Chapter 10- Love Letters
Dear Diary, Susan is Sweet September, cause she is driven like the breeze in Autumn. She is sweet like the fruit in her garden and beautiful like the flowers that bloomed so fully. Her heart is pure like the full moon and the stars in the nightly sky.
The shooting star gave meaning to our love for each other, a sign that this is true love. I know she saw the shooting star the other night, the same night that I saw it. I know I'm not going to be around long but I live every day like it's my last.
I'm looking forward to this up-and-coming September, One of my favorite months of the year. Susan, thanks for being my angel. Before I go, I hope to spend this whole September with you or at least part of it. I will always be with you in your heart, no matter what happens. When I go, you will always be mine, Sweet September.
Don't feel sad for me, my love. It's my time to go home to my father soon. I want you to celebrate with me in a joyful happy time, cause I'm going to be up in heaven celebrating with my father and the angels. God has someone for you, who isn't taking my place but someone who will make you happy just like I did. I know God will send him to you. He will be renewed in the spirit.
Don't look back, my love, go forward. You truly have my blessing, I'm ok with you moving on. I will always love you and my spirit will be with you forever until we meet again. I will always be in your heart. Your Guardian Angel, looking down and protecting you always.' Love Ted
'Susan and Betty sat at the dinner table that late evening. "So I was shocked that Rob said those same exact words about you being Sweet September, just like Ted’s words." "It's a sign baby," Betty said. Susan tears up but at the same time, she feels a big relief. "So how do you feel, my dear?" Betty said. "I feel so free and at peace with the situation now," Susan said. "So Rob wanted me to give you this letter."
'Dear Sue, My Sweet September,
This month so far has been such a life changer for me. You taught me what life is truly about. I want to hold hands on this path of our destiny together. It's way bigger than the popular cool jock on the football team. It's way bigger than dating a girl just for her looks. It's better than an actual career and having lots of money.
We all are here for a reason on this earth. Something way bigger than ourselves. Something that is special and that truly loves us, regardless of the mistakes we made in our past. We shouldn't let our past define us and shouldn't be judged by our past. We shouldn't even live in the past. We each have a worth on this earth. What's important is that we learn from those mistakes and try to get better as humans, no matter how many more mistakes we make. Just living for Jesus and doing his will for our life, is the most important. Every day I ask God to forgive me.
I wish I could find all those people that I hurt in the past, to apologize but I can't find all of them. Let me show you Sweet September that I changed for the better. I knew Jesus wanted me to come back to Mississippi for a reason. To enjoy this Sweet September, That's you. Let's celebrate and go forward into a future together, that's going to bring us together as one.
Let's meet after the festival tomorrow, at the Mississippi Bridge at midnight. So now here is the big question. Will you give me another chance and go out with me, to see where this can go? Circle yes or no. Then meet me at the bridge at midnight, if you're serious about me and you. If you have love in your heart for me, then you will be there. If you aren't there, then I truly understand that you don't feel the same way.
That's ok if you don't. If I don't see you at the bridge, then I won't bother you again, I promise.
P.S. See you tomorrow I hope, fingers cross, Love Sweet September'
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