阿朗深呼吸。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ax6sCIH0X
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「嘟、嘟、嘟……喂，C朗？咩事？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSoQNZ3Pcd
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這聲音是一塊乾爽的海綿。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNVR3gJuFM
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「峰仔，你啱啱咪同我飲嘢嘅。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGWD5Ha4tf
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抹得走污漬嗎？931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy8qr54QSA
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峰仔不語，電話內外的環境雜音被放到最大。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjmC56RbMb
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阿朗輕輕抿嘴，又道：931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfBoZe82R7
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「最後我哋咪見到Fiona，之後，佢就過嚟同我影咗張相嘅。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjVuLNmyWm
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可以。沾上洗潔泡沫，正在清潔。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzcNqnNwa3
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「……係。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1ca01FMto
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「不過佢冇同你影到，係點解嘅？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAStXI1dh5
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmI41uFjeB
「哦……咁我同佢又唔熟，咪唔同我影囉。你條仆街打電話過嚟寸我？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4QgLW9fv9
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乾淨。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTm8LCiYyl
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「得，唔該你。唔講咁多。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51PpwGPVcT
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心有餘悸。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd6kZkOfto
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整個過程，阿朗都在繃緊全身以令自己不要聲顫腹抖，生理反應告訴他，他很怕讓思思知道真相。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGRk8GKacf
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他不知道自己在心虛什麼，明明沒有越軌；可是又瞞着她，覺得不能讓她知道，包括他常和Fiona聊天。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eVW0TWqLV
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCxvJwvBgP
他已經考慮，如果峰仔的回答是：「邊有，你噏乜？」，那麼，他就會再掙扎一下：「咪玩我啦！我老婆聽緊㗎。」然後，峰仔就會明白，然後替他圓謊。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFnpIPHEjn
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如果，最後被發現，他就決定跪下，聲淚俱下地和思思說：「我今日係同咗Fiona飲嘢，但係佢話唔開心我先見吓佢。對唔住，我唔應該瞞你。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvtc8bw4ek
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只是，代價大很多，他無疑直白地欺騙了她，931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQW18UCvo4
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幸好。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpZZrgvFsp
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幸好，無論如何，「朋友」也會替自己圓謊，只消隱隱明白所言何事，也能一本正經的說出從不存在的枝節。編謊、說謊、互相配合，還幽人一默作氣氛調節，這些不坦誠的事，竟然是一種善事。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDl5fCxXY8Q
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwFQcwuhrQ
哈，救人一命，勝造七級浮屠。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBQkVkDmOs
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救了兩個人呢？931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d5bq58D74
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功德無量。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNosvf2Kuo
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阿朗放下手機，將思思擁入懷內，抱得很緊很緊，仿佛想填滿她的腦袋，不讓她再思考：931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbJAJzHo9q
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「真㗎，你信我啦。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8TDP78CfE
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終於，她哭。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg9qFNgSEv
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沒有什麼聲音，可是他感覺到，她的身子不斷的、沒有規律地震，和她緊貼的他，心隔着無温衣服被撼動。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaECRI5lS01
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbemnM9s4m7
而思思，尚有很多疑問。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzIFqFf72Q
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講真，她不蠢；或者說，在感情關係中，人有時精明得可怕，忽然會有種奇怪的感覺叫：「佢怪怪哋」。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDMPAC20iL
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可是，現在又仿佛證實他並無傷害她，她有種劫後餘生的心驚。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZLvc4Y7fZ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHpiveWiMh
她相信峰仔沒有講大話，據阿朗曾經的形容，峰仔是一個黑白分明的人，十分誠實。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiioCVfCgBS
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvzdYRSMqf
阿朗默默點頭，他所認識的峰仔正直誠實，應該不會背叛May；如果真的背叛，也不會厚着面皮地自辯無辜。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UVr8lJtD5
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfxa4IGgCu
她想，不過是拍了一張照片，對吧？有什麼好介意的。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO4vGGkIau
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ5r7pttH1
但她還是哭。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphRu20iUal
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在峰仔沉默的時候，她比阿朗還驚恐，像目睹自家樓房着火燒起，卻不能衝進去沖水撲滅，也不能搬離兒時相簿、舊式睡衣、餣製半年的咸柑桔。她只能等，等別人救火，等別人通知，等別人大肆報道她的無力；而她，卻要守在警戒線之外，企得遠遠的，不可作為。她在等待自己的命運被裁判。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKTZKM2ZKV
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpbfBRoNwq
等待，真的是一次焦躁的懶漫。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4qFYdUNul
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWCqYaQBla
她忍不住，慚慚，回抱阿朗的腰，再發出一嘶一㗜的泣聲。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoREdIoxTNf
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她很害怕。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1THBX64twA
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFfGW28hKd
剛剛，她發現，或者忽然認清，她是絕對不可能失去他的。只是懷疑，已夠她崩潰。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdClYYXs7MC
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VccARH2Vj
「心跳漏了一拍」，這個說法非常形象化。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPZMhgYX9M
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而她的心，剛才跳得很大力、很重，讓她覺得身體快將耗盡心臟的血液，不會再有養分，不會再蹦跳，不會再告訴她：你有我，陪住你。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBawCi1S5np
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她想過，如果阿朗真的出軌，應該怎麼辦？931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF1U8sMBqy
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離婚嗎？她捨不得。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH83Rd4GkhX
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明明他們，應該會白頭到老，屆時應當再不用擔心棉花糖了，他們可以環遊世界，去冰島看極光，和他許下「下世再相愛」的願望；回到家裏，可以和他慵懶地靠在沙發上，爭奪搖控器跳轉電視台；閒逛，可以觀看他和其他公園的伯伯捉棋，如果對方要求回棋，她就會替阿朗說：「舉手不回大丈夫」。這，理應是他們的花甲未來。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgUlyTMD3S
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但原諒嗎？她𣎴忿。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRueIOB6Q9
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她每天擁着的身軀竟然留有別個女人的野性，是否代表他嫌棄自己過分平淡，而予她所有的親吻，都不過是一張張自欺欺人的贖罪券？那麼，若果二人的感情已成殘品，為何還勉強彌留而不撒手放棄呢。而他的出軌對象，是一個舊人，是否同樣印證，比起他們未知的將來，其實，他更留戀那個她沒有參與的過往？如此，為什麼還是砸毀自尊原諒，難道真要卑微到塵埃裏去！偏偏，可惜，種子卻被滾水燙過。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRXBxDeHYS
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這種心理活動令思思混亂，彈着一首雜亂無章的曲子，沒有譜寫合適的抑揚。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeQahBIfSR
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幸好。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8osPxE1rk
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幸好，阿朗沒有不忠。無論如何，他也是愛她的。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUt9uxKB6o
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她的眼淚一直淚。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj04ceOXF3C
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為擔心，為懷疑，為焦慮，為放心，為慶幸。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36YvP98T7k
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為他，為她，為他們。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMYmbbfPLA
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「對唔住啊老婆，我應承你，一定冇下次。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshZdf8BGEV
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阿朗承諾。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG9IpBMMHc
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他清楚知道，自己是一個不能言語的罪人，他不可認錯，但心知肚明。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6zhXmPufr
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他很害怕。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4L3BrZFhC
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52fR5t48AH
剛剛，他發現，或者忽然認清，他絕對不能講真話。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aBSCRepyg
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他明白，如果讓她知道，他常和Fiona分享一些她不知道的事，她一定會很難受。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamHkFxxuej
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甚至，可能自責。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJCI3r2kUS
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以思思的性格，難過過後，就會歸咎自身，覺得自身存在不足，才令他向外撞去。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkMFQycR8m
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiTd9P9UVN
可是，這分明不是她的錯。他悔恨，自己怎麼不懂珍惜她。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa7UpGz05U
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明明，有煩惱的話，他應該向她傾訴，她才是他最親密的枕邊人。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z7NcSDx5i
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「嗯。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k7IyWxqWq
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阿朗不斷吻她，深深的用唇在她的全身烙印，用力、無間斷，仿佛自證他只屬於她。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2llhAjSyp
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