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKYKlI0v0k
「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXWrfdB5aC
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA09U2OhAXB
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvky2nWlqH
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0CRL2x30c
「差幾多本啊？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N4maKYB0P
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWkbqPJajo
「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdbuXwdhPv
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她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0oAzWeDPm
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「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpGff290cj
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAz5eF6J29
「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z4QtVxCQT
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfnw3tXR8d
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT2WBs5dyx
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cPQ4mRsQe
「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPuYSXCz38
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz6p6tAEQo
他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9pbRNCFKx
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme8AHvNzRI
「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFolkMjlKo6
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QaWgtYiAZ
棉花糖真的可愛——831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufG68cP83P
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP0w3CcNau
阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVEV8iPN56
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeZkv7AZKm
能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BFQfCavz8
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKahAXgfSI
棉花糖冷不防地問：831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqgx50M0Py
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSzaimkum0
「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aGJvK04fV
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1iLShdVhm
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU3rNXhykj
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdJgjXae2z
「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebwoM7xWpx
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwelMp8tJg
「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFGUNmyUlK
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnfSuiGK9a
一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnDcKf0s2u
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJwPN4MgPH
小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxiHbh3gSY
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9go8Be8EjZ
「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjDaW0JrW2
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他試圖解釋。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrGar1raOw
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「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt4BeqoHTE
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad4p8KMb0d
「好啦好啦，下次啦。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7g99syzAX
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOFvolxROf
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBYxjuTscI
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC11kuEWgSU
她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8RTuVDnef
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl7Urwanrr
「點敢啊小公主？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4NLGrxB8T
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZkf0fVUBo
「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3P2YTnR8X
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJPmXQixdd
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO2gh7gEGc
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65B85QT18Y
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE84pK1Fmzi
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaceXB3gU7Y
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa6G5EU426
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甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsoW2bNwQH
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnIXfbKxPe
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBIS3wP6gp
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPwBurRx8l
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBACHpxgqx
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHpAFR0Goh
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsCM9CLy4Y
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tvAV3tig7
她不再與他多講。831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNdGnu54bH
831Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPChOovrJsB
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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