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I was five. 8964 copyright protection194PENANArOzIRrMVLP 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAtccEkjZWuV
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I was five when I was told that I was moving,8964 copyright protection194PENANAapJAaHEa8P 維尼
that I had to leave my friends and the life that I had behind.8964 copyright protection194PENANABAWag24PJN 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAo0lBLrbwqn
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I was five.8964 copyright protection194PENANA4A1LmqhaSD 維尼
Moving states and places, 8964 copyright protection194PENANAiNXhI8Is4S 維尼
The Change was hard,8964 copyright protection194PENANARIZh6gguKy 維尼
new people and a new start, 8964 copyright protection194PENANAaEKTHgu6Ii 維尼
I was five.8964 copyright protection194PENANA2vs8KRaQmo 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAkR3IH2uMr0
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I was five,8964 copyright protection194PENANArynWEUqTIV 維尼
When I met new friends8964 copyright protection194PENANA1Z3Sx3BBTo 維尼
and I made amends 8964 copyright protection194PENANAu0EooYfHYr 維尼
Then I was ten8964 copyright protection194PENANANAA2gb4sX6 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA3njun0FCkB
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When I was ten, 8964 copyright protection194PENANApO7FE73sjq 維尼
My dad knew my best friends,8964 copyright protection194PENANAh1yXoMVQfl 維尼
But he stepped down. 8964 copyright protection194PENANALsxjPkGEkM 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAGYDwvPtuGw
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When I was ten,8964 copyright protection194PENANAEVWLCGV2Rx 維尼
He got a new job, 8964 copyright protection194PENANA4px8tdQ7rQ 維尼
I had to leave my friends once again,8964 copyright protection194PENANAWs7tmzvTTU 維尼
I had to leave them.8964 copyright protection194PENANADWo7XoUHwi 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAN0ZmqWufaB
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I was ten.8964 copyright protection194PENANAH50qPOhoAO 維尼
When my friends and I continued to speak8964 copyright protection194PENANA18jmsHOFN1 維尼
When my hunger started to betray me 8964 copyright protection194PENANAyG0BzOrS1G 維尼
When I had to restart my life,8964 copyright protection194PENANA4HzRzPLQbK 維尼
And meet new people on a new street.8964 copyright protection194PENANAwGXw5pDNcm 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA47iw5xCTKI
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I was ten.8964 copyright protection194PENANAFX8lE0imD3 維尼
When I still got to keep my home, 8964 copyright protection194PENANAA5CCUe7frY 維尼
I didn’t like it though,8964 copyright protection194PENANA21JqD8TMXz 維尼
My mother and father fought,8964 copyright protection194PENANAUDVzxd2gwB 維尼
So I slept over at my best friend’s house8964 copyright protection194PENANA3CFo1w6cwL 維尼
I was twelve.8964 copyright protection194PENANA0jmH8YWld2 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAEfJRcSssN2
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I was twelve. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAiXXlh60Qmh 維尼
It was thanksgiving8964 copyright protection194PENANAO6wpDI4kFs 維尼
Of all days in the year8964 copyright protection194PENANATX9RjxUMBY 維尼
That is when my parents decided8964 copyright protection194PENANAYQQBn5U52O 維尼
We were to move. 8964 copyright protection194PENANArwfQxsDlqb 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAGfFRpJOd9n
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I was twelve.8964 copyright protection194PENANAx8eu1gtlaR 維尼
When I had my first fainting spell8964 copyright protection194PENANADSLK2SYmUx 維尼
I had to leave everyone.8964 copyright protection194PENANAAnTEqz6yvc 維尼
My friends and I didn’t have a falling out8964 copyright protection194PENANARhdG9sOF3Q 維尼
If we had I would have never come out8964 copyright protection194PENANATV9vfa04yT 維尼
Of my room where I would wail for comfort8964 copyright protection194PENANAuGZwGbrRUG 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAanEI2fYotN
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I was twelve.8964 copyright protection194PENANAmFwREaBnUx 維尼
When my brain began to think8964 copyright protection194PENANArJeuxPjFzr 維尼
About how I am going to keep my friends8964 copyright protection194PENANASbZFYIlpiM 維尼
People change and so do I 8964 copyright protection194PENANAJhuxSWlz6q 維尼
but they are the ones that keep me sane.8964 copyright protection194PENANAIKgW8soaTI 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAG81LSDj7vs
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I was thirteen8964 copyright protection194PENANASjpXgGSFHy 維尼
When I was in a new state once again.8964 copyright protection194PENANAQLwGC33dIz 維尼
New house, new school, new people.8964 copyright protection194PENANAtnCUvKD0lB 維尼
I. Hate. It. Here!8964 copyright protection194PENANAqWb1Lt41Yi 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANARUygaoaK9z
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It has been almost three years.8964 copyright protection194PENANANDxgpFG6KI 維尼
I know the reason, 8964 copyright protection194PENANAJfj3MYVZC0 維尼
The reason I was torn from my friends,8964 copyright protection194PENANAdcsOi52xxX 維尼
The reason I have to live in this hell. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAQd4jj5sSY1 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAf93gpn6oUc
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I want to go back.8964 copyright protection194PENANADu1t7d3gmf 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA3xpwYRtYAk
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Back when I had my best friends right by my side.8964 copyright protection194PENANAl1wuw9nTNg 維尼
Back when I saw them daily8964 copyright protection194PENANAjU77XIfdGQ 維尼
To when I spoke to them bravely8964 copyright protection194PENANAkA6xwt4Pew 維尼
TO WHEN I WASN’T SAD.8964 copyright protection194PENANAFOAwst9tYX 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAI3QWrsBfAt
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I am fifteen years old.8964 copyright protection194PENANA6lAyeyXHKU 維尼
I can sleep but I don’t8964 copyright protection194PENANADhHD6qOAte 維尼
I like to stay happy even when I’m not. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAMMu4Ldeu1c 維尼
I talk to my best friends,8964 copyright protection194PENANAtakKWCcAik 維尼
but not as much as I should.8964 copyright protection194PENANApnsIf5evjv 維尼
I need to talk to them more,8964 copyright protection194PENANAzSJWSPoQ69 維尼
Before I overthink.8964 copyright protection194PENANAqHsbeoch3y 維尼
Before I lose them,8964 copyright protection194PENANA39JTpDwDmN 維尼
And before I lose myself.8964 copyright protection194PENANAN643mpk4Uu 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA0PfzuoboTM
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I am fifteen years of age, 8964 copyright protection194PENANASKHXDbgIkO 維尼
I have been forced to move states or schools8964 copyright protection194PENANAsnNwtEJ6aj 維尼
Four times.8964 copyright protection194PENANAiMug61Smi9 維尼
Four times my parents have said, never again. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAa6AayTLcnX 維尼
You are going to graduate high school here. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAznbhrrV8P1 維尼
Each time these things happened8964 copyright protection194PENANAbPZC2zuRmb 維尼
I got progressively worse.8964 copyright protection194PENANAsHacP1qMSh 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAqbdsijduk3
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They look at me and ask where their happy little daughter is8964 copyright protection194PENANAwkMmznucQp 維尼
Not even bothering to notice that she hasn’t been there,8964 copyright protection194PENANAOqphOTBgrL 維尼
Ever since I had to leave my best friends8964 copyright protection194PENANAPOvss3vUBb 維尼
One Boy8964 copyright protection194PENANAtBsTbF1Vmx 維尼
One Girl8964 copyright protection194PENANAjMK7LNTuPR 維尼
The lights of my life8964 copyright protection194PENANAqnKBZfgUWe 維尼
People who can just so easily take away that light8964 copyright protection194PENANAU6HRJJ7HVc 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAySXNPImZpq
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Talking to them makes everything better8964 copyright protection194PENANA2SKW2kwu5L 維尼
I feel the slightest bit insecure about something8964 copyright protection194PENANAbbHC31PgCc 維尼
And they instantly say the smallest things,8964 copyright protection194PENANAeD6zq1N1ww 維尼
Howdy.8964 copyright protection194PENANANufB1D2IAh 維尼
And everything melts away8964 copyright protection194PENANAn9sbHx0zCz 維尼
All the insecurities8964 copyright protection194PENANATgekRyH3n1 維尼
All the Pain8964 copyright protection194PENANA0ZECz6zb1S 維尼
All the words in my brain.8964 copyright protection194PENANAWQQLf2TWeO 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAoskOE7m5KX
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I am fifteen.8964 copyright protection194PENANA72f1cqTZcP 維尼
I read books to escape,8964 copyright protection194PENANAN9d5Zm6nIe 維尼
All the people in my brain8964 copyright protection194PENANA5QvSfFrxpH 維尼
And those who surround me.8964 copyright protection194PENANAuUyhpLGJjv 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAOIlPU6rT0O
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The library is my sanctuary,8964 copyright protection194PENANAS2fOUY5IgJ 維尼
My safe place. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAP7mjeMeu2x 維尼
The one place I feel sane.8964 copyright protection194PENANAXc2vnqHIIb 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANArK11hn003p
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I won’t speak but others will.8964 copyright protection194PENANA9nVLK803Ae 維尼
The people I surround myself with8964 copyright protection194PENANAHKRRn7mXdK 維尼
It is not good for me,8964 copyright protection194PENANAe75oz9o7HY 維尼
They are not from my roots8964 copyright protection194PENANA7dlOxG65XJ 維尼
but I am stuck in theirs.8964 copyright protection194PENANAoCQpFrqGR7 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAAjaSExEqdF
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I didn’t read one book8964 copyright protection194PENANAIwkZuqCA3H 維尼
And for that, I get constant jabs.8964 copyright protection194PENANA1aN9ZnEpYD 維尼
Preying on my weaknesses.8964 copyright protection194PENANAsTHAx6PJjw 維尼
And my insecurities.8964 copyright protection194PENANAsS51ph9a2v 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAAgcgTlsAQw
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I talked to them. 8964 copyright protection194PENANAB4bgRVBMY2 維尼
The people I surround myself with,8964 copyright protection194PENANADrlzMuM1em 維尼
I made it known that,8964 copyright protection194PENANA3e4avNpsW4 維尼
I am not ok with what they say,8964 copyright protection194PENANAMqRQFumjGm 維尼
And what they do.8964 copyright protection194PENANAHI9fw7H6oN 維尼
But no matter how much I try,8964 copyright protection194PENANAldtZt1l8bN 維尼
“They will never listen to you”8964 copyright protection194PENANA7XW8USfMdI 維尼
So I have made a decision8964 copyright protection194PENANAyHHYb74yZy 維尼
Once I can be confident,8964 copyright protection194PENANATg3xBJqQPP 維尼
I will free myself8964 copyright protection194PENANAuvXimTXSLD 維尼
From the burden that is my “friends”8964 copyright protection194PENANARaSZoFMhyY 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAr7t6jOgi4R
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Why did life have to turn out the way it is?8964 copyright protection194PENANA5CtbNDmVjt 維尼
Was it my parents?8964 copyright protection194PENANAlqbepw7bie 維尼
Was it my friends?198Please respect copyright.PENANAVNiwyJLA9T
Was it me?8964 copyright protection194PENANATc6rzDSdv0 維尼
What went wrong?8964 copyright protection194PENANAfKU66DTCLo 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAOGW2j1qcuz
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In the life of a fifteen-year-old.8964 copyright protection194PENANAMpXU2xii8g 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAGsk4Ne32fw
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I am now sixteen8964 copyright protection194PENANAXiL2QTFl8t 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAKKrWgNcyaI
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Looking back on this poem8964 copyright protection194PENANA74kAErXW4j 維尼
A year in time has passed8964 copyright protection194PENANA2Ni9DiSeZd 維尼
And I have begun to relax8964 copyright protection194PENANAPlwRNlgKtj 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAH2xxpd3pie
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I have lived with the guilt8964 copyright protection194PENANAHiPmcJRTfo 維尼
Knowing what I know8964 copyright protection194PENANA15O1FpuSmA 維尼
The reason why I was pulled8964 copyright protection194PENANAc7s70NNfLD 維尼
I miss my best friends it's true8964 copyright protection194PENANAC52VFCjHiz 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAmpnUd7fB7c
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Living without them is like living without food8964 copyright protection194PENANA6O7Nb3Nw0Q 維尼
My hunger deteriorates 8964 copyright protection194PENANAX63zdtwWAF 維尼
I get lightheaded8964 copyright protection194PENANAe9Ri6ssdMt 維尼
My body hot 8964 copyright protection194PENANAWvxrIizxsR 維尼
My ears and eyes shot 8964 copyright protection194PENANANC8cP9FOw9 維尼
Everything blurred8964 copyright protection194PENANAFoZJnaEvfr 維尼
I can’t see a thing8964 copyright protection194PENANAdZY3wTk1nP 維尼
Muffled sounds8964 copyright protection194PENANAfbheDrklxm 維尼
As I fall from my feet8964 copyright protection194PENANAnzNKsGpPq2 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA0ju563FGC3
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The issue at hand got better once8964 copyright protection194PENANAweOkXXFORV 維尼
But it is slowly getting worse again8964 copyright protection194PENANA91kct9XXVr 維尼
Sometimes I forget to eat8964 copyright protection194PENANAfRMggUzMMo 維尼
Other I just see food and can’t think8964 copyright protection194PENANA3rQyCzWyue 維尼
Of anything other than not eating it 8964 copyright protection194PENANA7S7R6HPC4Q 維尼
It makes me gag8964 copyright protection194PENANAkQCKy7t2lP 維尼
I would rather scream8964 copyright protection194PENANABgwwUgHuwo 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA0dq7keS7FV
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So I go to the theater8964 copyright protection194PENANAALJjRLTQnw 維尼
Where I can screech 8964 copyright protection194PENANAKn8CQSf9z1 維尼
I prefer to belt and sing8964 copyright protection194PENANAgHIcCZ6nhn 維尼
To get my frustration out8964 copyright protection194PENANAB70mrZ8DFN 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAY118PPM3IY
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But the one thing is 8964 copyright protection194PENANA65OGLDuUtC 維尼
I can’t do that without 8964 copyright protection194PENANAZC8Dg5fBZZ 維尼
Those “friends” showing up too8964 copyright protection194PENANAcfhYk9bHNE 維尼
I don’t want them there8964 copyright protection194PENANAVOe4rr3fbf 維尼
It’s my safe space8964 copyright protection194PENANAgxebFvQ6bF 維尼
For me to survive8964 copyright protection194PENANA4pV78i8wGB 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAnHXqSdWq0F
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To get away from those8964 copyright protection194PENANAsilkIBDafG 維尼
Who make my insecurities thrive8964 copyright protection194PENANAgn2WoATsve 維尼
But then there was him8964 copyright protection194PENANAgg9EXuIlos 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAPcEo0aP3Rj
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He got me to eat 8964 copyright protection194PENANAXRYKa037hw 維尼
Somehow I don’t even know how8964 copyright protection194PENANAdFZkz1buII 維尼
To walk and run8964 copyright protection194PENANAyARawSUyYf 維尼
And somehow breathe again8964 copyright protection194PENANAYeB8vAa6X3 維尼
I don’t know how 8964 copyright protection194PENANAn5jSlrMBJV 維尼
But I have known him for a long time8964 copyright protection194PENANAUvcMcZ5W5z 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAkomWXmrNcX
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But we will not date8964 copyright protection194PENANA2cnBR6Exiw 維尼
For the fear of losing our friendship8964 copyright protection194PENANAP92Svs9ha8 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAghGf2XcDAC
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I have been through that before8964 copyright protection194PENANADyaB8hnobt 維尼
I cannot do it again8964 copyright protection194PENANAENmoScFMzk 維尼
It broke my heart8964 copyright protection194PENANAhwhGzQoEoV 維尼
And it still does to this day8964 copyright protection194PENANAh713HCtqB5 維尼
I don’t want it to suffer like that ever again8964 copyright protection194PENANAKLT0dlsTyg 維尼
So we will stay friends8964 copyright protection194PENANAU4cSynLbR2 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAgznPjKJyi9
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I am not ok 8964 copyright protection194PENANAk8r3eFDyAU 維尼
I never will fully be ok8964 copyright protection194PENANA6YdIsxLolV 維尼
I will give you that8964 copyright protection194PENANA2CmEplM5GX 維尼
Because no one is ever fully okay8964 copyright protection194PENANA0ZbRzA7wNo 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANADaFJT7q5k8
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I lost the ability to be ok 8964 copyright protection194PENANA5zfsl0Gjc8 維尼
Long ago8964 copyright protection194PENANAORDQd4reZj 維尼
When I lost my best friends8964 copyright protection194PENANAJsfqzK55A2 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANA29AptMYrhY
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I haven’t seen them in three years8964 copyright protection194PENANA8gTWLpC1Lc 維尼
And that is when it all began8964 copyright protection194PENANABsRuPcfJrn 維尼
I don’t know how to fix this8964 copyright protection194PENANAHyfISZT3QB 維尼
Am I mentally ill, probably. 8964 copyright protection194PENANABB4nGM1VvD 維尼
The thought that I have ADHD8964 copyright protection194PENANA7lkXZJsKIW 維尼
Has a high chance8964 copyright protection194PENANAIQDGBHVYga 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAK5cRYZ5z4t
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But for now, I will live8964 copyright protection194PENANAkcXHtGVveE 維尼
Because I thrive on spite8964 copyright protection194PENANAVMCXbGVHjC 維尼
And I will try to be happy8964 copyright protection194PENANAgGxjkQ2Whc 維尼
And to stay positive8964 copyright protection194PENANAwwphQ9z2mG 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAIvBxGz0DWY
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In my sixteen-year-old mind8964 copyright protection194PENANAgDPYCmZXf7 維尼
198Please respect copyright.PENANAu1qwI2pB8u
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