看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuJ7uHep88
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5PQRhCDA9
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnstgn4wH0Q
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqXEjkQnH8
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWXHkCZZAK
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQfBm4feb5
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLW2s9i9y7
「明。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Koo02uBrY
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm27S6haJDO
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU49rF0JGX
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oTEBQKFOw
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FN9k0JZsA
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhsknWtVMw
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLIOsavWe1
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11u0mPxtZO
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCWuSgHz7l
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcadYnRXRP
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYluV2C3Ur
「俾我睇吓？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPDDwKdoGO
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqJWRKnv0A
「好。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU16gFeQrL
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVqgwUCE7t
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqJ0dLUSd0
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiNxAtu1Ck
「哦，係Fiona喎。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0R1von4fD
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSzm9cnLzT
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouILAkBEV0
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYZW44II0q
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLfvOhGFq9
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM7sOsqWZP
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOzjvcy5pm
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uUg8ESMBj
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xAAR6qNUi
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIgiwYpNht
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpqYLCoHr5
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvvQaohg5V
「仲敢？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWboZYuHOXF
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvYZ1iXmR7
「唔敢。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9qnvXBJig
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VwSEqC5D7
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr5nYS5AKT
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCTFGAKBuq
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOsbYLsRe7
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaLW3mymta
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrc8i0QX4S
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUKfOys9oO
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpaiPWJiAO
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8qTUUmiTP
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinybgKlC8c
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIZvr393fJ
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrb1cfINlm
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcDsNt8H1Z
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfslHv3EuR
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hIj6qGqhr
「我開俾你睇。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrr8Zstf6Z
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4afDrPKPO
「唔洗啦。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXlVEOCncI
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIg8KDcYpx
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWuQi1l8pX
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13ERU3o1RP
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXxHmilZCn
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvF0QEu2kj
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2insnIo4C
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuPeRWrAZ1
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWyg4WSgxr
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdZK7jsIYU
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd0Nqj17IL
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtKJXmI4Ml
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd5aZk1f0I
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS2xN7i6t6
「Sorry。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOkfuWbAY7
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSapexKJ1e
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EfSYiwrD2
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83La8v3e3L
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOo9yzrJF0
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteXgWbRc1d
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd92n7uZzOw
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQKIpP6w6D
「Sorry……」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9quIIAf32
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYYbDpthIu
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuS8xBN9hz
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsVLs3Xx4d
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGB5tnIrk5
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryaLCT8giM
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfuVCOK2PS
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjYWWMjiAV
「嗯。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0UUleozeX
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pTzbcILyK
既然說起，阿朗問：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2hFR4Vmrd
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJl3bY7hy0t
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ckuLlY2F
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LKF8ENT5X
她沒好氣地答：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx6Q230hoh
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0mNAQ0OV6
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCazgqkmKQh
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLTLY0iYMc
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofRUdWS7hX
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDites8ace
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNev8wA3pc
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT4pcm6Vjz
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDJx16iSfn
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbb3FmWmTC
「威啦威啦。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq65ZfseKM7
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvxs00MB5U
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw4Xya1wqk
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyQhLEgG8b
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKVSAGes1j
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqskbvnBLc
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn7BVaDoTW
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpNl3Zm7IP
「喺街上撞到？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44EM5w5jmR
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF7VxVJXZl
「佢喺校門等我。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uZAvTrGE3
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q1eGFqHw3
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdGQpVFLay
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIAoKB6zMM
他語帶諷刺：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhnQwgz80R
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81qaRZSf9D
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKbSvLP3hr
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKV82xOUfI
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxlRt587EJ
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYQKj84Ixh
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeGIMXVlZC
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxweCKWAv1
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ijb0fzdNu
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECPK2p8vfb
「有咩問題？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvDpHbGhCy
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLpLGkxT2z
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1pJx99pNl
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKwWPIAF8V
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD1WaZF7SP
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmavFrhMNRj
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI3Br1UmL0
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5exNr031v
是。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ2OdnhfGP
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5deV9uUuG
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8s96SkY4X
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvRkBkZJAY
是。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CRKakf47Q
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75R5IWSGVw
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nJdlOP1gy
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZKUFD0hYr
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RL6OYc0yo
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNsAxq3mIz
原先想表達的是什麼？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlqfxOlgGc
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1x5Sws2FQ
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo1GSprpHh
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGWuCnuJCN
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKWh8x1sfE
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlQGLeG6vw
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlztPiC6Btj
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNJArz8c9h
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW3bjC9Oad
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR1N0CmGxz
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj9rUcpv6v
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf21b49L6YP
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAQSGJQxST
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