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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwWl1dSYMn
This is not me.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fJkvhd0gK
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I am not impulsive. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd318J1STS
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I do not lose control.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG97fMdMyo
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I do not kiss random guys.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRa2GvsI39
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaehwosxhed
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpbtynJWjj
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡontHrIFGN2
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With big bulging muscles. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIdyEixU9
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1RJZWHS8t
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And dimples... 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDSM4T6ifM
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWv42Not1X
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Js35HgaMP
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXaxXhA9pH
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0HcE5SWSk
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYZJyURBJw
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVpsG9Zffx
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfrhgolPU3
The flow... 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuczT16Sen8
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfGpNKTWx0
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSKX5cgoyo
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnu79vrrJ2
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlynZlxT8If
I am not this girl. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGuW6PyfIU
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I am independent. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0eKS4Ju6F
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I am intelligent. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinuKTXBCji
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I do not crave any guy. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dzn4QUEFt
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I have my head on straight. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW6ruDISOm
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSr9iAijDn
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lnbq3CKut
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUqAT95Pc2
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXFtL0uAck
Hey, a girl can hope, right?806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwiuIkTOm0
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNimPMZB51A
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7cAZIvWV2
Or am I just totally crazy?806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6FpEOxD40
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf7MoWmyH0
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡils9BtCeis
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU5HR9alFr
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQgRPht0yI
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kCCWF7XGL
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ80WQsvkOX
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3eYSy0AyV
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhMKwe1KxX
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gUtnmwRcV
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLmUern3sm
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mGZTTiQDE
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEfLan22uN
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4mdKSujYK
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBkGN2WuM1
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2OqitdO60
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQipnM3jwo1
I am so screwed. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlrGDtoF57
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PEdGgLpjd
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHDcjpYODo
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoJfCIHcjr
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPah4k52bDF
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ4atIKAHD
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAidtAjo0NK
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1iVrbmQqj
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfJuLauG0K
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5F7iNRyBA
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLCqJSvcZl
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVUmyCq1H4
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWVU0jXoui
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NpnQYquKj
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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