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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfNB0ZVUq8
This is not me.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDQ16w4SCT
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I am not impulsive. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSUvvZkyfo
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I do not lose control.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rs9wXTEqH
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I do not kiss random guys.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5JVIqRc9h
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWSzwFVHgl
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlkXABbvNZ
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjI4exL0Co
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With big bulging muscles. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZuymBTsjJ
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiXVug8pMY
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And dimples... 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RrbdNYATH
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIyjXNy7Km
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM7jXjnlAV
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDrfInXKkk
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJlJo4Nw5x
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZIANt6osC
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK58P4b4vs
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaZgTzceMQ
The flow... 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0NgHZhnm5
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0prIanMDR
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNdH65fncb
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpNYl0AumL
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGrkd1UdG1
I am not this girl. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2icPxQq7I
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I am independent. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22ikDecarL
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I am intelligent. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3KXkNmpIx
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I do not crave any guy. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCMdbyQLoS
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I have my head on straight. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGwol5cg1v
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZQ7W6Ufom
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd5qMDGTow
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnD8mwTsZD
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ5izL9ja1
Hey, a girl can hope, right?755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oCovAzFIh
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHoIfEv93g
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXlA5boBLo
Or am I just totally crazy?755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLlT6pG0d9
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9eG32omRp
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj3eHvzZOC
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCpxAAw4Gm
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcJpUIFCBH
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfzPWiNZLh
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjDymZJ4JD
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ByAnLJ9W
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEkunciryN
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKztKu8JByy
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmIyw9sRWF
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7z2zxkyij
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJa2arsQqN
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7117kuWql4
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8wxsvzyyZ
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMH03TFJu3
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyUXXZ4r0A
I am so screwed. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicvht2u3mA
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbItw84xNd
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sNRVyj4vd
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Ppd3oGH8
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKjx1PpYAW
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SQVvhYrug
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mHutRr3fD
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RCInh5Q5c
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEGx3k8Sit
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7wtqBVH1f
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrOuH257dJ
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLOd9Q98YU
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc00wKejg7
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRZ0iIyMi9
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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